CHAPTER 42

She never wanted this type of life for herself and my brother. Why does this have to happen to us and why is it always us alone?

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like they didn't care about what he showed them their worse deaths.

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Jean Grey Pov.

I had a happy life and a happy family. I was the second born in my family so I got love from both my parents and elder sister. We had rich parents and we lived in a farmhouse

So I got what I wanted. It was a very happy family until When I was ten years old, I was playing with my best friend, Annie, then suddenly she was accidentally hit by a car. And I watched her die.

The stress awakened my mutant telepathic powers which empathically linked me to my dying friend and I felt her pain and cries about how she didn't want to die and so much more. The traumatic experience of my friend's death left me in a withdrawn and deeply depressed state. Moreover, not being able to control my newly awakened telepathic abilities forced me to isolate myself from other people to hold on to my sanity. As I was able to hear what they thought, and how they thought how bad a human is.

Months like this I remind myself in a room locking myself I don't want to hear their thoughts. People started to call me a freak. Months later, a psychiatrist recommended to my parents that they consult Professor Charles Xavier, who was secretly a mutant with telepathic abilities as well. He revealed to me, but not to my parents, her status as a mutant.

He did something with me and I stopped hearing those voices in my head while he awakened my telekinetic abilities. He then started to teach me. While he took me away from my family and they left me. Then my life continues like this. Until the most despised moment of my life so five years later on Christmas, I was returning to my home with my parents and suddenly this happened.

My first seizure attack happened I froze everyone in the car and become we were on the highway road a truck came and I saw my parents die in front of my eyes and because of my suppression psychic shields were broken and I contacted with them I felt their pain how they were blaming me for what happens and how they said I should not blame myself for it.

From that day onward I reawakened my telepathy and I always blamed myself for what I did. Hearing the voice of everyone in the family blame me did nothing good. Then a new tragedy struck: the whole Grey family died in some kind of accident. At first, everyone thought it was some kind of plan to kill the Grey family but no proof of that could be found.

As I was left alone in the Grey family I inherited everything but I never wanted that and this gave me another depression. People called me names as I was a lone survivor and when you can read minds and when Media surrounds you it's a curse more than anything.

After years of treatment, I successfully recovered. I became an X-Men, a team of young mutants being trained by Professor in order to fight for a dream of peaceful racial coexistence. I  completed the group with four more students, Cyclops – Scott Summers' mutant alias –, Iceman, Angel, and Beast. I took on the codename Marvel Girl.

After that life became worst we fought, fought and fought and fought lost a few times and won a few times but things always get worse as Humans created more Sentinels they increased the experiments they do with more and more Mutants coming out me and group forayed many of these facilities and what I saw into them was truly looked like it came out of nightmares or we had traveled to hell.

We had to go to psychiatrists with every raid as no matter how many times you see children being cut open or people extracting blood and organs from young ones or doing horrifying experiments on old people you can never get used to such things you build immunity but nothing more.

But No matter how many Mutant experiment facilities we raid they never get less and it's not like they are alone as humans themselves didn't appreciate us no matter how many times we saved the day. In fact, they outright blame us for something we do not have any control off so they always were against us.

and here we are even after yers of saving the day still got all the blame I thought as I looked at both of them at how chill they look and their friendship and maybe more than that a sisterhood that seemed so deep even after both of them kissed the same man and very publicly displayed their affection and love for him. they don't seem to care about such small things nor they seem to care about the deaths they saw for themselves.

She is still horrified by some of the Deaths of both of them, one of them Human slowly removing Domino's skin muscle tissue and grafting on themselves onto cyborgs in hopes of getting powers to create living weapons that can slay Mutants.

Then Laura who had her blood and organs extracted from her body on a daily basis then they plant them on themselves they put them on sale for rich buyers.

After all, they didn't have their own deaths alone; they saw and felt the death of everyone as in the 3rd person. She knew how screwed they were.

She saw her own Death multiple times and everything got worse getting killed by Sentinels and blowing herself up to save her mutants or the people she thought she was in love with killed her as she knows she saw more future than anyone she knows how Wolverines killed her and how Scott cut her into pieces.

