Chapter196: little restraint will snap

Alex didn't say anything about what I said. I know he will say something but I don't know why he's queit. He walked us to the bedroom and laid me on the bed then he looked at me. Here it comes. I looked at him waiting to hear what he was gonna say.

"What do you want me to say?"he asked me and I frowned.

"What? Nothing."I replied.

"Nothing? You literally just said you can manage a gun and you expect me to say nothing?"he asked

"Yes?"I said more like question because I wasn't even sure of what to say.

" Why the hell did you want to hold a gun baby? You can't be holding guns, only I am supposed to be handling one and using one not you because I am supposed to be protecting us."he said and I frowned.

"You are not supposed to be handling one. It's not a must it be you handling one."I said getting angry. If he's supposed to be protecting us then what the hell I'm I supposed to be doing? I should also be able to protect us and keep us safe if not me safe. For fucks sake, I'm married to a mafia boss, shouldn't I be handling a gun too?

"What are you saying? You also want to know how to use one too?"he asked me and I smiled.

"Who said I don't know how to use one? Felix taught me a little skills and he said he'll come to give me more lessons."I told him so that he knows I'm not an innocent girl anymore.

"Fuck Felix."he cursed and I raised a brow at him challengingly." Damnit baby, you are pregnant for heaven's sake. You shouldn't be doing this."he said and I smiled.

"But just because I'm pregnant doesn't mean I can't do anything. I told you, my pregnancy doesn't make me a cripple. I can do what I want as long as I'm not straining too much and shooting a gun isn't too much strain."I told Alex who was pinching the area between his brows. Damn, he looked so beat over me handling a gun. How bad can it get anyway, it's just learning how to use one.

"You are not touching a gun again. My orders."he said suddenly and I frowned.

"Alex honey, I want to learn how to use one. I'm a mafia boss's wife, shouldn't I learn to use one? For my own protection too. You know what I'm talking about."I told him and he looked at me shaking his head.

" No baby, no No holding a gun."he said and I looked at him for a few seconds without saying anything then I smiled mischievously." What?"he asked and my evil smile broadened.

"If you aren't gonna allow me to learn how to use a gun then kiss the bed goodbye. You ain't sleeping with me. Now go sleep somewhere else, I'll go call Ocean to accompany me."I threatened with a serious voice so that he could take me seriously but in reality I was just blaffing.

"Fuck!! Fine."he said and I raised a brow at him.

"Fine what? You'll go sleep somewhere else or you'll let me learn how to use a gun?"I asked and he looked away.

"Fine, I'll let you learn how to use a gun."he said rolling his eyes dramatically throwing his hands in the air as he walked to his side of the bed and got in to join me.

"Then it's settled then."I said snuggling closer to him and I heard him sigh.

"It's not settled until you agree with me in the fact that I am the only one who will teach you. Not Felix or anyone else. Me and only me. It doesn't matter where I am, you should wait for me and if you want to learn something else, you should come to me first."he said and I smiled in his chest.

"Okay."I said and I felt him kiss my head.

"Good night then baby. Sweet dreams."he said.

"Good night too honey and just so you know, I was bluffing about letting you sleep in another room."I told him and I heard him chuckle.

"I know baby. I know."he said but I couldn't even ask why be played along with my stupid bluffing because I feel the drowsiness take over me and I fell asleep.

The next morning, I was woken by a bark and I immediately knew that was Ocean but I wasn't ready to open my eyes yet. I was sleeping so much lately but who would blame me. I'm pregnant for twins.

Ocean continued to bark but I ignored him. I wasn't ready to get out of the bed yet and even though I was wondering where the hell Alex was, I still didn't want to get up but then I heard his voice. He was in the room? I creased my brows my eyes still shut and pretended to be still asleep.

"Ocean, Kim needs to sleep so it's better you shut the hell up or I throw you out of this room. Actually, you should not be in here. I'll tell Samuel to put food for you so just go and you'll meet him in your room getting food for you."Alex said and I heard a whine from Ocean." What are you still looking at, Kim is asleep and she needs to sleep. Today Samuel will be feeding you now off you go."Alex said and I heard his footsteps. I guess Ocean has decided to leave. The door opened then it closed and I heard Alex turn the lock. I don't exactly know why he keeps doing that.

"Get up sleepyhead."he said and I frowned. Is he talking to me? Of course he's talking to me. Who else is in the room but how did he know I'm not sleeping?

I slowly opened my eyes to be welcomed by Alex's handsome face staring at me." Morning baby?"he said and I smiled.

"Morning."I said getting up and Alex helped me sit upright on the bed. I looked at him and that's when I realized he had just came out from a shower. I looked at his wet black raven hair then my eyes skipped his face to see his chest then they traveled slowly downwards to his abs then to his dick that had swelled a bit under the towel. My gaze stayed there for a while and something really naughty started forming in my head.

"You done checking me out because I swear that if you don't stop looking at my dick, my little restraint will snap and fuck, I don't know if I can control myself."he said to me and I smiled licking my lips as I looked at him. That fire had started to form in his eyes and damn, I was getting turned on.

"It's been so long honey."I told him moving closer to him.