My Baby

I got to Spain in the evening. My head was not hurting from the alcohol but from thinking of what I had to do to get rid of Nicholas. He is an amazing person but he is getting to me like no one else has every before not even my mother, who is mad at me by the way because I was not even here yesterday for father's memorial and I never miss it. Instead of coming to pay my respects to my father I was at a bar drinking the hell out of me.

I went to Italy to let go of a problem and I did but in return, I got another one. Nicholas. He is so amazing it is hard to hate him. He smells so manly. I think I am officially infatuated with a guy for the first time. I bet mother will be interested in this. I need to think of something else.

Aria!

She had been trying to call me all day yesterday and night. I was kind of busy letting go of Alexa. She probably already knows what happened there. I do not want to talk to her now because she will just find out more than I want to tell her.