Forever and always

midnight love, girl in red

BEFORE~

"No stop," i manage laugh out as i get attacked with pillows. "You're so dramatic" Riley grumbles dramatically.

AFTER~

If only we were still like that. "Come on, we used to love the family beach house, don't let Riley in your head! Plus i don't even know if he's coming this time." Why am i hoping he is? Stop being so delusional, we both hate each other.. right?

"This is why im lesbian," Stacy states sarcastically. A few seconds and she erupts in laughter. "Stacy keep talking like that and no one will actually think your lesbian."

"Im pretty sure having a girlfriend proves my point!" Soon to be ex-girlfriend, who's she trying to prove her point to. " YOURE JUST TRYING TO DISTRACT ME" She burst out in a mix between anger and laughter. A pile of clothes hit my face. Great, now ill have to fold and put away the clothes im not taking with me. "You try them on, and we'll choose to leave or take" God, guess im going then!

I put on a layered long skirt and a creamy brown tank top. I look in the full length mirror, my arms don't match the shade of my legs. I need to start showing my arms, the newly printed cuts are starting to heal. Stacy catches my eyes in the mirror. " Oh babe we need to tan you up" I agree.

BEFORE~ why is everything blurry?! Riley! Riley? " Everything fine honey, mums here." The beeping of the hospital machine is driving me crazy." No where's Riley!? Is he okay" mum sighs" Check your phone when your ready love" She says as she holds my hand. I click on his text message, ' I can never forgive myself for getting you into that mess, all the bad bits have been erased, I love you Harper. I always will, always and forever.'

I cried for months, so did he.