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CHAPTER 44 Losing Myself

  Kassandra's POV

  Back when I was young and immature, I often wished to get hurt and tried drowning myself with sadness. Pain sometimes attracts me. It was as if, when I am in pain, my creative side will flow like a chain. 

  I was so in love with getting hurt because I have been loved by the same person who raised me all my life. 

  My Dad. 

  I may not have a Mom I grew up with, but he completes me. He became my mother and father figure. He was never absent or late when we had a family day in grade school. When I feel sad because my friends in school did not let me borrow their things, he automatically runs to me and treats me to ice cream to appease me. Whenever I was sulky during my high school days because my crush did not like me, Dad always comforted me and reminded me that even if other men didn't like me, he was always there to love me more than those can ever be.