Even if they did it for the greater good it can't be denied that they killed her. She lost everything and from looking into the future she knows she is going to be left alone. And even if no matter how much her mind and heart want to be negated the fact they could be just illusions and fake memories deep down she knew it was true she is going to die in all those horrible ways.

She didn't know what to do with this information. Here is a man who seems to be more of a God than a man who showed her that all they did and will do is useless. Are their lives decisions or judgments matter, know this is all just a big failure. They are going to die a death of a gutter worm. All their lives are big lies they try to build a house of cards that will fall even the slightest breeze.

A raft that never meant to sail in the sea and now in the same raft they are in the middle of the ocean the clock is ticking. And if this wasn't enough she knew she and every X-Men was getting manipulated by their so-called teacher.

Now she doesn't know if the path she walks is her decision or if someone put suggestions in her mind, perhaps not that much but who can deny that it could be on a subconscious level and she is following it like a puppet without strings?

But still dancing in the hands of someone.  She also knew why she is unstable and gets those seizure attacks and why it's so hard for her to control her power now she can see how all the puzzle pieces come to connect in one place.

And she hated that whenever she looked at these three Men she thought to be her family now what she sees is nothing more than confidantes.  What has to be done now when everything is going to play as it is supposed to be what she can change with her powers?

These thoughts ran into my mind as whenever I looked at both of them they seemed to not care about anything about their carefree nature as if they knew nothing was going to happen to them as if both of them were sure it was just the past that would not come for them.

I wanted to be in that place like theirs, be cared for, be loved, by a being who can kill worlds for them, and they were confident about it but sure about it as it was fact and it's just because of his power alone it's the trust and love in between them.

She wanted the same freedom knowing nothing can or will happen to me to ensure I will have an amazing life. Not controlled by fate and destiny.  And when I looked around me I can say all her friends had the same thoughts. They all were lost after what they had seen just like her trap in their own minds. Knowing nothing can be changed, they all are in a great existential crisis just like me.

I am at least happy to know I didn't kill my parents and those who did this get what they deserve even if it was too much but her while getting brutally killed also was too much for them.

And now I know there is a powerful man I can call family. Even if he didn't show any affection for them at least he revive all of so there is definitely something and there is a voice deep down in her heart saying if she goes to him to share them he will help her, as he said he will, and now in current moments, she knew only he can help her with her power as he has all of them and can control them perfectly fine without even slightest mistakes.

As she remember that time when he was so near her

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Past Pov When they were traveling in space 

So close to Him Seeing that his body was almost sticking to Darkseid's back. I couldn't help but blush. It felt like it was burning hot. This kind of contact with men. It was really something that she had never seen before. She has always been very conservative.

But I don't know why. Stay with him. Just very comfortable. Make me want to take the initiative to approach. Some even forgot about it. At this time, the two were close. I felt a special familiarity and attraction.

That's why even my heart blushes. And feel the soft behind me. He also asked at the right time, "Are you alright?" I really wanted to say that it was all right. but the feeling of loneliness didn't let me do it. There is an inexplicable sense of security. Therefore, I was very afraid of breaking up with him. So I finally said: "It's okay, it's just... there is a lot to take in."

"That...can...can I hug you?" I didn't know why but my pretty face instantly flushed red like blood. Her heart was beating like a drum. But I was looking forward to it. Although the weak and thin mosquito's cry just now was full of shyness.

He seemed to have heard her words. He is in front. Suddenly his hand stretched back.

See the outstretched hand. I was slightly taken aback. Heartbeat. Pretty face flushed. But there was no hesitation. she took the initiative to grab Darksied's hand."Thank you...thank you! "This way, I know you had lost much but remember now I am here you can come to me in time of need now if you want to cry as much as you like no one can see that loss just makes us what we are! and don't about the Family I will revive them so don't waste your tears they hold value" I heard his voice in my head.

She gently held his shoulder. His skin was so soft nothing like what it looked. At this time I nodded, I was already blushing and I knew he was right. Heartbeat. A heart is about to jump out. Fortunately, He didn't turn her head, otherwise, I would be too shy to be ashamed.

