1 I'm alive

As I look at the sky above me, shimmers of thoughts flitter through my mind. Long gone is the time of colors, other than the persistent grey bound to forever remind me of my morose life. I wonder, since when did the days start trimming off their 24 hours? If time is money, then I know I'll end up with nothing. Amidst the countless mornings, days, nights, all the work I've subjected myself to do, all the friendships I've sacrificed for the "good of my career", in the end, it's all... It's all worthless.

I'm empty.

I don't have anything to lose and probably never had, but somehow... I don't want to disappear.