Chapter 57

The timing of Xie Lin's entry into the house was very coincidental and interrupted Yuanye's words. He didn't continue speaking, his eyes fell on Xie Lin, Xie Lin didn't look at him, went to the bed and handed the medicine to Fu Yuanzhou.

"Thank you."

Fu Yuanzhou took the medicine and looked at the two people standing in the bedroom. Suddenly there were some unexplainable emotions. Once they were all his friends and only friendship between each other, but now they both treat him... …

And he is the same, he likes Xie Lin, in that case, he should speak clearly to the wilderness and tell him to give up earlier.

But when the words came to his lips, Fu Yuanzhou didn't know how to speak. He was very heavy, because he knew that once he said it clearly, he would definitely be estranged from Yuanye in the future, and Xiaofei would be the same. After all, he would be with Xie Lin sooner or later. .

Fu Yuanzhou didn't regret it. Since he had already liked Xie Lin, he didn't and would not make another choice. Even if he wanted to be alienated, he would be helpless. He could only put Xie Lin in the most important position.

He felt uncomfortable, thinking silently about what he should say, but Yuanye had already put down his notes, picked up his schoolbag and left: "I'm leaving now. There is still a game in the afternoon. I can't be absent. I will come to see you later."

"..."

Fu Yuanzhou paused, realizing that this was not a good time to confess. He didn't want to delay the game in the wilderness, so he swallowed all those words.

Speaking of the game, he also wanted to ask Yuanye how he was with his father recently, and whether his father's attitude towards him playing games has changed. This is also his concern.

In the past two days, he and Yuanye's father also talked a few words. When the other party mentioned the Yuanye, they were calm. It didn't seem to be contradictory, but I don't know what the actual situation is. After all, even if they really quarreled, they would not show it outsider.

Considering the same reason, he was afraid that he would affect Yuanye's mood after asking about this, so in the end he didn't say anything, and simply cheered Yuanye: "Come on."

Yuan Ye smiled and said, "I will win. I invite you to watch the final. You have a good rest." After saying that, he looked at Xie Lin again, "Senior, please take care of him."

Xie Lin looked at him for a few seconds and said, "No, please, this is my own business."

Yuan Ye Xiaorou curled his lips without smiling, and waved his hand without looking back: "See you later."

"It's like." Fu Yuanzhou said.

The wilderness came and went in a hurry, Fu Yuanzhou had to admit that he was relieved, he really didn't think about how to confess, but he also knew he had to say, he didn't want to make Xie Lin sad.

Suddenly the light in front of him dimmed, and he was kissed by Xie Lin. Fu Yuanzhou raised his head to accept his deep kiss. After the end, both of them became unstable. Fu Yuanzhou panted, and said with wet eyes: "...Are you jealous?"

Xie Lin touched his cheek and said nothing, but they grew up together, and now they are more connected. Fu Yuanzhou feels more sensitive to the changes in his mood. Knowing that he is upset, he immediately became soft and distressed, and a little bit more. Happy, he likes Xie Lin's possessiveness towards him.

He took the initiative to get together and kissed the visit, and said to him: "I will make it clear to Yuanye, the person I like is you, since I like you, I will definitely not be involved with other people anymore, I just think How should I say it is more appropriate."

As he hugged Xie Lin's waist, he whispered in his ear: "I like you so much, Xie Lin."

He will not begrudge his love words, because he wants Xie Lin to know how much he likes him. Xie Lin's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he turned his head slightly. Fu Yuanzhou knew exactly what he wanted to do and happily took the initiative to meet Xie Lin. kiss.

"After the relationship, let's make it public."

Xie Lin gently kissed the corner of his lips, held him in his arms, and said, "So you don't need to explain to anyone."

Fu Yuanzhou was stunned. He once mentioned that when he declined Xiaofei's goodwill before, he would not associate with people before graduating from high school, but if his relationship with Xie Lin was disclosed, Xiaofei would know that he would be very sad. .

but...

