Chapter 160: Break down
I quickly did the dirty dishes as I retired to my room, I wanted to have a shower but I did not know how I would go about it because of the bandage around my chest.
Out of frustration I just laid on my bed and stared directly on the ceiling, then my mind drifted of to the guy I met at the hospital earlier today.
He looked so adorable and then I came to think about what he said earlier, he seemed so sensible and it showed in what he said, I began to admire him and I did not even get to know his name, I think I was just going deeper into the world. I felt my heart beating as I imagined his face, I felt goose bumps all over my body as his voice resounded right there in my head, I began to wonder why I did not feel this way earlier when he talked to me at the hospital, but rather I chased him away from me and now I am practically suffering here.
' would I be opportuned to meet you again?? ' I asked my self and for a moment I slapped my face. What the hell was I thinking about, how would I wish to meet up with someone I had not met before and he literally talked shit even if it made a little sense.
' hmmm buh he is actually cute ' I said to my self as the image of him smiling appeared on my head and soon after I drifted to sleep.
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Mr Gavriel strode outside his apartment and hopped into his car as he drove out of the compound late that night.
His mind seemed to be lost in thought as he drove down the quiet and lonely road with the soft background music that was been heard in the car.
He lamented to him self as tears fell off his eyes, he sobbed as the back ground music did not help his condition but it still did not make him stop the the music from playing rather he he used it to pour out his heart, at a point he could not bear the pain he had to step on the brake and stopped the car along the road.
He sluggishly stepped out of the car and walked down the the road where he broke down in tears as he sat on the bare floor, at this point he did not care about what any one would say about him, he did not care if the press would see him, he did not care if any one took a photo of him and uploaded, he did not care if he saw the caption ' THE CHIEF EXECUTIVE OFFICER OF SEAMUS GROUP OF COMPANIES SEEN SITTING ON THE ROAD AT THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ' he did not care about all of this, at this point he had forgotten that he had a reputation, his status, who he was, this was not what was on his mind at the moment because all he wanted was to cry out his heart and he needed a shoulder to support him.