169 “I am scared”

Even though they have spent almost 10 days inside the Dungeon, only 2 hours have passed outside. Shuvo didn't return home.

He kept standing there. He doesn't want to go now. Every minute passed he became more worried. All of a sudden they notice a change in the gate.

It starts to shrink but no one is coming out. It made everyone confused.

If everyone is dead then the gate will return to normal where the next batch can go inside. And it will shrink and disappear only when the gate is clear.

But no one is coming out of the gate. Shuvo feels someone is squeezing his chest. Just when he was about to lose all hope Shiva suddenly appeared beside him.

He is shocked and surprised. But the next second he became happy and excited. He hugged him and said "good, you are okay." Then he looked around and saw no one else was behind him.

He again started to worry so Shiva said "they are fine uncle. I had to send them home first." Shuvo sighed in relief. But he can't find how or when he comes out.

But this is not the right place to question him. So he gestured to all the workers to make this place clear.

They nodded and started to move all the reporters from there.

But they start to shout and ask him questions

"What happens inside?"

"Where are the other members?"

"Are there any casualties?"

Shiva turn to them and said

"Everyone is fine and resting now, you will get a report from the guild later. Now please excuse us. I am tired."

Shuvo takes Shiva inside his car and starts driving himself.

Shiva sat on the back and sighed. Shuvo asks what happened there. He gives him a briefing on the Dungeon.

After hearing everything Shuvo is glad that Shiva and others were strong enough to pull off this and come out alive.

~Scene change~

Shiva comes out of his bathroom after taking a shower. He then changed clothes and went to the kitchen to cook for everyone.

After a few moments, everyone comes out of their room when they smell the food. Karina is still angry. But she is angry with the food.

She sits at the dining table and looks at Shiva's back with anger. She will teach him some discipline after she eats.

Kajal is sitting on the couch wearing loose casual clothes.

Alia is also different today. She is also wearing a T-shirt and Pajamas without anything underneath. Karina isn't different either. She is also wearing a loose kameez and pyjamas.

Shiva returns from the kitchen with dragon steak for dinner. One thing Shiva finds out is that this meat is actually good for everyone.

Dragon meats start to nourish their body and make them stronger. He can feel that his mother may reach B rank if she continues to eat.

It's not very obvious to others as they are already high rank. Alia and Kajal are mage types, so their body isn't very strong. But after eating Dragon meat for 10 days their physical strength has increased a lot.

Because of this, he didn't sell the bodies to the System, even though dragon bodies are worth a lot of points.

He can earn points from other monsters but he can't get dragon meat every day. So Shiva keeps this meat for his family, relatives, girlfriend and friends.

Seeing the food Karina's anger vanished and was replaced with excitement, greed and drool.

None of them waits for a single second and starts eating the meat. This is the best meat they have eaten in their life. Nothing can compare to this.

~Scene change~

Shiva called Haein and told her that he won't be there today as he was in a dungeon and wanted to take a rest.

Haein agreed with him. And told him to take care of himself and take proper rest. After a few more lovey dobby chats, Shiva hung up his phone.

When he returns home from outside Karina grabs his ear and pulls him towards her room. Kajal and Alia didn't stop her. They are too scared to stop her and pray that their brother can come out, alive.

After taking him inside her room, Karina continues to lecture him on how he should treat women and how to respect them.

Shiva sits on his knees like a Japanese and listens to her yelling.

After 10 minutes she stopped and said "do you understand?"

"Yes mam"

Karina sighed and pulled him up. She then said "I am not angry because of what you did to us. I am your mother and I can tolerate this. But others won't. If you do this with others they will have a bad impression of you and might even try to tarnish your reputation."

Shiva nodded and said, "I won't do this with an outsider." Karina chuckled and suddenly said, "then are you going to do this with your mother?" Shiva blushes and shakes his head.

Karina smiled and said "I am joking with you. I know you won't do things like that with an old lady like me."

Shiva looked into her eyes and said "you are very beautiful, mom."

Karina laughed and said, "thank you, son." Shiva smiled and nodded.

Karina's face suddenly turned red. She looked at the closed door and said "Shiva, can you use your healing technique on me again?"

She hurriedly explains "it's for some personal reason. It's okay if you don't want to. You don't need to feel weird about it."

Shiva didn't say anything, he moved closer and kissed her while standing there and stopped her from further talking. He hugged her and continued to kiss her.

Karina was shocked but then she turned to normal as she asked him to do this. Also, they had kissed many times before.

Shiva takes her to the bed and they sit at the edge of it. Shiva suddenly said, "let me insert my tongue, this will keep you out of the pain for a full day."

Karina feels hesitant as that is a little weird and awkward. So Shiva added "it's ok if you don't want to. I can just kiss you whenever you feel pain."

Karina took a breath and said "okay let's do this. I can be out of it a full day. And I just had to do this two times more."

She then kisses Shiva and opens her mouth for Shiva. Shiva also inserted his tongue in her mouth and started sucking and licking her mouth.

Karina never thought of doing this with her son. But she braces herself as this is for medical purposes.

After 10 minutes Shiva moved from Karina. They have a bridge of saliva between them. Shiva sucked it inside his mouth.

Karina's face turned red. Shiva said, "this will keep you fine until tomorrow night." He then stood up. But something else stands too.

Karina notices it and blushes. But she didn't say anything. She would be surprised if he didn't get an erection.

She moved her face and nodded her head. Shiva also immediately left her room.

Karina falls back and touches her lips. Now that he has left, she is feeling worried and afraid.

She moves her hand towards her lower body and feels the wetness. She moves out her hand and looks at it. Suddenly her eyes moistened and tears fell from her eyes.

She is feeling guilty and afraid. She, a mother, got excited just by kissing her son. Her Son. She turns and faces her back towards the door. Her body curled up as tears fell from her eyes silently.

Suddenly the door opened again. She turned back and saw it was Shiva. He is standing there looking at her with a serious face.

Tears are still dropping from her eyes. She quickly turned and said "why are you back? Go to sleep now. You need rest too."

Shiva didn't reply to her. He walked towards her, and sit beside her. Her back is still facing him. Shiva laid beside her and hugged her from behind.

Karina now starts to cry more but silently. Shiva didn't say anything neither did she. Shiva moves close to her and keeps hugging her from the back.

They stayed silent like that. After a long long time, Karina said without turning around "Shiva I am scared of myself."

Shiva hugged her tighter without replying to her.

Karina closed her eyes too. She is too tired now. She fell asleep just in a minute.

Shiva sighed and pulled her up softly. He didn't leave her room. He stays beside her and thinks about Karina.

She is facing the same as every one of his family has faced before. Guilty because of society.

He now hates a society that doesn't approve of this Kind of love.

Why the fuck is it wrong to love your mother or sister. Did everyone forget how humanity came to be? How does the population reach this height?

Everyone in the world is their brother or sister or relative in a way. Our origin is the same. No matter who you marry, she is related to you one way or another way.

Then why the fuck they can't accept this relationship.

He now wants to beat someone and told them to make some new rules. His conqueror Haki acts a little but this time it's in full control.

Shiva sighed again and closed his eyes. He doesn't want to think about this anymore now.