He hugged Xie Lin back, but couldn't refuse Xie Lin's proposal. The reason why he said this to Xiao Fei at that time was because he thought he would not like anyone, but after determining his feelings for Xie Lin, He didn't want to let Xie Lin wait for him, he didn't want to wait any longer, he wanted Xie Lin to belong to him as soon as possible.

...I'm sorry, Xiaofei.

He closed his eyes and responded gently to Xie Lin: "Okay."

In the end, they agreed to wait until Fu Yuanzhou's temporary mark faded and then formally communicate and disclose their relationship. Otherwise, even if they admitted to their parents that they were dating, it seemed a bit wrong.

After recuperating at home for a week, Fu Yuanzhou finally returned to school. During this week, his condition improved a lot. Although his instincts were still tempting him to dream of Shen Xigu, his heart was filled with Xie Lin. I no longer feel pain and fear, and gradually I can look at it with a more relaxed mind.

Naturally, he paid attention to the situation of Shen Xigu, but not because of the pheromone, but because of his friendship with Shen Xigu.

He was worried that Shen Xigu might commit suicide. He would contact Dr. Sun every day to inquire about Shen Xigu's condition. Fortunately, he got the answer that Shen Xigu's condition was relatively stable and he did not make any more aggressive behaviors. He also cooperated with the doctor's treatment of him. treatment.

Fu Yuanzhou breathed a sigh of relief, and then asked a little hesitantly: "He... did he say anything else?"

"No." Dr. Sun paused and replied, "He only said that he was sorry for marking you."

After hanging up the phone, Dr. Sun put away his mobile phone and walked into the nursing home. After Shen Xigu became sober, he was transferred to this private nursing home with better conditions. Dr. Sun sometimes came to see it, not only because of Fu Yuanzhou's request, but also because of her natural sense of responsibility as a doctor.

She has been a doctor for 30 years and has seen all kinds of patients. She treats them equally. She will not reject or fear Shen Xigu because of his mental illness. On the contrary, she feels more pity for such patients.

Shen Xigu's family conditions should be very superior, but Dr. Sun has never seen his family to visit him these days. It is true that someone has come to take care of Shen Xigu, but these people and Shen Xigu are only subordinates. To take care of Shen Xigu's relationship is just finishing his own work, no one really cares about him.

"how do you feel?"

Seeing Shen Xigu sitting in the pavilion by the lake, Dr. Sun stepped forward to ask him.

"It's okay." Seeing her coming, Shen Xigu stood up and nodded, "Thank you for your help. I'm sorry, I've caused you trouble."

Doctor Sun smiled gently, and Shen Xigu asked again, "How is Yuan Zhou?"

"He is recovering, and he is doing well. Don't worry.

Dr. Sun answered him, with a trace of complexity in his eyes.

She couldn't help but remember that after Shen Xigu woke up, the first sentence was to ask her to keep it secret, and ask her not to tell anyone about his self-harm, especially Fu Yuanzhou.

He said that his self-harm was done when he was mentally unstable, and it had nothing to do with Fu Yuanzhou. He didn't want Fu Yuanzhou to know that he was more afraid of him, or that he had feelings of sympathy and guilt. In the final analysis, this was his own. Fu Yuanzhou is not responsible for this choice.

Dr. Sun did not say that she had disclosed his situation to Fu Yuanzhou for safety reasons. She could only keep the secret for Shen Xigu afterwards and would not raise anything to Fu Yuanzhou.

"What are you going to do next?" Dr. Sun asked.

"I want to compensate Yuan Zhou and do something for him in the end, and then leave." Shen Xigu said.

At first he came here to figure out why Seven alienated him for no reason. He wanted to restore the friendship between the two of them, but in the end he still couldn't get the answer.

