1 A strange feeling and a song that's repeated

Sleep, my little dear, sleep in peace, sleep to grow up and be a star in the sky, sleep to see you in the sky.

Ah, this song never leaves my mind,I don't even remember who sang this song to me.

   My name is Yuki I live in a small, boring village with my parents and my two younger brothers, I study in middle school,I always feel like I forgot something important in my life, and this feeling increases as I get older and feel Annoyed by this, I decided to go to a psychiatrist secretly about my parents because they refused to go when I told them before about this matter ,He told me that maybe something happened to me when I was young or it was just an illusion and when I told him about the song he said why don't you ask your mother about it so I told him I had asked My parents about it, but they told me that they did not know it and it's just an illusion, he gave me some sedatives, but it did not help me, and it was getting worse and that song was repeated in my mind a lot, and it was in the voice of a woman, apparently an old woman, so I decided to ask my mother again, so I told her: Mom, I went to a psychiatrist without telling you both because you prevented me from going in the past, and then she screamed at me and anxiety was on her face. I was surprised. Then she told me why you went without my permission. Then she approached me and slapped me in the face. Then she said to me what he told you. I said to her: He told me Maybe it's part of the memories that happened to me in the past or just illusion she suddenly becomes hysterical and started crying ,dad enters the door what happened why are you crying then she went to my dad and grabbed his hand and they went to the room I was shocked by what happened and before I understood it  my dad is heading towards me quickly eh Idiot what are you trying to do I told you it was just an illusion Do you want to ruin your life I was surprised I didn't understand what I did to deserve all this blame All I did was go to a psychiatrist Then my dad told me to stay in my place then he took his phone and talked to someone after about an hour I was sitting on the floor where I was and my father was watching me, so an old woman and a man accompanying her entered the house, They looked like two important people ,Then they went to the waiting room, I was still shocked by what happened,After a short while, that old woman approached me and told me son are you okay? Can you tell me about what happened to you? So I told her what It happened to me and I told her about the song then she said to me is this just what is happening to you so I told her yes and she showed signs of relief then she said to me that you must be surprised by your parents reaction and you must be wondering who we are so she told me okay I will tell you In fact, when you were a little kid, a crazy old woman kidnapped you and treated you like her son, and she was singing this song to you, and she was unfortunately beating and torturing you, and when we found you, we hypnotized you to forget what happened to you to not affect your life. That's why your parents were worried that you should remember the cruel thing that happened to you,So since the thing you remember is just a song you shouldn't try to remember what happened to you Do you understand now my dear and I said to her yes Grandma Thank you for telling me this I was very worried about this and then she said to me if you remember something else tell your parents quickly did you understand and then she left with that man ,and then my mother came to me and hugged me and said to me son forgive me, I was very worried about you, so I told her it's okay, Mom, then she said to me, "Don't tell anyone this even your friends."  Promise me Son, 

I promise you mom.

life is back to normal but this song never left me  It must have been a hard thing happend to me I don't want to remember this.

One day we went on a school trip to a farm. It was boring, but there was one thing that caught my attention when I saw the farmer crack the chicken neck my freinds get scarred  because it was the first time but I didn't move, and it seemed like it wasn't the first time I'd seen this, Then I said to myself uh I must be a brave boy.

After about two months, terror filled the village, three people disappeared and no trace of them was found, One day the body of one of the missing was found lying in the street. The village panicked, but on the contrary I felt very excited Finally something happened that breaks the boredom that roams this village. The policemen came and Investigators are looking for this criminal, there was a scary man who lives in the mountain and all the people of the village are afraid of him, he was the first suspect to the police.

One day in the evening I came home and found the door open It was strange when I opened the door I was shocked There was a man with a gun and he was pointing it at my parents and my brothers , I screamed at him what are you doing please don't hurt my family and at the same time I had the feeling that I knew this man and that I headed him somewhere and then suddenly started laughing your family hahaha ​​what nonsense don't you know they killed your grandmother..