132 Now it's mine

My eyes open, but the world around me seems different somehow. It's not in the way my vision has shifted once again - no, its not something supernatural this time. It is me who is changed. 

Another piece of me was lost. I was helpless as Morwenna's life was viciously taken in front of my eyes. I have once again lost my family, but this time, it was family that I didn't even know I had. And I will never forgive Fenrys for taking that from me. 

I can't undo what has been done. I have already called in that favor with Hades once, and I know I cannot do it again. He made that much clear to me. 

I want to give up or to give in. I am so, so tired and I just want to stop fighting already. I am barely hanging on as it is, but... giving up would be worse. I have to use what I have left in me to honor Morwenna and to do what she wanted - to fight and to live.