38-B

Jungkook gasped into the kiss at the touch. He wanted something to hold on to, the touch is making him impatient and He held on to jimin's waist, his hands tightly gripping at his obliques.

"Ahhh" Jimin twitched in pain, jungkook was quick to notice that, he rolled over and Jimin was sitting on him griping on his shoulder with one hand and the other on the side of his waist near the cut.

Jimin can feel the wound stinging him and the pain started plunging him back to his senses.

Jungkook saw the cut is fresh and glistening with blood, "shit…are you okay".

Jimin nodded squeezing his closed eyes tightly trying to straighten his thoughts. Right now he is in a tug of war between the drug and pain which is pulling him back to reality.

But jungkook's still not out of it that can't be helped "Jimin…." He whispered helplessly panting heavily.

Jimin opened his eyes "yeah….shit, come here". He pulled jungkook closer tugging his hair, pressing his as*s over jungkook's crotch.

Jungkook: my turn….

He slip a hand into jimin's slacks and briefs, sliding his fingers between his as*s cheeks dipping in.

Jimin was completely new to his touch, it is arousing him and at the same time his brain kept giving him warning signals as it just woke up a bit by the pain earlier.

But Jimin started muffled moans at the every dip, biting down on his bottom lip and trying to hold them back.

Jungkook's so done with the sight, lip biting, messy hair, glossy bleeding lip, head thrown back and muffled moans, his perfect body every inch an art piece right on the top of him, haaa…..it's sinful.

He pulled Jimin back on to the bed, the jolting movement agitated the cut and a tiny drop of blood fell off, and there it is that's where Jimin was smacked back to his senses.

He glanced at jungkook biting down harshly on his inner thighs.

"ahh…J..JK, no…"

"I warned you, babe, didn't I …I warned you to stop...and you… told me you would break my hands" he hissed, between the sensual teeth sinking activities of his.

"Now it's out of my hands"

Jimin can't help but groan and let out broken moans.

"please …lis ..listen to me" jungkook moved up leaving searing passionate kisses on his neck creating hickeys at random spots.

Jimin's voice became shaky "JK…stop"

Jungkook is not in a state to listen to him completely driven by the drug "isn't it 'Guk'? Babe" he unbuttoned the blonde's pants and started sliding them down.

"I don..don't want it to be like this " Jimin mumbled under him, clearly jerky and at the edge of a sob.

Jungkook froze at the moment, he pulled back looking at Jimin, eyes wet and tears at the edge threatening to slip out, jungkook couldn't see him like that it literally broke him, he is now being torn between his conscience and the intense urge of the drug.

Jimin covered his eyes with the back of his fist "I know…the drug, it's not in your hands, I …I am sorry if you want to do it I won't stop you".

Those words made him go crazy, what are you doing jungkook?….what the heck is wrong with you, his eyes…tears…he is ...

He never imagined that he would be in this state, forcing someone….especially Jimin.

He got off, from Jimin and stepping out of the bed stumbling back holding his head, he took it more than Jimin; the drug. So it's really hard to control but his conscience is killing him, those wet eyes are hammering a nail into his heart.

Jimin took off his hand and glanced up with a blurry vision he saw jungkook standing away from bed struggling, holding his head and grunting.

Jimin: what are you doing, you can't hold it back ….you will die, I…I am okay, I can… (Intone: I can do it)

Jungkook cut him off "stop….. Stop saying those things Jimin please please don't say it"

"I feel horrible, I forced you ….right now I still wanted to….ahhhhhh so please don't say it" (INTPN: he meant not to say 'I can do it')

Saying this jungkook took a piece of broken mirror piece closing his eyes and clenching it tightly in his fist, the glass cut into his skin, and blood started dripping down.

Jimin got down running to him "stop it…. you didn't force me" he snatched the piece and threw it on the ground holding the younger's bleeding hand.

Jungkook hurt himself hoping the pain would bring his senses back, not completely but it did work.

Jungkook slowly touched the cut smothering his fingers around it "this will leave a mark"

Jimin: it's not your fault.

Jungkook: still you were hurt and I behaved like an animal.

Jimin: you are not an animal it's not you, it's the drug.

"Don't worry, now I got hold of myself I won't force you anymore…."

Jimin placed his hand on the brunette's cheek caressing it "you didn't force me, you stopped".

Jungkook raised his free hand snapping it towards the bed; the bed started to burn up.

Jimin glanced at the bed on fire, and then turning to Jungkook "why….?"

"Cause I can't lose control around you".

Jimin leaned in placing his head on jungkook's shoulder; jungkook slowly wrapped his hands around him, pulled him closer into a hug.

(A/N: so this is it guys 8.5 k words good one isn't it? Hufff…..haha and did you see our jikook in dynamite they are too much haha and bighit is like feeding us seeing the bridal style lift, duo choreo, and flirting in practice everything I am gone my soul is in peace….hahaha

And finally it's not like I am showing off but yeah I am showing off a little little bit …hehe my birthday is on RM's bday isn't it lucky to have been born on the same day as the universal leader haha, haaa I feel like heaven every year I get to celebrate on same as RM and same month as kookieeeeee yeahhhhh… I think I am blessed that's it see you again everyone be safe and keep smiling and be happy be safe)

_ lots of love Suki_A