chapter 1- my unrequited love,goodbye.

I feel like my hearts being ripped out. My whole life i've been shamed and ridiculed. All i ever did was try to be a good daughter and a loyal bestfriend.

How did it turn out like this?

I wiped my tears and turned on the rusty sink.Closing my eyes,i felt out of reality,it was like i was drowning,i couldnt breathe,this couldnt be happening.I cupped my hands whilst the cold icy water was rushing down.

Splashing once, splashing twice, it wasnt helping my headache.I just stared.Stared at the mirror in front of me.Staring at the face that god has given me.I thought to myself 'im not even pretty,of course he would choose her over me.My bestfriend,my love,my everything has left me now too.'

All i could do was just pretend to be happy for him.The seconds i stayed in this restroom felt like hours until i gave in and took a deep breath. I shouldnt let that destroy me. I was a strong person and love is just pain.Thats right..pain.

sighing loudly,i let out a huge smile as i entered the karoake room they were all in.The loud noises and the laughter blockede my ears.The colourful blue,pink,red and yellow lights blinded my eyes.

"Rosanna! There you are,man what happened and why did you take so long,you missed me cutting the cake,dude!," semi smiling,there he was, the birthday boy,my beloved-Elliot. A needle poked my fragile heart,he did it again,calling me dude. 'I wish he would treat my like a proper girl,' my head was filling with unnecessary thoughts again.

"Whats wrong Rosanna?why are you just standing there,come here we're taking a group photo," Elliot declared looking around with a excited smile.

"heh sorry Eli i-," just when i was going to say something, the witch -savanna interrupted and kissed elliot on his cheek. My forced smile faded.Everyone gathered in a group and posed whilst the cameraman stood quietly behind the camerastand.I hopped and squeezed myself so i could be next to elliot.

" I'll be taking the photo in 3...2...and...1, say cheese everybody and smile "-just when the camera man clicked the camera,i was pushed backwards and fell.No one seemed to notice.This whole night was a nightmare,i needed to get of there.Tears were yet again strolling down my face like a waterfall when everyone ran towards the camera wanting to see the photo.Everyone,except Savannah.

"serves you right,im warning you,disappear from MY Elli's life and we're not going to have a problem," Savannah scoffed as she flicked her brown hazel hair.It would be foolish of me to just stay and act like everything was fine.I took my belongings and ran.I ran fast,somewhere away from that place,somewhere away from people,away from reality,away from home.I needed some time to think.What's going to happen tomorrow at school,will i be able to face Elliot?

Again,messy thoughts run around my head,making me feel dizzy and unwanted.Sitting down on a bench beside a tree,i noticed a tall figure coming towards me.It was slowly getting dark,it seemed like it was around 8ish?My tears were making it hard for me to see who it was.