1 Chapter One

AJ

I'm AJ-Ariana Jane, i'm seventeen and I have the perfect life, perfect boyfriend, who I someday plan to marry and the perfect bestfriend.

Or so I thought yesterday!

Turns out my "perfect boyfriend" was cheating on me with my "perfect bestfriend" so that's how my life changed.

One day your floating on the clouds and the next your falling to your death.

I guess I was so absorbed in Nate that I didn't see what was happening right infront of me, while I was in love with him, he was in lust with my bestfriend.

And I wouldn't have know, if not for Emi.

Sweet little Em, my little sister who caught them making out on her cam 'corder. The cam 'corder she so innocently installed to watch her flower bloom.

She came into my room, eyes bloodshot and handed me the cam. "What's wrong bebe?" I had asked, but she said nothing, only pointed to the cam.

I know she didn't want to hurt me but she knew she had too.

When I was finished looking at the footage, I hugged her tight and told her to get some sleep. I knew she battled with her thoughts on if to leave me or not after I had watched the video. But Ineeded to be alone.

So after a lot of hesitation, with me insisting that I was okay and with a big fake smile plastered on my face she finally left.

Only then did I fall to pieces on the cold tiled floor.

How could someone you love so much, hurt you so bad?

Nate was my everything and Vana?

Vana was my bestfriend since I was eight.

I slumped down with my back against the door and cried. I cried 'till there were no more tears left to shed. Then I got up and went to my bed, with my heart shattered and my eyes swollen I fell asleep.

I wish I didn't wake up but nope.

Here I am.

I couldn't face Nate so I broke up with him over a text. He had no idea why i'd do that to him after all that we'd been through and I didn't give him an explanation because he didn't deserve shit.

As for Vana, I emailed her the video, praying that she'd have a valid explanation.

But instead I had my worst nightmare come to life, she said she loved him and that she was only sorry that I had found out the way I did.