The Forgotten Heiress and Her Forgotten Desire

The smell of the books and rain, coffee and bread fused in to my nostrils. Fingertips turning the book pages and the chit-chattering of the town‟s people, the central-garden of Lune Dalxi, a gathering area of citizen.

Near the willow tree of the other side of the river, a tall man with wavy hair and the captivating ocean- eyes stood their looking as great as ever.

The nonchalant green eyes looked at him straight in the face uninterested.

"Hmm...Iarlaith of Tuffinliver"

Clearly scoffing, I‟m sure the feelings I had for him flew away in to the air like ashes.

He stood there in his leather boots and cotton shirt, he stared aimlessly to the sky. Our eyes locked, but that‟s all.

None of us are blushing or have any expression on.

We avoided each other‟s stare like what you would do when you make eye contacts with stranger.

Oddly, me losing interest over him and him not knowing me is understandable.

"So I already stop loving you..." my eyes darted to the black rose across the red rose bushes.

"Might as well live a new life"

With the newly found life, ones that I can easily wrapped my fingers around and controlled, better take it before it flew away again.

I walked away from the river and got to the got to the library, the place I cried when he got married.

It still had the lingering calming effect on me as soon as I walked in.

"Lady Pluvia", "Shh...Keep quiet" I recognize that name.

In the seat I used to sit, Pluvia was there as pretty as I remembered with her lady-in-waiting.

Rather than feeling anxious, I felt proud and light-hearted seeing the girl in front of me, knowing

that I never harmed her in the past.

I smiled a little at her and so did she, we curtsied with one another like what old friends would do.

"My lady, you looked foreign to me"

"It is true. I am the daughter of Marquess Cath of the Naomh Kingdom, Odella Homielle Cath"

"Pleasant to meet you, I am Pluvia Lucillris"

Our eyes met with no hesitation, none of us have ill-intentions to one another.

"Lady Odella, have we met before? I felt a strange feeling towards you"

"It is clear to me we never met before" It was so smooth on how we converse, buttery smooth.

"My mother always said, such feeling happened to us when we reunite with an old friend in our past life"

"Oh really?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Am I being too blunt?", "No Lady Pluvia, it‟s just such an honor to be an acquaintance with you in my old life"

Though we‟re not exactly friends, I do hope we could be one in this life Pluvia Lucillris.

After all, I already got over that man, I‟d rather live my life full of family and friends than suitors and lovers.

My dream boy? Uninterested. My insecurities? Screw it. My old-self? Whatever. My reason able to live again? Let‟s enjoy the moment before it ends.

After all, I was given the chance to be happier and live a better life, the advantage I was given was luck but a great one.

I am now Odella Homielle Cath, a new person, a person that should live a better life than Amalthea Junvee, the Forgotten Heiress.

And my forgotten desire? Well, now that I have chance to study already.

At last, life is not always about sacrificing but also enjoying.