Chapter 23
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His addictions:
He told me that drug use was his education, and random sex with strange men was his income. I learned that he sometimes fucked guys just to get an upper from them. Sex for dope. Sex for a rush. Sex for a high. He also liked to drink.
“Strangers also give me alcohol so I will suck their cocks. I’ve never minded. Maybe I should, but I really don’t. A man has to get his alcohol from somewhere. We all have vices, right? Every single one of us.” He mentioned using cocaine, meth, and a number of pills. Rarely did he pass up a joint when he was offered one, which was usually from one of his clients. “The pot always takes the edge off. I sometimes have a few really strange cocks in my mouth and need to feel relaxed. You get what I’m saying.”
I didn’t getwhat he was saying, but lied to him anyway and told him that I did.
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His singlehood.