1 1: let me see this world
While I was still in mom's belly, she always complained, about why was she able to have sex with that man if she just got pregnant. She also always beat her big belly to make me die, but she was also afraid of killing an innocent child. She just hurting herself by drinking strong alcohol, she even trying to poison her life.
When my Mum was alone at home she tried many different ways to kill herself. At one time my Mum standing while her mind floating holding a type of poison, her hand was shaking as if someone was telling her not to take her life and my life. Fortunately, during that day, Grandma came home to check on Mum's condition, and she was at the right time because Mum was about to take the poison she was holding.
Grandma immediately drops the stuff she's holding and sprints to halt my Mum. A strong tackle that made my Mum fall on the floor. My grandma sat on her top, slapping hard her cheeks, strong enough to wake my Mum.
"What the hell Sawako! Even a child who knows nothing, you will not give a chance to see our world." Said Grandma while slapping Mum again and again.
"Mom, I can't, I don't know what to do, I don't know if I can raise him alone. I'm scared." Mum's voice trembled with fear.
"Tell me the truth Sawako, did he say that if you give birth to your son, he will kill you both!?" Grandma stopped slapping Mum. And my Mum just stares into Grandma's eyes and she couldn't say a word. Even though she was able to look into Grandma's eyes, she couldn't avoid looking in another direction.
Seeing my Mum acting like this, Grandma's suspicion connected to the dot, and she realized why my Mum acted as someone controlling her life. Wiping my Mum's tears with her fingers and embrace her tightly.
"Let's go," Grandma whispered. She decided to leave our country. It's not like I'm bragging that we are rich but this is how powerful my Grandma is. When Grandma found out about that, she quickly prepares the papers and documents to leave as soon as possible.
Grandma will come too. Since we have money, Mum's preparation is just like a blink of an eye, from our country, we went to Japan. Grandma's homeland.
It is a rich country and my father will be having a hard time coming here, before he even sees me his money will run out. I don't even know if my father is a rich man, because they don't mention anything to me. His existence is not existing in my Mum's life.
A few months ago I was born in an expensive hospital in Japan, and my mom's giving birth was successful.
After several days of spending time in the hospital, we live here in a remote area, far from the capital of Japan. Our house is surrounded by big trees, in the middle of a jungle.
We had a good life with no distractions, and our daily meals were uninterrupted, but Sawako-san did not want me to feel the rich way. She just wants a simple life, so Sawako-san rejects nice clothes, cars, and jewelry. Grandma also sometimes visits to say hello to me as well as Sawako-san. She also kept sending one of her personal doctors just to check my condition and my Mum's condition when I'm still a baby.
Our house now is just right for two people, a small living room, a cramped kitchen, and our bedroom is on the second floor. Typical Japanese house. My Grandma even uses a lot of money just to make this house just to make sure I'm safe and my Mum.
6 years later I am already six years old, I haven't left my home just in the jungle world I live in. Surrounded by trees and harmless animals.
One day as I spacing out in the living room, Grandma came in, looking around with a serious gaze she had an envelope in her hands. And when she saw my Mum, cleaning, a weak voice she releases to call my Mum's attention. The quietness, my Mum hear her, staring for seconds at the envelope and walking. Grandma raise her hand, handing the letters to Sawako-san but before Sawako-san took them Grandma asked her if she was prepared.
This was the first time, that she directly gave it to Sawako-san, sometimes they even went to Sawako-san's room to talk about this matter.
Sawako-san took a deep breath before taking the envelope and sitting on our couch, calling me over and having me sit on her lap.
While she was opening an envelope her hand was shaking in fear so I held it to ease the fear she was feeling. I can see in her eyes, the hope. She smiled at me while caressing my head, mustering her strength and Sawako-san was ready to read the envelope she was holding.
After a few minutes of reading, she smiled at me and said.
"Son, until I grow old I will not leave you. Even if you have a family of your own I will not leave you, so promise me when you grow up you will not leave me either." She said with tears coming out of her eyes hugging me tightly, crumbling the paper.
When it happened I just nodded and hugged Sawako-san and swore I will make her happy and stay next to her, I also can't deny that Sawako-san is beautiful, with the age of 25 years old, her E cup breast, silver hair that reaches her ass, and her slender body, she is also tall like a model. The color of her body is like snow.
8 years pass we still don't leave our house, even though Sawako-san is at home always, in my 14 years here, my playground was the vast forest. With the animals. And Sawako's beauty is not changing as she's the spirit of the forest. Aging is not existing.
We have no neighbors, and our light is only solar, but we are not poor either, we live a happy life, I'm not even fond of gadgets, I'm just booked and physical, and Mum herself teaches me. But, I can't get rid of the bad things.
While I'm growing my relationship with my Sawako-san is even harder. One night Sawako-san caught me doing something with her underwear, she didn't get mad at me and she says it was natural for a boy.
To prevent that incident from happening again, she gave me a promise that I could not refuse, that at my right age, she, herself will give me what I want to know. So I didn't repeat that but I'm not stopping fantasizing about her, I knew Sawako-san was just lying because I was just a child, but I would also understand it at the right time and the right place, but this is the right time.
Grandma is also forcing Sawako-san to send me to a university, but Sawako-san is not willing to leave here. She just wanted me by her side and to live here with just her and me. She didn't miss my needs, except for gadgets. When it comes to lessons, she doesn't treat me like a child, but like a student, she is more strict than I thought, and every time I do something wrong, I get an angry voice from her. Not only mentally, but also physically. My Mum taught me how to defend myself from burglars.
