Chapter 365: The pains

" How are you feeling? " Lorenzo asked her as he placed his hand adjusting her messy hair behind her ears.

Tina did not move her gaze from his face, she stared transfixed in to his eyes like she had seen some thing worth it or she was was desperately searching for some thing.

" I really do not know how I feel ..... you seemed to have had enough rest unlike the other days I have been here with you " Tina said, stepping forward as she tried to close the gap between them.

Lorenzo raised his hand to the back of his head as he slowly scratched his head " yeah, you can say that again and thanks to you... You know I have never had such a great sleep, my mind was just at ease " he appreciated her, immediately he raised his hands as they softly landed on her cheeks, caressing them.

Then he pulled her in hugging her tightly, she could swear that.... that was the first time he was ever hugging her and it made her shudder.

She could hear the 'THUD' sounding loudly in her ears, but she could not explain what it was all about, after what the palm reader had told her, she found her self stuck between two men.

One who she loves but did not lobe her back but used her like a toy and threw her out like a garbage when ever he wanted, the one who she longed for and hoped that one day, he would see and understand how much she cares and loves him not withstanding their situation.

And another, who she comes in contact with, he gives her the love she longed for, he treated her like a human she really is and knew her worth.

She begins to contemplate on what love was really all about, she finds her self reminiscing every now and then and she would not stop until she gets a reasonable answer.

Making the whole situation harder for her was when Gavriel walked up to her and pleaded for her to return, she could not help it ask her self why he wanted her back and what if he just wanted to continue treating her the way he like or probably if he had realized that he was at the rim of loosing her.

The whole jackie situation was making her head spin and she did not want that, they were a whole lot of thing she would love to sign up for and the one she signed up for but these feelings she never ever signed up for them.

THE HURT.

THE PAIN.

THE BETRAYAL.

THE ANGUISH.

THE HATE.

THE DISGUST.

She just hoped all of this would end, all she wanted was to make some cash and live a peaceful life.... that was the lifestyle she wanted.

She did not want that with a lot of crowd but at least the one person she cherishes and that was her best friend, NICOLE, who had been there for her through thick and thin.