1 a new beginning

Hi my name is Alissa Hummel and . This story is about me well when I was. Young I was a person who was really girly but I was still a good student at. School but when I turned 7 my great great grandmother died so then I started to feel very emotional and. Blame myself for her death but I have gotten better over the years but I still miss her but 2 years later something really bad happened to me but I am not. Going to tell you guys what happened but I can tell you that but sense then I. Have been ok but now right now I lost my best friend and I have lost my self ya I am right here but I feel like I died. Sometimes I wish that I am dead but it feels like I can't die why I say that because I have had a fever that was . 105 degrees and I have drowned before but my aunt saved me. So now I have started a new chapter when I terned ten I choose the darker side and . Now I'm like bakugou in a way literally all I say is die now to most people so I think I need help but I don't know and also now I'm. Pretty much Goth so I have lost control of my life in away oh and a couple of months ago I got jumped so now I want. To kill the person that jumped me but I can't do it because I would go to juvenile. well I well make a nother story if you like the store I just made right now.