She will just be a mother after lessons, she will apologize to me and give praise. Sawako-san is always like this, so Grandma just decided to give me an exam.
If I can pass it, she won't force Mum anymore. In the morning Grandma came with 10 pages of paper.
"My son, when you get a 90% percent score, I will no longer force you to do what I want," said Grandma with a big smile on her old lips.
To avoid cheating, Grandma sent Sawako-san out of our house. But the questions were familiar to me, so I had no trouble answering them. It was just like elementary questions.
Just an hour ago I finished all ten pages. Grandma was amazed at me and checked my paper herself. She was even more amazed by me when she finished checking and she embrace me.
Grandma was very happy with me as she picked me up.
"Son, you are great! Perfect score! You are a very good my son." Grandma kept praising me. I would like to say that anyone will be smart immediately if they are in a forest and surrounded by books, then a strict and pretty teacher will be smart immediately. Sawako-san immediately entered because of the noise Grandma made.
She wasn't surprised by the result because she knew I could handle it easily. Even though she knew where this going, she couldn't help but be nervous, so she leaned against our door and slowly sat down on our floor while caressing her heart.
Grandma immediately ordered Sawako-san to prepare at least a little reward for my celebration, Sawako-san quickly got up and went straight to our kitchen to prepare some dinner.
We ate what Sawako-san had prepared, I could see in their eyes the joy they felt and their love for each other, they often talked in front of the food. But this time, they not only talked about the business but about my future and future plan for us.
The night came and Grandma left, while I was in the room I couldn't get rid of the incident this morning, I didn't expect to see her like that.
To clear my mind I took the solar lamp and went to Sawako-san's room, I was going to knock on her door, but I heard a noise in her room and I listened.
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After enjoying her angelic moan, I knocked many times.
"Sawako-san, it's me, I can't sleep if it's possible we can sleep next to each other, again." I didn't wait for her answer and I immediately opened the door.
"W-Why didn't you wait for my answer!" Sawako-san said as she fixed her blanket, covering her hips. I approached her bed and a familiar smell went to my nose.
"W-Wait a minute, I don't agree that you sleep with me yet" She threw a pillow at me.
I just picked it up and put it on her head while getting into her blanket and lying next to her. I touched something wet and slippery on the blanket but I ignored it. Sawako-san just stare at me and blocked the big pillow between us.
"A-Are you awake?"
"....."
When morning came, Sawako-san was no longer by my side. And I did something bad to her last night and I know she's awake. Just recalling it, might do that again.
Smirking like an idiot, I got up and went straight to our comfort room, but Sawako-san was using the comfort room so I just waited outside.
As I wait I heard another noise and I just stood at the bathroom door. When she opened the door Sawako-san was surprised as if she saw a ghost.
"H-have long you have been there?" While pressing her towel to her breast.
"Sawako-san, I just arrived" I smiled so she wouldn't notice that I had been here for a while.
She also smiled at me while patting my head and immediately left, going straight to her room to get dressed.
When she was gone, I entered to take a shower because of what I did last night my smell wrapping me with mine. These past few days, I've heard Sawako-san moan several times, hmm.. every night?
Probably because it's been so long since someone care for her, and it's just the two of us here where there is a time when we can see each other's bare bodies. That might be the cause why she can't stop being a girl. Then sometimes when she wakes me up, she sees my head standing. Because I always sleep naked, that's one of the reasons for waking up her lust. After I showered, I immediately went straight to my room to get dressed,
After a few minutes, Sawako-san called me to eat, just in time Grandma came and she joined our meal.
While eating, Grandma mentioned that I was married to a woman on another side, this is the partnership of our company, and to expand the relationship, they agreed to marry their grandchildren. Sawako-san stopped eating at what she heard. Seeing my Mum fall into the sadness I rubbed her back as a sign of my rejection of Grandma's offer.
"Wait! Mom, why does it seem so fast, si... is only 14 no! 15 this upcoming month, why did you get married right away, then you didn't ask me about this first, it's too fast Mom," Sawako-san said with a refusal at Grandma's offer.
"Sawako, this is for him, what do you want to happen to him.. just live here, what about his future"
Sawako-san could do nothing but sit down and continue eating. But with every pick of her food, her mind is somewhere. After we ate, Grandma left, this day, I noticed Sawako-san being restless, walking here and there. And night came we went early to our own room.
I know the news she hears will not be removed from her mind so I went to her room and knock, and she agreed to let me in.
There she is sitting and staring at the solar lamp, so I came and sat next to her and held her hands on her lap.
"Sawako-san don't worry, I have a way to decline her offer, I will tell you tomorrow but for now let's sleep together"
Sawako-san nodded, and I lay next to her, she stay for a minute so I pretend I'm sleeping, and when she noticed I'm sleeping, she took off her dress.
She can't sleep if she's wearing her dress, sometimes she's always naked or just a bra and panties.
Minutes passed, and she already wearing a bra and panty, and she lay next to me while facing the ceiling.
If I slept next to her she fast fell asleep, a minute pass she already fell into her tiredness, I got up to take off my dress, completely naked, and I slowly removed the blanket. When the blanket was removed, I lay next to her.
