1 My Reoccurring Nightmares

I just stood there screaming, watching, as my older sister took the lives of my parents and twin brother. Stood there shocked to see my older sister act this way, all I could do was wonder to myself what made her do this? What made her act this way? I knew I didn't have time to think about that, I had to think of something to get me out of this situation, and the only thing I could come up with is creating a distraction. She started to make her way near me so I frantically looked around for something to defend myself with, but found nothing all of what once was on the table was now on the floor shattered. It was to late.

When I looked up from the floor she was already in front of me, with a devilish smirk. That was the last thing I remember before it all went black. When I woke up I was in some sort of room. I started looking around to see my surroundings and realized I was tied to a chair I looked to my right and saw their was some sort of doctor tray full with some type of tools. Just then I felt a sharp pain in my left thigh and right arm. I looked down at my leg and their was a pile of blood surrounding it on the chair, and on the floor. I winced in pain and just as the noise left my lips I heard a door knob twist open and looked up to see a dirty looking woman walk through the door with a crowbar in her right hand. I asked her "why aren't I healing?" With a grunt. She didn't respond to me all that left her mouth was a deep chuckle. She stood in front of me for a short second, and then made her way into a crouching position then stared at me and smiled then said "my, oh my, your sister told me you were beautiful but I didn't think you were this gorgeous..." my eyes widened with horror. "m-my sister?" I whispered. Her smile quickly faded, and turned into disgust.

She stood up and raised the crow bar- I woke up breathing heavily and shaking. Aaron woke up and looked at me "what's wrong? Did you have another nightmare?" I nodded my head. "No. I'm gonna go get water" I got up from our bed and went into the kitchen. I went into the cabinet and grabbed my pills. "Fucking nightmares" I muttered.

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Waking up at 6:00 in the morning is NOT my cup of tea but "luckily for me" I had things to do important things. Aaron was sound asleep next to me, to bad I couldn't give a flying shit if I was quiet or not not after all the shit he put me through. I pulled the covers off of me and a little off of Aaron just to be an ass and walked into my closet. Grabbing a pair of tight black ripped jeans, a cropped spaghetti strap tank, my leather jacket, and some knee high boots I made my way to the bathroom and took a shower.

Just as I was about to get out I heard a knock on my front door wondering who the hell that could be in confusion I yelled "just a sec!". I threw on my clothes and made my way downstairs hearing them knock some more I screamed "Will you hold on a damn minute, I said I was coming!" I flung open the door only to come face to face with Aaron's affair girl "Can I help you?" I asked. "Yeah I came here to speak with Aalayah?" She said. "At seven in the morn- You know what never mind, if you don't mind me asking who are you?" I decided I wanted to see how she would play this out.

"Oh! I'm so sorry! I'm Gianna, and I'm here for the job interview." She extended her hand out to me, and I didn't take it I really didn't think she would be this stupid and think ANYONE would buy this and for one I don't take interviews at my house let alone give out my address. I spoke with pure annoyance "Oh my god, I'm not stupid. All you had to do was say you were here for Aaron, he's upstairs sleeping you can come inside if you want I was just leaving anyway" with a shrug i made my way outside. "Listen I don't wa-" I cut her off knowing whatever she was about to say was bullshit "Look I'm not here to become bffs with his side chick, let alone someone that acts innocent that clearly isn't. I'm surprised you don't remember me "Gianna"." And with that I got in my car and left.

I know it might seem like I was being a bitch but not only did Aaron cheat on me with her and her know I was married to him, in high school all she did was sleep around and bully everyone and anyone and use her "daddy" as her protection and his credit card. You may think that's it but there's more but I won't get into the whole story of why she's a bad person.

When I said I had something important to do it is REALLY important. Driving all the way to Frozen Forest is going to take FOREVER so first I needed to stop for coffee. After I ordered my coffee. I went and pulled in front of my best friends house (AKA Lilacs place) im picking her up because she insisted on traveling with me in case something happened.

"Hey girl!" She said after she threw her things in the back and got in the front seat. "Hey Lilac" I handed her her coffee she looked at the back seat then at me confused "is that all you brought?" I started driving "well yeah I was thinking we could go shopping once we get there and WHEN not if we go WHEN we go. I'm paying." I made a serious look she scoffed. "Fine. But you seem agitated did you forget your pill this morning?" My lips made a thin line. "ALAYAH! You know what happens when you dont take them I swe-" I cut her off "I know I know, I got distracted this morning" she huffed "of course you did" I didn't want to talk about it anymore so I just kept quite. I was driving for about six hours and I was getting tired since I didn't get much sleep last night. I pulled over at a gas station to get gas after I finished Lilac took over and I sat in the passenger seat.

She said I needed to rest but I knew I wouldn't go to sleep easily the nightmares seem to be getting more intense. And I can't keep taking my pills I keep having random visions and having seizes. I don't want to tell Lilac about it because that would make her worry and I hate it when I make her do that, it's the last thing she needed right now. Especially after her loosing her baby so I decided to be easier on her because I know what it's like and I don't want her stressing even more.