1 It Hurts

Today I woke up thinking it was gonna be a normal day until I heard my mom in the other room yelling at first I thought it was normal until I heard her scream. I got out my room to check if she was ok until I saw my mother's boyfriend hitting her constantly I was scared so I screamed. He stopped and looked at me , an at the time I couldn't stop shaking and thinking what he might do to me. He stepped in front of me and put a hand on my shoulder , I couldn't control my breathing so I began to have asthma attack.

My little brother ran into my room to grave my inhaler he tried to hand it to me but my mother's boyfriend pushed My brother to the ground. He began to cry , I felt weak as if I wouldn't do anything so I stepped back an fell to the floor. My mother hesitated to grave me , while my little brother continued to cry and scream, finally he gave the inhaler to my brother . He ran and handed me it after a couple minutes my body went back to normal so as my breathing. two minutes after that my Mother's boyfriend took hold of my brothers arm and yelled at him saying "Boy if you ever try to act brave agian I'll beat u to Death" I hesitated to tell him to let go of him. My Mother's Boyfriend , and Mother went into there bedroom and closed the door I ran over to my little brother He was fine but he had bruise on his arm from how strong my mother's boyfriend had grabbed him. I picked up my brother and walked around my room until he stopped crying ( he is only 4 ) he fell asleep 30 mins later , So I layed him in his bed and closed his door.

I sat outside his door for hour's I could hear my mom's voice from there bedroom I was very angry that my mother had not left him after what happened but instead she accepted his proposal. I tucked my head between my legs and began to cry asking the Lord why does my mother stay with him pleading that she might leave him. while I was listening to there conversation I heard my mother's phone ring , I put my ear to the door to listen it seemed my mother was going somewhere with us she than hanged up and began to walk to the door I stepped back and sat back by my brothers door. I thought if I sat in front of it that my mother's boyfriend wouldn't hurt him because he would have to get though me first they came out the room together I looked up at my mother and gave a disgusting face she had powder under her nose I could tell that she was doing drugs agian. I also know he was her dealer I wanted to scream at her and cry but I knew it wouldn't do much help all she would have done was hit me and tell me to stay in the child's place