1 She is his dream, not nightmare !!!
"Hey Handsome....!!!! Come on just admit it ,that you gonna miss me " a sweet childish feminine voice said with full of sweetness.
"No... Never.... Not even in my dreams .... " a little mature boyish voice sounded.
which make the beautiful girl very sad... and she pouted as if showing to the boy that she wasn't happy with his comment...
" Fine... when i grow up into a gorgeous and sexy lady then... then you will only and only think about me ... Mr. Chauhan ." Girl said sadly but stubbornness filled in her voice...
"Will see that soon , Tina ,but for now put your head inside the window, or you will get hurt like that, you little toddler...and you will be back within a week , to continue pestering me... So , stop looking like someone has stole your soul away from you." Raj said
"What if, one day i actually didn't return , Raj? Will you going to miss me ?" Tina asked with many hidden feelings and emotions lacing in her voice...
But before , Raj could reply the Bus started honking it's final warning and then he step aside...and the bus slowly ... slowly started moving farther ... farther away from him...
"DON'T... DON'T GO AWAY... TIIINNNNNAAAAAA" and Raj jolted awake from his bed still half awoke and half slept ... the state which can give countless of naughty ideas to anyone...
This cold CEO, actually could look so Cute and Vulnerable.... well noone can believe it...
After watching his surroundings, after opening his eyes... he realised it ...' A dream again...' people call all the bad memories of past as their nightmares... but he always consider it as a beautiful , most beautiful dream of his life..
A dream in which she exists, alive.... yes atleast, it made him realise ... that she has been part of him.. his life...
That , she isn't just a fairy...who doesn't exist in reality..
And then the question resonated in his mind :"What if, one day i actually didn't return , Raj? Will you going to miss me ?"
He wanted to tell her... he wanted to say that ... without her he is just a living dead.. that how much he love her.. and her cute silliness...but...he stopped himself... the moment he regretted the most on his life...
He should have told her... he should have confessed... he should have give her everything when he could....
Sigh!!!!! This is what left !!!!
REGRETTION!!!!!!
Yep... from last 5 years ... that's what left in his life... the moment ... when they separated.. she has always been very daring and bold girl despite being just 17 years old at that time..
The moment , she saw him... she tried tonnes...infact more than that ways to grab his attention... to make him fall for her... but the moment he fell madly in love with her.. she left... not just him, his world but the entire...Earth...
She died!!!!
That Bus accident!!!!!
It stole everything from him... his soul reason of living... her ..
But , he knew she dislikes it.. if he doesn't take care of himself... so except happiness , he has everything in his life...
After all, she is his happiness...
Finally... after sorting all his thoughts....and clearing his head... he went to another room... his princess... his fairy's room... and saw her and said , his face full of smile...:"Good morning, Tina. See, i missed you so much... that i even get a R-19 dream about us. Guess what, I actually saw your grown up version.. there and trust me , it's as you said Gorgeous and Sexy .... but still that childish silliness of yours... , what they say.... yep , your quotemark... or brandmark.... or something like that... was still lingering around ... and once again... i had to smack my forhead to hard.. to not to.... think about your toddler behaviour... and i tried really hard... but then burst out laughing ...and laughing hard... i woke up...
You know... you said , you wanted two little toddlers to play with... and Mark laughed so hard that he narrowly escaped falling out of his chair..
Even , i chocked on my drink.. and then it took me one hour to just come back to present at that time and then had to coax you for an hour..too..
But now ... i am 25 . And you know what, even my parents are demanding a grandchild from me.. what should i do? I am planning to visit to Granny's home ... at the secluded village area... to spend sometime away.. from hustle and bustle of the city.. i am not telling it to make you feel like i am running away from you... i am telling you , so that , you could find me there... Alright , gotta go, see you .. there directly..Tins.." Raj explain all his week's plan and schedule as usual to Tina's photo.. which he have saved with himself...for so long..
And then, kiss the photo as if kissing the person..and then...lft the room...while his eyes turn moist once again..
This photo, has been his best form of encouragement till now.. and it will going to remain as one.. for the rest of his life...
He can never forget her.. never ever.. and he finally headed to the kitchen side... where he cook Tina's favorite.. Bread omelet, with juice and some side dishes..to accompany it..
After cleaning the kitchen shelf and washing the shelf.. he left .... his home.. his safe haven... and started going to his Maseratti ... and as if it has been habit, he will always look for the upcoming and ongoing vehicles on the road...
After all, 5 years ago... the reason of the accident was the collision between bus and truck... which killed all the passengers...
She passes away in his very own arms... She didn't say anything.. not even a word..just kept on staring at him..as if afraid of what's awaiting the next moment..
The tears were flowing silently from her pretty eyes... down her beautiful cheeks to the neck region... he didn't cry or show any sign of being hurt.. he just stare at her her...as if saying secretly ' don't leave me.. don't go..' he wanted to raise his voice .. but before he could utter a word she passed away...
And his words ' I love you' stuck in his throat..
He so desperately wanted to tell her...that he loves her more than anything in this world...but all his words...just stay stuck there...
It wasn't him, who had fallen for her..
It wasn't him, who love her...
It wasn't him, who had chased or stalk her like a madman...
Then, now why was he feeling regretting and betrayal the most of all , right at the moment..
At that time, his expression were unexplainable..
Even till now, no one can explain them ,though...
