1 Chapter 1

2 YEARS AGO~

I have been so anxious of lately,I keep looking at my phone to see if I have any email or just wait for a mail to be sent and this anxiety is killing me,why can't they just reply for my application to the university.I check my phone again for the hundredth and see it mocking me by not showing me any message,am about to throw it but I remember its not its fault.I let out a frustrated sigh and throw my head into my fluffy pillows.

It has been my dream to go Newyork University one of the best universities in Newyork,firstly because its not in another contient that I have to fly to another side of the world plus I don't want to be far from home and my mum,she's the world to me and ofcourse my brother but I can't just picture being so far from her, call me mama's child or whatever but I just love her so much.Secondly,my brother studies there so what a better oppurtunity to be in a place that you're familiar to someone and also he will proctect me from all the mischeives things I will make there.Finally,I will be able to pursue my career of being a writer and maybe creating the best publishing company and thats why I don't get why they are taking so long to just deny or accept me.The thought of being disapproved sends a bad vibe to my spine,I shake it off and try to think positively.

But I have passed all my final exams in my high school reports getting A's is not joke,I studied to my heart contect wanting to go that very university and their taking a century to reply to my single request.Urgh am so tired of thinking about it,I throw a pillow above my head pressing hard to my temples hoping it will remove the thoughts.

"Kater there is a mail for you" I hear my mother call out for me and I groan mentally not wanting to wake up from my comfortable bed,I plop my feet to my fluffy carpet and start dragging them to the none ending stairs."If I were you I would hurry up" my mum matters a smile plastered on her flowless face and I frown a little not expecting her exictment over some damn letter.

I head to her and snatch the brown envelope from her grasp and see its the letter from the university,I hurredily turn to open it finding its already torn,I look at my mother and she gives me a sly smile, "I was eager to know what it said" she says innocently and I just roll my eyes.Although I know what it said from my mother's reaction I want to see it myself.

I remove the letter from the envelope and unfold it.A smile stretching on face making my cheeks to hurt by seeing a big fucking 'ACCEPTED' being stamped in red on the paper.I squeal happily hugging my poor mother to death because she is the closest victim that is around, "I have been accepted" I shout into her ears happily knowing if I continue she will definately be deaf.I make her jump up and down with me making her laugh in happiness.

"I knew they wouldn't refuse you" she says escaping my grasp and immediately the front door is being knocked open revealing my sweaty brother and Ruffle,he wingles his tail happily and barks seeing our exictment.He immediately jumps on me licking my face, "Ruffle I told you to stop licking my face" I scold him and set him down giggling at how happy he is.I rub his head gently and head to the kitchen to wash my face,my brother follows me taking a gulp of cold water from the fridge.

"Why were you two sqeauling like little girls?" He asks sitting on the counter, "that is because I got accepted to NYU and do you know what that means?" I ask him exicitedly and he groans answering for himself, "you will be annoying me there too,just great" he mutters taking an apple.

"Zayn atleast act to be happy that am going to my dream campus" I scold him frustrated and he just takes a huge bite from the apple and chews loud enough for me to hear knowing that it irritates me,he smirks at me and I stomp my foot and turn on my heels ready to leave, "you know that I still love you sis" he call out and I see my mother chuckling from out little argument we had.

"Asshole!" I mutter at him reaching the stairs Ruffle following me,I open the door with anger and close it with force,I hear my mother complain not making out what she said and huff while sitting on my carpert,Zayn will not ruin my mood now.Ruffle lays between legs snuggling me his fur tickling me, "oh Ruffle" I giggle at his reaction and run my fingers through his white fur, "I think I should give Cam the good news" I tell him ruffling with his hair.

I take my phone and dail my bestfreinds number,Cam the short name of Camilla we have been friend since we were 8 years old,we are inseperable almost like sisters ofcourse we have had our disagreement but we always find a solution to our problems."Hey Kater,wassup?" She answers popping the 'p'. "Hey guess what?" I tell her and she starts guessing.

