New chance (Anaya pov)

the water I stepped into , the hot water burning my skin as now turned ice cold

my hair dampened

the night's passing, I get up and wear a bathrobe to cover myself

the tea light candles have melted but the fragrance still strong

I lay on the bed , staring at the sky through the window

night is disappearing into a new day

a fresh new day

a fresh new morning

I try to think all the happy moments iny life

and it includes him , every moment with him

I don't know how long I have been sleeping

but as the bed dips with his weight , I feel his body against mine

he wraps his hand around my waist pulling me closer

my back pressed to his chest

i try to turn to his side, to see his face

those grey eyes

but he doesn't let me

he pushes my face , not letting me face him

i stare at the wall infront of me feeling his heart beating fast

his grips around my waist getting harder

"She's not mine " his voice mere like a whisper

I should feel happy ?