12 You... why are you hard?

Baek-Hyun turned his eyes to me.

"Don't misunderstand. I and Woo-Bin have nothing together." I quickly explained to avoid any misunderstanding. "I think he sent it to you."

"Why would he send this thing to me? What am I supposed to do with it?"

"In case you feel lonely, I guess!" I answered, darting my eyes. How was I supposed to know how they went about their sex life?

"If I feel lonely, I wouldn't need a fucking dildo." He said and I turned to face him.

"I know it's embarrassing to let people know you masturbate with a dildo but it's true so put away your pride for a while, okay?" I said, boldly and he smirked.

"Why would a top need a dildo to masturbate?" He asked and I froze.

"Eh?"

"Woo-Bin's the bottom while I'm the top so why would I need a fucking dildo?" Then that meant…

I looked at the dildo. Then was it truly sent to me? Why?

"You and Woo-Bin have something going on, I'm sure of it!" He said. "Why would he send a dildo that is the exact size of my crotch?" This confused me more.

"Your what?" I subconsciously looked down at him and then at the dildo.

No way! Was that how big he was? It was huge!

Baek-Hyun smirked.

"You seem to be in doubt. How weak do you think I am to be at the bottom?" He asked and took my hand.

Woo-Bin was right when he said Baek-Hyun was an egoistic person who held pride in his abilities. It wasn't that I felt he was weak but rather, why was I getting involved in… wait, my hand!

Baek-Hyun took my hand down to his crotch and I felt it. My entire body sobered at the impact. It was the first time I was touching a man's crotch and it was huge.

"See?" He looked smug.

This guy… my entire body reddened and my head started rolling. What was going on? Why was I touching Baek-Hyun's crotch and… was it hard? It was hard! Baek-Hyun was hard!

"You… Why are you hard?"

"What reaction did you expect from me when your hand is wiggling down there?" He asked like it was my fault.

"Who put it there? My hand can't stay still." I said, wanting to die from the embarrassment.

"But you don't want to take it back either. Do you like the feeling?" He blew on my ear and things got worse. I got hard as well.

"Baek-Hyun, get off me!" I tried to push him off but he was just too sturdy.

"Hm?" He looked down and then smiled tauntingly. "It looks like I'm not the only one who got hard. Your little fella down there is as well."

"Don't call me little, okay?" I said. "But that doesn't matter, get off." I tried once more to push him but he wouldn't budge.

"Are you upset? I can help you. It's not a big deal!" He said and my eyes widened.

"You… what?" Did he just say he can help me? Afterall, what is going on in his mind?

"It's not a hard task." He said, reaching down to my shorts. "I can't leave you to do it by yourself when I'm the one who caused it, right?"

"Wait, no… " before I could protest, he slid down my shorts, revealing my little hard crotch.

It was so embarrassing I felt I was being defiled so I covered my face.

"Stop it!" I said, shivering from embarrassment.

"Why? You don't like it?" He suddenly touched it and I felt a current of electric bolts flow through me.

"S… stop!" I said, holding his hand but he took one good look at me and started stroking. "Wait… you!"

Why wasn't he listening to me? Why was he doing what he wanted? Why was he stroking my crotch? Didn't he hate me?

'Yeah, it's precisely because he hates me that's why he wants to humiliate me like this.' I thought, biting down on my lip.

I opened my eyes to see his calm and unmoving expression. Was this fun for him? Was it fun violating me like this?

It wasn't what I wanted but the feeling of his cool hand against my hard crotch just made me feel all forms of pleasure I had never experienced in my life.

"You seem to be enjoying this?" He said over a smirk and I glared down at him. He was a demon. "I bet you'll finish up soon."

"Let… go!" I said, biting down on my lip.

"While you're about to reach climax? Do you really want that?" He asked almost as if he was mocking me and I had to admit it, the feeling was so good that I didn't want him to stop.

But even with such pleasure, I wanted him to stop. I didn't want him to see me when I reached my climax. It would be too embarrassing.

But it was too late to think of that as I felt the rush of ecstasy fill me whole and sperm gushed out of my crotch.

"Hm, you lasted longer than I thought you would!" He said, giving me some space.

Angered, I immediately slapped him across the cheek, shocking him and myself as well.

"Get out!" I glared with tears in my eyes. I had never felt so humiliated in my life.

Baek-Hyun didn't say a word as he stared at the tears in my eyes and lowered his head. He got up and left.

Once he shut the door, I cried.

I cried for reasons I didn't know, wondering why he was so mean to me and why he could even think of doing this when he was dating Woo-Bin?

I suddenly realised that these sort of scenes I loved reading in BL were not actually great on the characters. They must've felt this bad.

But then again, they weren't real but in my case, it's real. I'm real. 

"I'm so pathetic!" I exclaimed.

Baek-Hyun stood outside my door staring at his hand. He covered his face with the other feeling pathetic.

"I did it again!" He said and walked away.