about hopes

today I think about that whi I m ? what is my identity? am I didn't anything for me or what I m going to do! today again and again I think about things why for that I m quite not sure about that am I doing anything wrong than why I think about all the matters . Everyday I suppose to do Namaz and do prayers for everyone but I can't do that. Always I suppose to do the things but can't also I have so many aims and dreams but always I m think that I m able to do the thing that I though

the question I m always think and I don't know about my career its in my hand and when I m do hardworking than I will be successful inshallah . But I have to be prepared for my life . I think that is life to do all the struggles for life its called life its all of the things in my hope today I m feel so awakerd I know that because of I m feel so weak I can't able to use my brain for studies I don't know when I will be well like before but I don't know why I m write all the things is it for my hope or what I don't know but after write all the things what I think I feel well that's it