1 Where it ended up?

As I am sat here in my chair staring at my monitor while music is playing I begin to wonder what it is that my life will be in a couple of years.

"Man, why does thinking about these things just make my head hurt. It used to be so much easier when all I had to think about was doing well on my tests so I didn't end up on my parents bad side." I told myself.

I think it's only fair that I tell you a bit about myself before this story starts. My names Lucif Sorra, and I'm another 18 year old guy who doesn't have a real clue about what to do with himself. I am not much of an outgoing person but I can be.

I spend time with my friends on Discord and play League of Legends with them whenever they got time. I stand at 5' 11' and am a lean guy. Black hair, brown eyes, glasses, and looking like any average joe. There aren't any special qualities about me besides being able to keep the mood positive.

"What is it they say , "You gotta like the man in the mirror," and I can say that I do. I am pretty confident with myself having a couple of girlfriends in the past so I am not that ugly." I thought

It's September and I graduated in June and decided to not go to college and instead enter the work force. Seems pretty straightforward but it is not. No, it took a week of debating to go to college or not and a few sleepless nights.

"All my plans went to shit. Any thought of knowing what I wanted to do just collapsed the closer the college semester. Almost all my friends went and so did my confidence. Now I'm stuck doing interviews for work." I thought

So yah, it wasn't easy, not at all. So with all that, we now know what is currently going on with my life. So I think it's about time I go and tell you how a whole lot of my life played out and lead to this point.

"The real question would be where to start, would it be better if I started from middle school or high school? I think it's only fair that people get the whole story rather than part of it." I spoke aloud

I guess the only way to tell the entire story would be to start at middle school. Thinking back in things, it used to be so much simpler back then, than it is now. Waking up, going to school and only worrying about chores and homework.

There wasn't any pressure of you besides having good grades and tests. Enjoying lunch with your friends and heading out with your family. It really was the life, the life most adults want, and the life that most people want nowadays.

Well let's not get side track any longer and start this story.