14 Not a chapter

Sorry guys, this isn't a chapter.

This is more like a future apology for all the seemingly nonsensical things that will happen around the MC. Like for example, chapter 11.

As mentioned in the synopsis, this is a wish-fulfillment story. Did I wish for this THAT to happen to me? No. Nobody deserves that. But if some of you or none of you have already noticed, these types of stories are more of a self-insert...

A lot of SI story authors' versions just put all the good things there, solid plot armor, the world loves them, they are just happily face-slapping everyone, and there's nothing wrong with that, it feels good to read it, that's their escape from reality, that's how they deal with their crap.

But there's also those who's SI stories are derived more from their own experiences... probably not every experience, because is magic real? Dragons? Being spiderman? Meeting God? It's more of like how they view the world, or how they we're treated, some of their traumas might be inserted there, we never know for sure... But it's therapeutic for them to just get it out there. Maybe, they can't deal with their shit IRL or don't have the money for therapy... so they just decided to write it all out... And hope that things will turn out better for the MC as it did not happen to them IRL.

For those who has had the world screw you over and over just as you just started to feel a tiny bit happy and felt safe, just to have life something  hit you with a hammer in the nuts, I feel you. You can deal with your trauma however you want,  no matter how long you want, do what feels right for you babe.

If you've had an experience like having been triggered like the MC, freezing up like that, not being able to move or think properly... Feeling helpless again, when you clearly can do something to save, you just have to move... I know how disappointed and angry one will feel with themselves, the shame ... But it's not your fault, none of it was your fault, it's a normal reaction, it's not just you. Forgive yourself. Regardless of age or how insignificant you think the experience was and how long ago it was, freezing up like that can happen to the best of us.

I'm not mad or anything, I accept all the comments, since there is some truth to it or it's their opinion, that's how they see it... And honestly? I'm glad that they don't get it, it means that there are people who are living a good enough life to have such a strong positive mentality you know. Everybody deserves to be happy and stay happy.

Bottom line, there will be a lot more seemingly forced shit in the future. 😂 I'm not a professional writer, this is all for fun, and my own kind of therapy... My own SI.

Thanks for all your support guys, I mean it. It has been a wonderful experience so far, that I'm afraid now that somethings gonna happen to screw this up for me again.😂 thats how good this all feels for me.

Sorry for all this mushy stuff. 😅