It doesn't matter what the answer is. Now he knows very well that he can't save anything by staying here. His Seven will no longer feel any happiness because of him, and he will even cause him harm. Seven avoids him. It was the right choice. Everything that hurt Seven shouldn't appear, including himself.

Shen Xigu raised his hand and touched his chest lightly. The chest under the hospital gown was wrapped with gauze. When he was mentally unstable, he used the word "far boat" and had condensed scabs. The future may leave scars.

What Seven gave him, whether it was pain or blood, he was happy, but he shouldn't make Seven feel painful.

He knew Seven didn't like this name, so he didn't dare to engrave "Seven" and only engraved Yuanzhou. However, even this name shouldn't be kept. If Seven knew that he did such a thing, he would definitely feel very sick.

... But if this body is burned to ashes, there will be no scars, right?

Shen Xigu lowered his eyelashes, and the hand that fell into his line of sight was always so pale, without any blood, just like his own sickness.

After turning to ashes, nothing can be seen.

"Are you going home?" Dr. Sun asked, "When you go back, will you get a good treatment?"

Shen Xigu raised his gaze, smiled, and did not answer her directly: "I have been receiving treatment, but the effect is not good."

Dr. Sun knew this was because Shen Xigu himself had no will to survive. This is a very serious problem. With such a mentality, even if he receives treatment, the effect will not be very good.

"But no matter what, you should be treated well." Dr. Sun advised him, "You are still young, and there are many beautiful things waiting for you to discover, you should not miss it."

"Thank you." Shen Xigu smiled, "I will."

Dr. Sun left anxiously. Shen Xigu sat by the lake, staring at the connecting water and sky. The lake was shimmering, but there was no gleam in his eyes.

wonderful things?

He has found it and has missed it.

Shen Xigu took out his mobile phone and swiped his fingertips across the screen. There were a large number of landscape photos stored in the album. He swiped over one by one. The photos were all taken by himself, and he had set foot in this place one by one.

He has traveled for many years and has seen countless magnificent, magical or magnificent natural landscapes. At first, he and Fu Yuanzhou got acquainted with the landscape photos he took. He traveled everywhere, and from beginning to end, he had only one purpose.

Find a place he likes the most, as a place to scatter his ashes after his death.

But... there are a few places he should avoid.

Shen Xigu selected and deleted some of the photos. These are the places Fu Yuanzhou had mentioned to him and wanted to see in the future. He thought that Fu Yuanzhou should not want to see him, so he better avoided it consciously.

The farther the better.

...

After returning to school, Fu Yuanzhou, who hadn't come to class for a week, was surrounded by classmates. Everyone was very concerned about his physical condition. Fu Yuanzhou thanked them very much, but he still lied that he was just sick and sick, and that temporary markings were too sensitive to say easily.

He put on a restraining collar, took restraint drugs, and carried a pheromone inhibitor with him. The bite mark on the back of his neck was also covered with a soft patch close to his skin color. He armed himself tightly. No one doubted him. The whole grade knew the truth. The only person in the situation is the wilderness.

"You came."

Yuan Ye smiled when he saw him sitting down, reaching out to touch his hair.

Fu Yuanzhou felt that it was wrong and hid back. Yuan Ye did not expect that Fu Yuanzhou would avoid Xie Lin because he had been with Xie Lin. He only thought that the marked Omega would instinctively fear the closeness of other Alphas, so he immediately stopped. The action said: "Sorry, I will pay attention."

"It's okay." Fu Yuanzhou was not good at explaining anything. He lightly exposed the question and said, "How is your game? Did you win? Did your dad say anything?"

"Of course I won, how could I lose." Yuan Ye laughed, "My dad? What can my dad say, he didn't know that I was going to the game, he thought I was in school."

Fu Yuanzhou thought for a while and said, "I heard that the final of the game you participated in will be held in the stadium, and even the local channel will have a live broadcast. Have you considered letting your dad watch it?"

