262 Do you really want to die?

"Xiaosi?" Caihong shook his shoulder in panic and turned his face towards her. "Xiaosi, what's wrong?"

The pain in Xiaosi's head was intensifying as he forced himself to remember the past events. He was trying to recall his childhood and that time he lived with his mother but it came blank.

Frustrated and anxious, he tried even harder to remember that only made the pain worse. He clenched his jaw, trying to fight the dizziness.

"I-I really cannot….I cannot remember it, Caihong. Nothing is coming…"

Suddenly, he heard a faint voice of a woman sobbing.

'Why did I give birth to you…?'

'You and him... ruined…life…'

He couldn't see any images but only heard a woman's tragic voice as she cried.

Xiaosi trembled in fear and panic. 

Raped child... Unwanted child...I was an unwanted child.

My mother hates me…? My father had...

"Ugh…" He collapsed on his left knee.