Big lie

Living a nice life without knowing people's thoughts , smiling stupidly from the bottom of your heart with people you don't know their real feelings about you, thinking that others had their own reasons for doing bad things to you, forgive them, love them, crying at night from thinking how your life will turn without them, every night ... Living in such a big lie was my past, even knowing the truth now but it doesn't makes any change now. we're not free in this life, even living in this earth is the biggest prison that we are inside .....