Certainly, It looks like this now. It made my heart skip a beat. This... was the first time she formally held someone she knew nothing about and seemed to be full-on an evil man so near in such a mental state, so the experience was very new. So it really made my heart agitated - incomparable.

The heart was beating. Although there are special circumstances. So it was pulled. But in fact, she was willing in her heart. Otherwise, it would be impossible to take the initiative to hold my hand so forget about my body and how they were hugging each other.

Do not know why. After this wonderful meeting with him. I felt what He meant to her. He made me feel Completely different. It feels really good and amazing. It was as if they were destined to meet. Such a romantic feeling. That's why women can't refuse. Even though she felt very magical, a voice deep inside her heart told her to let it in. That's why they made the bold move of hugging.

It also makes me feel very Feeling the warmth of Darkseid's body. My brain was spinning wildly. What is this feeling I never before as she hugged Scott many times but this never happens? Maybe That's what it feels like to hold someone you love I read from a book.

So wonderful, so strange. I had never thought about these things before. After all, it was in my original image I loved Scott but I looked at him a smile appeared on my face. 

I looked at Scott I didn't know why But I didn't feel anything are those feeling just mutual attraction or something even less I can see how damaged he looks just from the loss yet I am stand with a man who had gone through hell yet still gave her smile he gave both Laura and Domino smile.

At this time, he held my warm body. In my heart, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of satisfaction. While she was excited, she was also ashamed certainly in it. It's not that I didn't remember my original idea that she and Scott could get married.

But Before holding hands and hugging him, it is I was already in the process of holding hands and asking for a hug. She actually still remembered his face. There is even a very sense of guilt deep inside. but whenever I looked at him it all washed away. as someone has entered in her heart and slowly erased him piece by piece

but the feeling you shouldn't have contact with other men when you are someone And hold so near.  Naturally, I would feel guilty. But today's feeling. It really made me feel very different. The first is the safety I felt around him and the warmness that I never felt. The second is the most important and is my true thoughts.

Even though there is still a sense of guilt toward Scott. But I still didn't want to let go. Because it feels really safe, warm, and comfortable to hold. I ... was a little reluctant.

Do not. It is very reluctant! like  ...for flowers to lose sunlight

After learning that he is from the same family knows her parents. This wonderful fate seems to have allowed her to break through the shackles. Her personality hasn't changed. But it also seems to feel like this kind of God-given fate Can't refuse.

I also wanted to holdDarksid's hand in my heart. Get in touch with him a little more in a very personal space. So comfortable and heartwarming. It was the first time I experienced it.

I had never really experienced it before. It feels very new and fresh. Even want to experience a little more. in his embrace no matter how long I held, I didn't feel bored as usual. Instead, he poured his body and mind into the warm body he held. Feel the wonderful feeling bit by bit.

After recovering The surroundings have been extremely quiet or they always were quiet its just her own thoughts. and after sometime

Darkseid let go of her body casually. But right now in an instant. I suddenly felt a little empty. My heart seemed to be empty.

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Current Time

While Remembering those times I sit in the Blackbird returning home. I looked at my pale and delicate palms. Suddenly I couldn't help from blushing. At the same time, my hands are crossed in front of my chest. The heart beat faster again. Pretty blushing Don't know what to think. I didn't know how but a smile bloomed on my face. while my heart aches as it wants to feel that feeling again.

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3rd Person Pov.

Ooo poor poor Jean who thinks all this is fate After all, in Jean's opinion. It's a rare fate. But actually. All of These were naturally planned by Darkseid. Jean thinks it's fate or something. It's just part of the plan. and combined with corruption it's just time before her soul will be his.

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3rd Person Pov.

As we see Tony inside the force field is sent flying and when he then "Boom" collided with the ground because of all the velocity transferred to him Tony then "Bam" "Crack Snap"  collided with so much force that some of his bone broke and because sudden shock and pain Vasovagal syncope kicks in as he faints.

and because of the shock waves, they were so strong that they broke a few force fields of Susan's storm. She had a hard time mentioning the force fields, after all, it's been only a year if not months since she got those powers.

