. Maturity; throwing pride away .

The next time Anying regained consciousness, the first feeling he felt was that of pain... Extreme pain all over his body, and it felt as if his whole body had been run over by a truck..

Next was the coldness... He was extremely cold. And though he could feel on his skin that he was on a soft cloth, it still didn't diminish the coldness he felt...

He remembered... His body remembered, the pain he went through, causing him to flutter his eyes open...

He wanted to see if his prosecutor ews still there.. but then, the view shocked him a little.

He was back at home, where he dwelled before leaving for the auction, soft blue curtains, blue walls, white sofa... It was all too familiar...

' how.. '. He was confused.

And when he stared down at his shaking body, he was surprised to see himself in comfy cotton shirt and blue shorts ... They weren't died in blood red?.

B-but... But he remembered Hanze cutting his body before?... Even the places the man cut were all still stinging as if the cuts were still there.. so h--

". I'm off to work Anying.". He was interupted by Hanze's information.

The youth jolted with little bits of strength he could gather when he heard Hanze's voice. His body started sweating and his heart beating fast.

And finally, when he propped himself up with a whimper, all he could mutter was,

". P-pleas...". While refusing to meet Hanze's eyes...

". please?, Please what?.". Hanze asked amused not knowing the adverse effects his presence was having on the youth.

Anying bit his lips harshly, trying not to make any weak sounds since he didn't know if it would annoy Hanze.

Instead, he brought his legs to his chest and wrapped his strengthless asrms around them , while curling up.

' p--please go away... Go away!... ' was all he could pray for internally...

He hadn't thought of other things first ...

And when it dawned on Hanze, that was when he spoke to the youth.

"Are you so stubborn or.. you just enjoy my torture my wife?.". Raising a brow while leaning against the wall close to the bathroom door.

Anying had a full body shudder when he heard this... What did he do?...

He could feel a pounding headache, had slightly red eyes from crying, he was strengthless, his hair was disheveled slightly and he was afraid... And Alone...

Hanze sighed when he saw his confused look"fine then, I'm going now.". He said and proceeded to walk to the door fully dressed.

Anying slowly raised his head and watched him approach the door after the man finished speaking...

Was he missing something?...

What was it he was suppose to do?... He thought.

You know, due to fear and anxiety, one could have his or her brain Short circuit... Or in the case of stress the person starts thinking slowly and getting regular forgetfulness sections... So..

You see, that was why Anying was feeling right now that he had to do something very important.. and if n--

' ah--!! '. He suddenly knew what be should do.

He got up quickly with the strength he got from heavens knows Where and ran towards Hanze... He almost messed up big time,

And luckily for him, by the time he wrapped his arms around Hanze's waist to hug him from behind, the older male's fingers were just slightly against the door handle.

". H-hanze...". He called placing his face on the man's back while inhaling his refreshing masculine scent...

Hanze dropped his hands as he felt the youth's soft body against his, and the vibration from him chuckling deeply, tickled anying's face..

Anying quickly raised his head as Hanze turned around to pull him close by the waist.

Then he fixed his electric blue eyes on the petrified youth.

"What?". He asked in a calm and non cold yet cold tone.

A lump went down anying's throat on the question, but he was going to talk lest Hanze got fed up and tortured him again, his whole body reacted to his thoughts and shivered and his eyes teared up.

". I.. i-i... Forgot to k-kiss you good morning..." He said in a mosquito like voice lowering his head.

And Hanze just laughed in reply and raised his chin before leaning down to capture his red lips..

Anying closed his eyes and tried to control the tears in his eyes as Hanze's warm tongue licked his lips slowly.

And when the man was finally satisfied with bitting and sucking his lip flaps one by one, Anying felt a warm slithering tongue poking his lips apart,

And what did he do, he parted his lips for Hanze to dominate his mouth and placed his hands on the older male's chest.

From then on, he felt he would die because Hanze suddenly tightened his hold on his waist and began kissing him deeply and breathlessly...

It came to a time his legs went limp and he would had fell down if Hanze wasn't holding him...

But Hanze continued eating his mouth painfully, bitting, nibbling and sucking hard untill all the air left his lungs .. then did the man withdraw from him and stare straight at his tear stained face...

Anying's lips were now moist, swollen with bloody teeth marks left by Hanze's mischievous mouth.

". I've always wanted to kiss you like this for a long time...". Hanze said while bringing his fingers to raise anying's small oval face...

He just nodded and cast his lashes down allowing his tears to fall freely. Seeing this Hanze remained silent for a while to examine his face, then after a minute he concluded that Anying didn't need him anymore, so he said,

". See you then". His fingers left the youth's face and he removed his hands from around anying's waist, only for Anying to throw pride into the air and encircle his neck with his slender arms.