1 Introduction

Hello fellows and my dear friendly readers. Welcome to my book, also known as my public diary aka journal about my nonhuman transition progress.

I'm Vietnamese and I come from Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam.

My name is Alex, my Aviae name maybe I would like to have my name is Jordan Walker. I was born in the year 2001, so with this information, you can tell how old I am.

I am trans nonbinary masculine, and I prefer to be called as he/they. But you can call me "she" if you want because I don't have much problem with pronouncing. About my sexual orientation, I guess mine is demi-pan, also can tell as demisexual - panromantic. Sound weird, right? But trust me, they do exist in the LGBTQ+ community. And to know your sexual orientation, your gender will make you have to ask yourself and so a ton of research for a long, long, long time. Believe me, I had asked myself and found my gender for roughly around 6 years.

The first thing about my transition is my first thought of my wings type and wings colour. My wings type is the low aspect ratio (passive soaring) like the eagle. And my wings colour, I want them to be grey or any colour that is dark can be blended with the sky at night because I want to fly at the evening till night. But, you know, maybe this could be changed in the future. Who knows? I have to figure out the final form which suits me the best so that I can transform fully, safely and have the best result I can get later in the future.

I first started the wings growth when I was in grade 10th. Before that, I had had always gotten the connection toward the sky, as it had attracted me all the time. At first, when I was a kid, I often wished to be a Superman because the only flyable character was him but others. Things then got changed which might affect my thought about myself and my future literally like, forever. It was when I was in 2nd grade or 3rd, I saw there was an X-men movie on the TV while watching it with my father. At that time, which part it was, I don't know because I couldn't remember its name, but the scene, I remember. It was the scene there was an old man with a suit got pushed down from a building, and as the scene focusing on that man falling down, then it changed to another view: a young blonde-haired man with big white wings flew up, come close to that old man to save him by catching his legs, then he flew away as carrying the old man. Honestly, by the time I saw his wings, somewhere in my mind got clicked, and I thought: "I want to be like him, I want to fly like him", then every day I had usually thought about the white wings man. But that thought also went away because I was a kid so I didn't remember to keep interested in something long well. Years passed, I was in maybe, 6th or 7th grade, there was a night that I stayed home alone, lying lazily on the matres and switching channels. When I switched to the HBO channel, I suddenly saw that movie again, but it was another scene, the Angel went to the lab for getting a cure scene. I believe that was "The last stand" episode. Oh holy, the way he spread his wings, then jumped out of the high, big building then fly away. That scene made me freaking goosebumped. After watching that scene, I got a thought "I wished that I can grow wings", then I thought again "Grow wings?! Oh yeah, why don't I!". Then I got the iPad to do research "how to grow wings" and so on.

Unfortunately, it didn't last long because I forgot it after weeks due to the semester exams was coming up and I was so busy with my study. Grade 10th, got into it again, then knowing about the subliminal and biokinesis. The first thought about me growing wings was the angel wings, but the black ones instead of white wings. And... again, got busy with studying and the exams again, so of course, my progress got stopped, like the hiatus. Things finally got in place is until I reached grade 12th. Yeah, let's say that I restarted the progress. And that time I restarted, my thoughts about wings and the wings growth had changed a lot. I don't want angel wings anymore because I found that they were kind of not suit my desire and the anatomy that I looked for, I want real bird wings, permanent instead of retractable wings, etc... And until now, it's been more than 2 years.

And this public diary will be mostly about my wings' growth, but there may have some chapters which could talk about my thoughts, my knowledge, or my ideas for supplies that I brainstorm for nonhuman beings and the winged people. Or maybe there will have some chapters that I would want to confess to.

After you people read this chapter, you guys may want to say this "But, how long does it take you to change?", "How ya do it". Nice question. How long does it take? Hah, nobody gonna know. How to do it? Well, I will tell you later. When will it finish? Not sure. Let's find it out in my ways. Is it real? Yeah, it is mate. Come here buddies, let's be my partner go along with my progress and together see the new things

However, I have something to say to the people who read this book who don't believe what I write is real. It's ok. You can take it as a fanfic, or fantasy novel that I make up for entertainment. Just read this for fun, though this journal is real because I writing it in real-life. Read or leave. It's all up to you.

Thank you for reading introducing myself. Let's get into my book. Enjoy.