Something Missing

"Red... ah... Red... there... good... feels... haanh... good..." I moaned as I felt our hips grinding together.

My hands clutched the sheets as I rocked my body to the rhythm of his thrusts. My mind felt blank and fluffy. Almost as if I were lost in a sea of clouds.

"Young ma.... Ash... hnn... Are you alright?" Red asked again.

"Stop... asking... I'm... haa... fine... just... keep the pace... nnnnn.... there... feels good..." I moaned as I ran my fingers across his knuckles that were white from gripping the sheets, he was way too nervous for my liking.

"I... My apologies young master... haah... I'm just worried that I might hurt you... the smell... even though I took the suppresents... I'm afraid the scent might cloud my judgement and I may hurt you..." Red said as he leaned towards me with a worried expression that still seemed flustered.

"I... despise people who talk so much during sex." I said as he turned me around. I then wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a sloppy kiss.

My fingers ran through his hair as I pulled him closer and stuck my tongue in his mouth deepening the kiss. He groaned in delight as I suckled on his tongue and teased the weak spot in his mouth.

Not intending to let him go easily, my legs wrapped around his waist as I deepened the kiss and relish in his taste. Red smelled so good it made my head spin. I also liked the way that he moved.

"Young mas... ter... let go... I'm going to--" Red pulled himself out of my kiss as he pressed me onto the bed.

I licked my lips and glanced at his flushed face. Gently biting my lower lips, I grinned and pulled him closer with my legs.

"Do it." I whispered as I held onto his arms which held me down.

"N-no... I can't... shouldn't. Please... let go..." Red said as he shook his head.

"But if I want it... shouldn't you comply?" I asked with ragged breath as I moved my hips, grinding against him.

"Young mas... ter... I can't... I'm going to... Nnghh!" Red moaned as I felt a surge of warmth filling me up.

My fingers gripped onto his arms as I felt my body arch from taking in the huge load. All thoughts in my head seemed to vanish as I felt my body weaken and my mind began to swirl.

"A-ah... Nngh... Hahh... Red..." I gasped as I held his hand shakily. I looked at his face to find his eyes glowing a bright red.

"R-Red?" I asked, feeling a little scared. How were his eyes glowing red? Weren't his eyes black?

"You shouldn't... have done that, Ash." Red said as I felt him holding my throat, constricting it as I felt his fingers digging into my skin.

"Ack... Red I..." I gasped as I struggled to breathe. However, instead of pain, I found myself growing seemingly aroused.

"You even like this kind of thing? What a pervert the young master is." Red whispered in my ear as he licked my ear before nipping it.

"N-no... Hahh... I'm not a.... perve-- ah?!" I gasped as he bent down and held my phallus in his hand.

"Look at this? Aren't you leaking already?" Red asked as he teased the tip, rubbing his finger gently on it as he glanced at me with his hot gaze.

"That's... I..." I fumbled for words as he suddenly took me into his mouth.

"No! Red.... Haah... Don't... it's... dirty-- ah! Nngh... Red... stop..." I gasped for breath as I held onto his head.

The warmth of his mouth felt amazing. Almost as if I were melting. The way his tongue moved so skillfully also sent shivers down my spine.

"Are you close?" Red asked as he released me from his grasp.

"I... I'm..." I struggled to speak as I felt my body shaking.

"Are you feeling it so much you can't even speak?" Red asked as he grinned at me before raising my leg and nipping it.

"St-stop... I... I'm scared..." I said as I held his shoulders.

"Are you sure? You're not... simply aroused?" Red asked as he slid his tongue down my thigh.

"Nnngh! Re....d...." I moaned as I squeezed his shoulder.

"How about a round two?" Red asked as he licked lower, making his way to my entrance again.

"No! Not there! It--"

"It's not dirty. Besides, I've used it before, haven't I?" Red asked as I felt his warmth within me, stirring me up as I grasped at the sheets.

"I'm going to..." I gasped before Red held onto my member.

"Agh... Hurts..."

"How can you have all the fun? I haven't even put it in." Red said as he rubbed the tip of his member against my entrance.

"Red... hurry..." I murmered as I held onto his hand.

"That's right... the young master is... very impatient!" Red said as he plunged himself in, in one go.

"Ahhn! Red! Haah~~" I gasped, holding his hand as I felt my head go blank.

"You can't fall asleep yet. I'm not done with you." Red said in a low growl as he bit on my bottom lip, breaking the skin as I felt a metallic taste in my mouth when our lips crashed together.

"Hnngh~~ Nn..." I moaned as Red caressed my sensitive spot in my mouth.

Our lips came together again and again as I felt my conscience fade again and again. However, just as he said, I had no rest until he was done with me.

***

I awaken to a wide bed and an empty room as I groggily rubbed at my eyes. The heat seemed to have subsided but the weakness in my lower half after such an extreme night was no light matter. It was difficult to even sit up.

"R-Red?" I called out, however, just as I expected, there was no reply.

I felt my heart sink as I drew the duvet and placed my legs onto the carpet floor. I tried to stand but fell to my knees as my legs felt wobbly and unstable.

"N-no way... Just how many--" I said but my voice was hoarse.

My cheeks flushed red as I held onto the bedside table for support but realised something was leaking out of me.

"Cra--"

"Young master." I heard a familiar voice as I glanced up to find Red looking at me from the front door.

"Red..." I felt a slight relief in my chest as he hadn't left me like he initially said he would.

"I'll help you get ready." Red said as he lifted me up to the bathroom. I held onto his neck as I inhaled his scent.

After he finished bathing me and dressing me up he handed me a strip of tablets.

"What's this?" I asked as I perused it. It didn't seem like suppressants to me...

"You know what it is. After.... just take it." Red said as he handed me the strip of tablets and a glass of water.

"This... but..." I glanced at him with a panic-stricken expression.

"I want nothing to do with you after this. Just take those and we can both be on our way. Please don't make this harder than it already is, young master." Red said as he looked at me with an expressionless gaze.

"But if I get pregnant... Wouldn't we be... official mates...?" I grasped his shirt as I felt a stinging in my eyes.

Red shook my hands off as he frowned at me. My heart felt like it had been shattered as I turned from him to the tablets.

"I... don't want to..." I said as I looked at him rebelliously.

"Then, I'm sorry for this." Red said before he knelt to my height.

I saw him popping the tablets out of their case and saw him opening his mouth to take in a huge gulp of water. I shook my head in confusion before he held my face.

I quickly shut my mouth but he easily pushed his way through, slipping the pills into my mouth with his fingers. I struggled to break free but he quickly pushed me down and forced me to drink the water.

I struggled beneath him, refusing to drink as I felt the trickling of water down my chin.

Red however, stroked the sensitive part of my mouth with his tongue as his hands touched my body in ways he knew I would respond.

I gasped and swallowed the pills as I the tears rolled down my cheeks.

Red broke away and held me at arm's length. He opened my mouth to check until I slapped his hand away.

"Don't touch me! Didn't you.... didn't you love me?" I asked as I felt a wave of anger surge through me.

"... I did this... because I do." Red said as he tried to touch my face again.

"Stop it! Go away... I... never want to see you again!" I sobbed as I curled myself into a ball.

".... Then... this is goodbye." Red said as I heard the door click shut.

He didn't even look back...

My eyes teared up as I clutched the duvet tightly in my hands. If that is what you call fated... I don't need it! He sleeps with me and leaves me... Am I a call girl?!

However... even if I wanted to deny him, somewhere deep inside me, I felt like something was missing.