1 * ZINDAGI DO PAL KI *

The time we get after our birth to live lif isn't enough and also many elders keep saying us, "Life is too short beta. Live it at your fullest". Actually, I won't think that it is true but a partial truth. I believe the fate that it's too small to live but sometimes when you don't deserve something from anyone and you unexpectedly get it in return, at that moment many think what wrong did i do that i got this in return and many teens can't handle this ignorance and they take a step that proves to be a disastrous change in their loved one's life.

Yeah right, you got me. I am talking about 'LOVE'. It carries many feelings and emptions with it but it got some weak points too. You have to take care of it time to time like we water the plants daily to keep it nurtured throughout the year. 'Love' is not just a word or a thing or any timepass feeling. When it gets attached to anyone, it never leaves that guy till end. We say that no I have just forgotten my past, but my dear friend the memories are still within you which leads to make you realise that you still love that one person who came in your life and made it beautiful to live. But, not everyone has a beautiful endings, right??? In the end of a romantic film, they show that "They Lived Happily Ever After", but no one claims the truth that is there really 'A Happily Ever After'.

I got my definition for LOVE which goes like:

"Love is a feeling or a desire which everyone needs in their life, that one special person for whom our stupid heart starts beating faster like never before. A sudden rise of our normal smile to an enormous smile when we see that person. Those drastic goosebumps which arrive after that one special touch of that person. The emotions which inculcates when we start getting more attached to them coz one day I want to be with that one person...just one person I care for...just one person I started feeling for...just one person I fell for...and just one person I LOVE for..."

You will be thinking that I am dedicated towards this feeling but a time came in my life where I stopped thinking about Love. It was a bullshit for me. The time where I was left alone was subtle and many came and went but no one tried to unnderstand the former reason of my pain. What a happy person I was, but yeah Karma replied to my happiness and here I was, left ignored, tolerated, was called a loser, scared. That time I realised that no life isn't short enought to live unless you have your perfect partner to live with.

This is the story where neither I nor God has written my destiny, Karma was taking efforts to shock me up at every instance in my life. Lets begin the journey from how I fell in love to how I was broken by love...

"Aasan wo pyar nai jise tadapna na ho,

Galat wo jazbaaat nai jab tak wo zubaan pe na aaye ho,

Ishq ka dard hai hi aisa janab,

Iska marham banana bhi kisi k bass me na ho..."