A Friend You Can Trust
All plans have been ruined. Duke Kleo failed to maintain his intention of not paying attention to Lyra anymore. His tenacity was commendable these days, even being able to fool nearly every maid in Wereal, into thinking he had completely forgotten about Lyra and taken her as a prisoner completely.
But the deception is not only about other people, but also about himself. No matter how hard he was absent and denied Lyra's presence, in the end he was still defeated.
There is a thirst that torments him in his body, which struggles, at the same time it will rage if he persists in maintaining his ego. Even a voice resounded in his ears, which probably came from his determination. "Stupid! You always wanted her! Don't ever act silly to torture yourself."
That's why he seemed confused that day, pacing around when a lot of his work was still unfinished. The parchments were strewn across his desk, in the late afternoon sun, turning them golden.