This is a more formal competition. If you get a ranking, you will get a trophy and a certificate. The organizer even invited leaders to present the awards on the spot. It is more like a "competition" rather than a "game". If you let Yuanye's father watch , May be a good opportunity to reverse the existing impression.

"He won't watch it."

Yuan Ye just laughed. Fu Yuanzhou was a little helpless. In fact, Yuan Ye's father was very stubborn, and Yuan Ye himself. He couldn't change his stereotype of his father. He insisted that his father must not accept him in e-sports.

But if Fu Yuanzhou had not seen Yuanye's father change in his previous life, he would certainly not believe it, but because of this, he firmly believes that there will be a change. He must help Yuanye realize his dream and get the support of his family.

During the lunch break at noon, Fu Yuanzhou went to Xie Lin for dinner. After dinner, he returned to the classroom and found that someone was looking for him. The person looking for him was Ran Shutang.

"This is brought to you."

Ran Shutang handed a paper box to Fu Yuanzhou. In the past few days, he had sent WeChat to ask when Fu Yuanzhou would come to school. Knowing that he was coming to class today, he took the things from home.

"It's a dumpling made by my family, with some medicinal materials added to it, which is good for strengthening the body."

"This...Isn't it good for me to accept it?" Fu Yuanzhou hesitated.

"No." Ran Shutang said, "All the students in the class."

Fu Yuanzhou was relieved: "Then I'm not welcome, thank you, I will also ask my aunt to make something for you."

Ran Shutang nodded and said after a few seconds of silence: "Do you still remember the party that day..."

"What?" Fu Yuanzhou asked, "You mean?"

Ran Shutang saw his dazed expression, as if he didn't remember what special happened, he pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "...nothing."

Seeing him no longer mentioning it, Fu Yuanzhou sighed in secret. In fact, he knew what Ran Shutang was referring to. He was very impressed with what happened that day. The day they went to KTV, the drunk Ran Shutang ran into him in the corridor and pushed him to the wall. When I kissed him, I almost confessed to him. He ran away quickly, so that Ran Shutang didn't let Ran Shutang finish all the words.

At that time, Ran Shutang was very drunk. Fu Yuanzhou had a fluke mentality, thinking that Ran Shutang might not recognize the person he met when he was drunk.

Ran Shutang lowered his eyes, his expression revealing a bit of loss.

He was very drunk and his memory was vague. He only remembered that he seemed to have met Fu Yuanzhou, and he had the courage to confess, but was quickly pushed away. The person said he was not Fu Yuanzhou, so he was really someone else?

Ran Shutang didn't know what his time was when he was drunk, but that doesn't mean he couldn't make more efforts, such as the dumpling given to Fu Yuanzhou. Although he did give it to many classmates, only Fu Yuanzhou did it by himself. , For another example--

"Are you free this weekend?" Ran Shutang controlled his nervous emotions and asked, "Someone gave me two tickets to the chess masters. If you are interested, do you want to watch it with me?"

Before Fu Yuanzhou had time to answer, someone intervened in the conversation between the two of them.

"He has an appointment with me this weekend." Xie Lin came over from the other end of the corridor and said to Ran Shutang.

"I'm sorry, I have to go out with Xie Lin this weekend." Fu Yuanzhou apologized to Ran Shutang. This was not only the reason for her refusal, but he really had an appointment with Xie Lin. Yu Fei's mother was discharged this weekend, so only the two of them. He wants to date Xie Lin.

"...I know."

Ran Shutang did not show too much emotion. He clenched his fingers slightly, nodded and said, "We will make an appointment another day."

After he left, Xie Lin returned Fu Yuanzhou's cell phone to him, and Fu Yuanzhou left it with him during the meal.

"How are we going to spend this weekend?" Fu Yuanzhou asked. In fact, he didn't know what else he could do after dating Xie Lin. When they were friends, they basically did everything they could. New tricks.

He was thinking about it, so he heard Xie Lin speak.

"Go to the hot springs."