So she is nowhere near her prime level while she is smart. That's why she can use her powers so well but the experience is a necessary thing. and the shockwaves were so strong that shockwaves killed anything that was in a 100-meter radius while injuring many soldiers but no civilians were around as they were out of the area they were in front of the White House gates.

People watch the explosion with their hearts surging to see what happens but enough smart people know nothing will happen if this man can break black holes with bare hands with slights of the moment, it's not even an ant bite to him, In Fact, if he even felt something it would itself be a miracle.

And as they thought the explosion disappeared and so did all the rubble and dust. and Darkseid was just like before his hand behind his back unscratched untouch even his clothes looked just as good as before without any mark of heat or dust. while the ground below them has melted.

While Darkseid doesn't give a second thought and moves forward every hero on the ground saw this was shocked at where the explosion power goes or why didn't it destroy the whole of Washington dc as the explosion power was just that big as more than ten 10 arc reactor and any weapon that suit holds only means one thing he controlled everything Why as he never any regard for life before as their minds ran like bullet train but found no answer as

Dr. Strange finds out he can speak again; he instantly does it while everyone is still in shock.

Strange: "K"OOTH UL D'AYN. YOOL D'AYN HAT WHUURL." While speaking those words His eyes turned red their irises disappeared and it looked like they were coming out of his eye sockets as blood came out of them while a giant orange-red eye appeared on his forehead and it opened up and it was shining blood-red which had a vertical pupil. At the same time, just a few meters above Darkseid a giant purple portal opens and large gray tentacles come out of them.

While Darkseid looked up the tentacles that started to surround him were massive and in numbers of many watching this all the heroes with all the people in the world looked at Strange as to what monster he had summoned. Strange looked more Demonic than anything else as he stood up with his hand and the fingers in his hand were moving as if it had some control over the tentacles and it was shining with some kind of energy.  

Captain America: "What have you done sorcerer? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?" Said Steve while looking at the enormous tentacles. as he was not the guy who will think it's better the devil you know than the angel you don't know. or when faced with selecting from two Evil options, the laser evil should be chosen.

"K"OOTH UL D'AYN. YOOL D'AYN HAT WHUURL."

Strange: "Giving all I had left I have sacrificed what little remained all to destroy him. Said Strange And "BOOM" and tentacles came crashing on the ground as Strange closed his hand into a fist and then all of the tentacles cleaved into Darkseid.

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?????????_Pov.

Why they were always the ones that pay why the world always demands sacrifice from them they sacrificed since they both were born. 

I didn't want that I never wanted this what I wanted like any normal girl who falls in love and has kids then dies in each other's hands. But when does the world go as you want it to go? But for us, it always goes the worst way, as if we were cursed literally from their birth in Wundagore Mountain. 

Their Mother just left them behind and into the hands of Wyndham the red monster. Whenever I remember him my legs just stop and I feel great fear invading my body. 

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So how about this new way of writing? As I realized that if I throw all this in one time then I give females their own chapters it feels like fillers and we had to skip it this way and they even get boring fast. We got stories and love interests of females while the story is still going on. and this is how I am going to write all of my work....

So what happens why we had gone so low come on do some comment on the chapters give some power stones. Now at the point Give me Good names for Spiderman Girls.

Gwan for sure..

Felicia Hardy

Silver Sable

Cindy Moon

Julia Carpenter

I think people had taken wrong I said those who once Peter love interest and Jesica Drew is not one of them.

But what about Mary Jane Watson, as I don't think I will add but it can change if requests are enough

So any thought on what's going to happen in the next chapter.

Psylocke, Magia (Illyana Nikolaievna Rasputin), Mystique, Emma Frost, Jean Grey, Storm, Maria Hill, Peggy Carter, Wasp, Valkyrie, Hela, Gamora, Black- Widow, Wanda Maximoff, Captain Marvel, Invisible Woman, She-Hulk, Sersi, Thena, Ajak....

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FUN FACT 

Marvel uses the death of Bucky Barnes to justify why there are no young sidekicks.

Marvel states that no hero would ever want to endanger a minor similarly as Captain America did during the Second World War. Apart from Falcon, there are virtually no adult sidekicks in Marvel Comics.

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