Chapter 2

My brain is almost squeezed from studying last night, I studied the history of this world but I didn't learn enough because there were only a few books at home, and my nose almost bled from learning their language especially writing it.

I need someone I can trust to teach me. People around me will be suspicious if I don't know how to write or speak their language especially when there is someone who knows this body well. I took a deep breath while staring at the glass of the carriage watching the people walking, my sky was dark and I needed the light of the sun so that I could observe and see the beautiful truth around me wrapped in darkness.

In every person I look at, the smile on their face hides sadness, grief, anger, and loneliness. I don't understand why we continue to hide ourselves from the truth instead of looking for it and accepting whatever reality shows or makes us feel, why do we prefer to live in a world that we know is not true? Is it because we are happier here and we are given joy that reality can't give us, that's what's on my mind right now, why do I hide myself from the truth of reality, why was I reincarnated again and suddenly entered the body of someone i don't know...

It's sad to think that there are many people who are afraid of dying but even though I have experienced it a lot, I only feel loneliness so I hope that in this life I will find the one who will give me the reason to continue living and joy that I have never experienced in my entire life and the moment I see that person I will never let her go and I will do everything I can to give my beating heart just for her.

Until now, I still don't have a girlfriend and it's a pity that the girl who stopped our engagement yesterday, she looked sad when she said yesterday that we should break up because her parents have nothing to be proud of about me. I got off the carriage and looked at the beautiful structure of the school that I will attend today, I'm amazed by the beautiful view next to it and continued walking.

I can't quite remember the memories given to me by this body because the events were sudden, so I asked the students where my classroom was because I only remembered the name of the classroom, when I asked, I came across a young lady whose face was quite familiar so I approached her and when she saw me she stared at me with disgust and irritation that you could see in her eyes.

"Excuse me miss could you show me the classroom named Epistyeme or Epistyemis?" She suddenly continued walking and i didn't follow her because I might be mistaken for a bad person and also i continued asking my fellow students where the classroom named Epistyemis is...

Venedetta's behavior seemed strange earlier, she was asking where our classroom was and she asked me even though she knew we were angry with each other because she got a higher score and was top 1 which made my parents angry why I'm not the top 1.

Until now he is still not there, it's surprising because he knows our classroom and he will never be late because he is a Gargalano and he doesn't want their name to be tarnished just because he's late.

I was dying of exhaustion standing at the door this body is not in good condition, lacks exercise and stamina as I expect from a noble, I took a deep breath and take a few breaths and I knocked softly and an old male teacher opened it and let me in, many eyes were on me and watching me go to my seat, when I sat down they suddenly whispered and I also saw the girl I asked earlier turned her gaze and our teacher continued teaching.

From everything my teacher said, I didn't understand a single one as if they used a different language for teaching and I only did writing, finished the class and the girl I asked her came to me looking angry.

"What are you scheming as if you are planning to trick me earlier?" I was confused and surprised by what she said as if she thought I was doing something wrong.

"I don't understand what you mean although I just asked you earlier where the classroom is" I said still a little confused, I organize my things and stood up from where I was sitting. "Don't fool me, I know-" he turned to look at me in the notebook and saw the words written in another language as i accidentally drop the notebook.

I immediately picked it up and walked out of the classroom.

"What language is written in your notebook" she said, as I walked towards the dining hall.

"Just forget what you saw" I said.

"Is that the language of Mages or Wizards" I stopped walking and looked at her beautiful blue eyes, white hair like a cloud, white skin like a pearl that was as smooth as it.

"Just a moment ago i vexing you and now you're acquiring me to informed what language are those written in my notebook"

"But if you insist on knowing it's a language of another world"I added to what I said. he took a deep breath in surprise and confusion.

"What language are those and what world or place does it come from?"

Next time I will be careful with my words because I am forced to lie to escape the problem I have caused. "I was searching in our home when I found a book that I couldn't figure out what was written so I studied it a lot and then I figured out what the content of the book I found in the search"

He was not so convinced that there was doubt on his face about the story I told, I took out my notebook and showed him what was written which shocked him.

"The decisiIs inin you whether you believe what I said or not but i do not try convince or persuade you but only stating my reason about what you've seen"

"Is that so, then teach me everything-"

"How bold but what could you give me?" I lean over her as our face were close to each other, i can see my reflection over her such beautiful eyes she step back a little as she pushes me away from her. We both silent for a while then she pushese away from her as she step back a little.

"I'll take your silentness as a no" i walk out to go in dining hall to eat since my mother keep yelling at me in morning for not talking about my engagement.

After i finished all of my classes i stop by to buy a few books since my carriage is still not here, i walk down in alley and didn't pay any attention to any beggars. Someone bumped into me so i quickly grab it's arm to stop.

"Argghh mister! You're hurting me so bad!" It is a young lady who bumped into me she's filthy and dirty, his clothes are ragged that some of her bare skin were exposed, she's somewhat same age as me.

"Do not attempt to unsheath your blade over there"

"I don't have any blades-" as my intuition guess she had a dagger in her waist so i swiftly grab her hand and kick her legs as she about to take an action, she knelt down and try to resist me but it's utterly waste for her energy.

"I warned you but you didn't listen" she kept resisting me so caress her hair to laid my eyes to her face, it shunned me for a moment then I held her chin and raised it to see with my eyes what her eyes shining upon, I'm overwhelmed of joy and confusion at the same time her eyes were like same as mine but it's so lively and unique for me. I let her go and stood up straight but prepared if she tries to attempt again.

"For such a young lady like you, what are you doing here by in dangerous place?"

"Trying to survive so i could feed my siblings" she sheathe back the dagger and sits in ground.

"Is it righteous act?"

"No, but are you nobles know those word is?" Her voice suddenly change to angry.

"Yes we are, therefore we use it for such hypocrisy"

"Then are you putting me in jail?" Her voice softly change to worry about someone and it must her siblings.

"I'm not a police but i could put you after what you've done, but i can make out of this hell life"

"Are offering me to become your slave if so then i won't" i let a laugh then compose myself, how could some like her living in hell i can see in her eyes how different she is in anybody, i want her.

"No, i want you to teach me about this world, everything in this world and i will provid what you need" her mood brightens up and look at me with her eyes like obsidian.

"It's such a strange offer but I'm in dire of help so i will accept it right away" she seemed confused about my question but she is so happy that someone will provide anything for them.

I took off my coat and give it to her, she skeptically grab it and wear as if she know there's something behind why i gave my coat to her.

"Do not worry, now bring your siblings here and I'll take you to my home" she stared at me for a second then run off with the coat. I know she's doubting me since I'm a noble it's common for a noble to be doubted when doing act of kind so they are being skeptical. I need her to teach me about the languages and history of this world or whatsoever to atleast find a clue of this strange regressing someone's body.