chapter 1 in pain
Cassandra suffering a pain in her heart when she hears a gossip about her boyfriend this day is for the up coming a celebration for a new year ,when she heard it she was always on her room locking her self she's always crying but she don't want to cry because she don't want that herself will gave him more and more pain but she cannot stop it because Cassandra is a soft hearted she don't want to be hurt and her bestfriend taking care of her so that she's not going to collapsed when the time came that her heart was so heavy
please Cassandra don't think to much of the gossip .....please be calm ok?... I hate that you cannot breathe propery.... please....
but Cassandra didn't want to stop crying she always beg smith to do something that they can prove that the gossip is not true but how? ... she don't want to believe it because he says his going to do important things when his going out but the gossip is like true but she cannot believe it , her mind is so messed she was so struggled about the gossip of her boyfriend .
is it true?.. I don't think is it true but why? ..hyhsttt...why my heart feels heavy? Cassandra sights ...huhuhu....
she suspected about the moves in her boyfriend she want to know more if there is more things that the gossip about him is true but she don't have evidence because she's always locking her self on that room, but she remembered that they changed account on their Facebook so she rushing to pick up her laptop to open ling's account ,and then shes shocked that she can't open lings account so she's more suspecting on him.shes trying to make other moves so she can open lings account , and then many more ways she remembered that there's a day that she open lings account using a browser (like chrome)and that time browser was so very useful because if you have an account that you open on that kind of browser if they change the password you can open her account , and that time she remembered so she open lings account and then she lose consciousness for waht she saw and what she read
(lings conversation and her girl best friend samantha)
(Cassandra's boyfriend name is ling )
ling: you know I'm so I love with you
Samantha: don't talk like that I know that you have a girl friend and also we're bestfriend so don't talk like that ok?
ling: but I don't love her, I only love you ,I'm just used him.. please be with me you're the one that I love and not her
(Cassandra's crying when she read their conversation because ling promise to her that she will always be the one she will love her so much ,he promise Cassandra that there's no other women but only you but why? why that my heart feels like I'm going to collapsed it's so very heavy ... I can't.... I can't .....I can't take the pain anymore....:(..)
Samantha: but how? why? ....why that it's me? you're not breaking up with her why that you always go to me?
ling: I can I can break our relationship so please be with me Samantha please youre the one that I love, it's start when we are on grade 8 it's been 3 years that I love you
Samantha:huh? but...but why that did you go to her instead of me? .....
ling : I thought that I can get her as a girl....but she's so pretty and so kind but you you are the only one so please...
when Cassandra sees it she feel like she's going to feel down and then a minute past Cassandra is laying down to the floor ..smith is always contacting her but she didn't answer smith call, smith is very worried to Samantha because she don't want that because of that guy Cassandra was got to hospital again .....and then when smith got to Cassandras house she sees that Cassandra is lying to the floor and smith trying to wake her up but she's loss consciousness so smith call an ambulance so that she can save Cassandra life shes worried that this time Cassandra's not to fight anymore she's worried that Cassandra will leave her bestfriend
when they got to the hospital smith is always crying she didn't stop to cry she's very worried for Cassandra
Cassandra please don't leave me.....please I want you to be her side to me your the one that I can make my self strong your the one that make me do more things that I want I can't loss you so please fight with it Cassandra I'm waiting for you .....
smith want that her emotions were good she can't take it but she think thats the best way that she cannot see Cassandra crying so that Cassandra will be strong ..
when the past few minutes she's so very thank full that Cassandra is fighting she talk to the doctor how was her bestfriend and the doctor said she's okay she needs more time to be in her mood and she cannot leave the hospital we need to get close eye to her so that we can give her a medicine to her heart
when she's awake smith feels that her heart was full of butter flies she have more questions in Cassandra but she think that this was not the right time to do that and she want that Cassandra is taking her sleep good and she wish the best for Cassandra
few days Cassandra was out to the hospital I've been taking care of her until she want to continue about looking for the evidence smith thinks that Cassandra was forgot about those things , but Cassandra always beeging for smith she ask smith to do that kind of things so that she can rest assured if that was true
but smith declined it because Cassandra was not in a good shape and just got out to the hospital so she declined it
in a few days she always thinks about that kind of things she didn't even manage to take care of her self she don't want to go out because she's scared she want more evidence to believe that the gossip is true, so she ask her bestfriend smith again to get some evidence if that gossip is true, but smith declined it because she don't want that Cassandra is going to hurt more and more and receive more pain but Cassandra beg for her
please smith I don't want it but how?? , how can I move on ??...I want to know the truth but I'm scared .... please smith I need you right now ...
smith is confused she don't know what dicision will gave her to Cassandra she's scared that her bestfriend is always like that she scared that her bestfriend will lose herself because of that guy
how? ....how can I help my best friend?.....(smith struggled) I don't want that he always cry but how?.....hat the gossip is true but she cannot accept that her boyfriend is cheating on her
And then, in the past few weeks she became not important in her he always go out he always saying he has an important to go, and then Cassandra who believe that he has going to do important so she agreed ,(Cassandra sights) she hought that was a good decision she make but it caused a lot of pain in him, Cassandra Lossing trust in him she accept the pain that this guy make it but Cassandra is so I love with him .