39.) She is back ???
{A/N: hey buns and my mochis how have you been all of you ...finally my exams are over and I am waiting for results, but the thing is new semester is hectic they are really speeding things these days all the work, assignments …hmmm -_- I have to pull a few all nighters to complete those now I look like a panda…hahaha that's why I am a bit late but thank you so so much for all my sweet hearts; my readers for waiting patiently, now have fun and enjoy your read. }
The morning is pleasant and calm after the storm, the sun shone bright and the sharp rays hit a pair of eyes. It's cold but a warm feel kept him comfortable.
He rubbed his eyes, slowly opening them, only to see a calm face lying opposite to him with a hint of tiredness and delicate as a flower.
Jungkook can't resist but reach his hand to the gentle face brushing his knuckles softly on his cheek, he was caught in the moment for a while before his gaze went to the cut in his palm and soon enough, his expression darkened getting back to the reality; reality where he hates Jimin and can't forget that Jimin broke his trust.
Last night whatever happened was not by the drug jungkook just blamed everything on it but the drug just created an urge (temptation) for physical needs, it didn't manipulate their feelings it's true that jungkook cared for Jimin it's true he can't see jimin's tears and he it's true he stopped because Jimin didn't want it. But he is not anywhere near to admit the fact he just blamed it on drug.
Jimin was still on the couch, Jungkook stood in front of the mirror water running.
Jungkook started remembering the last night events; he kept splashing water on his face trying to ward them off. But he remembers hurting Jimin and a knot tightens in his throat, he wants to hurt him right then why is he so uncomfortable about it now?
He glanced in the mirror, he didn't realize his eyes were glistening, he saw jimin's reflection in the mirror sleeping the couch his face it's….he can never do this to anyone he can never hurt anyone like that and break someone's heart but it is what it is he did it and jungkook saw everything with his own eyes it how he behave with him and played with his feelings it can't be a lie and L...L's dead is she really?
Jungkook is too confused and his hatred is mobbing him from seeing the truth, he slammed the door and Jimin woke up by the sound, he slowly opened his eyes he saw things scattered all over, broken glass, clothes across the room, he got up holding his head and sat back picking up his shirt he looked around, he heard the shower sound just then he remembered what happened last night.
He didn't care about jungkook hurting him, he thought he deserved it and he didn't blame him for anything he is not in a situation to blame someone, everything happened too fast and he don't know how to react, he is broken and he needs someone who could put him back together.
He saw the burnt bed, Jimin intone ^ he burnt it so that he won't be able to get close to me last night, does he hate me that much? ^
Just jungkook came out of the shower in black clothes and his wound dressed with a white patch on his palm.
Jimin: last night …..
Jungkook: last night was a mistake; I hate myself for even getting near you.
Jimin: JK that's not...
Jungkook: ohhhh…please don't expect me to feel guilty of hurting you or whatever because I don't give a damn about it and you know what actually I was planning to hurt you …..I wanna hurt you so badly that you feel the exact pain I felt, so fuck off.
Jungkook was about to walk out of the room but Jimin saw that he was walking towards the broken vase and is about to step on it ,so he pulled him back slamming himself on the wall holding jungkook's collar.
Jungkook looked down at the glass pieces, when he turned to Jimin he is wincing in pain as his wound hit the wall.
"Why do you do that? Huh? I told you I wanna hurt you? Can't you just stay away from me?" he held his shoulders questioning him ....its hammering nails in jungkook's head.
Jimin opened his eyes he just kept looking at him he didn't answer; jungkook griped the blonde's hands which made him hold the collar tighter; the younger is literally annoyed by the elder's silence he shoved his hands off.
"Don't ever think of touching me again" saying this jungkook left the room.
Athena walks into the room "Jimin...shii" she saw the burnt bed and the messy room "Jimin.shi elders want jungkook and you to be there at common hall just be there for the announcement"
Jimin: what announcement? What is it?…..what happened to her?
Athena (wisdom): Jimin.shi .....Jimin.shi listen to me everything is gonna be fine, I promise just be there hmm…?
After Jungkook is walked out in anger he was lost in his thoughts…. thinking to questioning elders about "L" 'Lying lifelessly' what does they even mean by that …how can... how can she be no… it can't be"
Just then he bumped into someone….he turned his head and his eyes met with ....
Jungkook: "L?"
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