1 chapter 1

She grabs the hand that was outstretched toward her with all her power, in that moment, light appeared in her eyes, which makes her feel dizzy. A light appears from nowhere, a dazzling place would be placed behind it. That is what everyone thinks and believes before dying.

Rhea was certain that she was about to die at that moment, but she didn't care, because that moment was a moment of silence and peace for her. A miserable former Princess who has nothing left seeks death. A person who went through a harsh circumstance.

'Just how long has it been since the last time I felt this peace.'

Suddenly, a bright flash appears, and her miserable tape of life began to appear before her, bringing all the bad memory, especially the day of the fall, the fall of the imperial family.

The sudden passing of my brother the emperor was the matchstick that ignited the devastation

"This is a closed case! the emperor Demetrios Castello de Alger Garia died from an accident that occurred due to his fault, if you keep investigating, it will make the other kingdoms into chaos, and they will think of a coup against the royal family, so we ask your majesty to bear with it a little longer," the nobles said, pretending to be sad eventually show their malicious happiness

The death of the last emperor was the most heinous crime in the history of the empire because the emperor was found cut into pieces in his palace without any traces or evidence led to the murder.

That investigation only left our family with more questions than answers, of course, we couldn't accept the reality.

It's not like we were weak or not good enough, it's just we have never expected to be betrayed.

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After the previous event, my second brother was crowned as the next emperor of the empire, since my first brother the former emperor wasn't married nor had a son to be his Heir. So the only solution to avoid the revolution is to make Maximilian the next emperor. Even after that, he didn't lose hope of finding the one behind the murder of big bother.

But the opponents didn't want to submit, and they started the revolution under the excuse of saving the empire from the fall. In an ordeal like this, the nobles did nothing. Just watched the imperial family goes down, and the most disappointing thing is the rumors they spit out.

"It seems like the royal family is trying to use the emperor's death to break the empire, they are trying to accuse all the nobility so they can explore their power again, to the absolute monarchy." the nobles said.

"they had tried to keep up a reputation of innocence, but they have finally shown their true Colour, "

The more we tried to find the truth, the more we were scorned and condemned by society, they spat at us, telling us that the emperor now is nothing more than a rotten body and that we should stop and not look for trouble.

" Rhea I will find the truth about brother's murderer, all you have to do is to eat and sleep well, when the sun goes down go to sleep and when the birds chirp, wake up and eat, you have to make sure you eat three times, that all you need to do, so please promise me you will, you just need to do that and wait for the good news " Maximillian said

My older brother's face was always smiling mischievously, but now it was serious and hardened like stone, I felt like he was frightened of something but I wasn't able to ask. It was proper for a woman to ask, it would be considered a bagger and unmannered move from an elegant woman.

The next day he left the empire, leaving us alone as easy prey for wolves.

My daily life, was as my big brother desired before he left.

The empire's affairs were under control because no one knows that the emperor leave his place to investigate his brother's Murderer, until then... He hasn't been back for months, and...

when he did return

Ah Ah!Maximilian! Maximilian My soooooooooooooooooon Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

My mother who has latterly accepted the death of my first brother got slapped in the face after hearing about her second son's death, she was beating her chest and screaming as if her heart was being ripped out, and when I tried to approach her, she coved my line of sight.

" don't look, don't look rhea"

".... "

From that day my mother knew that our family had fallen apart

Even though she acted strong in front of me, she would always secretly cry and blame herself as if all of this was her fault, and bleeding from her nose and ears, which makes her life shorter than it was, after one year, my mother passed away but her last words were ;

"Rhea don't worry about anything, you just need to live, don't care about our family member's death, you just need to focus on living your life happier, I'm begging you don't waste your life thinking about death," rhea's mother said.

perhaps, after her death, my life became worthless, but her words dug into my ears, and give me a special desire for living, but live a life like the dead.

after that I was side-lined, and my cousin took the throne. He throws me into prison and tortures me with all kinds of torture. I suffered from psychological and physical torture until I lost my senses and desire to live. and in the end, I was sentenced to death, in front of the empire.

I can't help but feel happy, even though it's going to be the end of my life. I don't know if that was the only way in which I could be free, or maybe I was the one who didn't choose the right path.

I don't know if I should blame my family who put much hope in me, or blame myself for not being able to change my fate or the man I loved so much that I was about to sacrifice the whole world for him, he told me he'll be back, but he never returned, I even refused the offer of Duke Emel, who promised to protect me. I don't want to blame anyone for my foolishness, and stone-head stubbornness

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"Your highness... I have an urgent report about the princess ...um mm…" he tuned to face the man, a tall man with a super handsome face, just one look it sufficient for everyone around to recognize his royal lineage. A long white face like the full moon, edge wide eyes with a long eyelashes, blond hair fits his appearance quite well.

"What happened to her majesty? "

The silence eat the atmosphere. That person was the only one who care or maybe at least remember a person called princess Rhea.

"Speak " his cold gaze turned into nervousness, like he was scared of known something unpleasant.

"She will be executed "

«Gather the army we will invade Garia, for the sake of my beloved one. I will sacrifice the whole existences not just the world. "

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"I think I kept my promise to the very end, now please I also want to rest. It takes a long time for me to join you guys. I don't think there will be a person who cares about me now. Everyone died I don't have a place here anymore. The soul already died it was just waiting for the material body to get enough of pain sufferance till it is surrender to the bitter reality. I wasn't angry but I was in pain. "

That is the end of my long life pain, that pain lasted six years, now while I am about to die, I feel the ecstasy of victory, a feeling that no one could understand only people who were tired of living.

"I have lived my whole life following the noblesse oblige, but in the end I got nothing from this oblige, just pain and sufferance. "