"Umm you got a new car or you have a new crush" she guesses happily and I just shake my head in dissapointment knowing she can't see me, "no, you're a bad guesser" I say frustrated, "true am not gonner complain about that,oh you got accepted to NYU" she says confidently, "yes,I just got the letter today" I squeal into the phone and she squeals with me, "oh gosh am happy for you even me I got a letter and I was accepted"

"Really so will go to the same place"

"Yep"

"Oh gosh am so exicted,I can't wait to start"

"The more reason to party remember we are going for the party Caleb invited us" she tells me and that when it comes to my mind, "oh jeez I totally forgot,I will come to your place so that we can girl things up"

"Okey I will be waiting" she hums and hear something from the background,we stay the next hour talking of the things will do for the next few weeks before we go to the university. "Hey" my brother frightens me from the scary movie I was watching."Did I scare you with my seductive voice" he says smirking and plopping himself next to me, "Annabelle not bad,did you hear she escaped from her cage" he says trying to scare me and I push him away from me.

"Are you here to mock me?" I ask him frustrated and he lifts his hands in surrender, "easy there tiger I came to do the opposite" he says innocently and I just roll my eyes, "am happy for you seriously and releaved we won't be so far away from each" he says with a genuine smile and I shrug him off now is when he knows to congraguate me.

"Hey don't shrug at me am serious,you know am always proud of you,my little not so little sister" he says ruffling with my stawberry long blonde hair and curse him out for doing that.He likes disturbing me a lot when his bored.

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Cam and I are getting ready for the frats party Caleb is helding,I straighten my hair then put some light makeup, "you look steamy babez" Cam tells me when I finish putting on my booty short knowing it will show my perfect big ass and a crop top that shows off my heartbeat tattoe."Thanks,but its as if its me who is going to proctect you from all the saveges"

She is wearing a tight skirt and a tanktop that show off her slender figure,she is one hot girl, "haha very funny but you know between the two of us you are the one that is good with all this things plus you know how to do your makeup like a proffesional" she pouts at me and I just chuckle.She's right my mum being one of the best makeup artist am bound to know how to do makeup.

"Here let me help you touch up your makeup" I offer her motioning for her to sit.When we are done we head to my audi for the party.The place is so crowded as always,Caleb always knows how to organise great parties just then I see Jace makes his way to us."Wassup sweethearts" he calls out for us in his Britain accent which I used to love so much,the smell of alcohol greets me as he leans to me, "do you wanna go to the washroom babes" he whisper at me trying to make his voice sexy but its not working for me,I hear Cam chuckle besides me and I shoot her a glare.

"No Jace, today am not in the mood for some fun" I tell him pushing him slightly away from me, "Okey your loss but I will be waiting" he tells me winking and walks pasted us,I scronch my nose from disguist and turn to Cam, "okey lets go before there is a line of fuckers waiting for you" she says pulling me to the tornado of sweaty bodies to the kitchen."Very funny" I tell her when she has finally stopped dragging me.

I look at her surprised she didn't give me one of her fiesty comebacks and see her eyes look at someone in awe,I follow her eyes and see my brother coming to us.I never knew Cam liked my brother when am about to ask her Zayn calls my name, "hey sis,Cam" he says smirking at her and she just blushes."What are you doing here? For all I know these parties are not your type" I ask him clearly surprised he is here.

"Oh Kater can't I have a change of mind or what?" He asks throwing his arm on my shoulder,I shrug it off and take a beer from the crater near the fridge, "no you don't usually change your mind so easily" I tell him taking a sip from my beer,I hate the taste of beer but I needed some."Well I have and Cam you look hot" he says winking at her and she mutters a thankyou,I grab him by the collar of his shirt and make him face me, "don't you dare try to flirt with Cam or else" I tell him coldly and he just chukles removing my hand from him, "you don't scare me sis and I was just complementing her beauty" I roll my eyes ready to go.

My brother has never been serious with relationships and commitements and I won't let him play with Cam, "hey where are you going? Come meet my friends soon you will be in the same university with them" he says and I sigh turning around to follow him,he has a good point.When we reach near his group of friends are,a golden brown hair catches my attention and when the owner turns around our eyes immediately connect.He has icy blue eyes that are quiet mesmerizing,they are beautiful.I avert my eyes immediately noticing that I was staring and I see him making his way to us and my legs start feeling like noodles whats happening to me.