Erica

I was born on August 14th, 2007

I hear that make me Leo

I am easy in the eyes but thick in the thighs

I'm a sucker for boys who never want me or take a glimpse in my direction

I'm still learning how to say goodbye to the ones that lie

I'm often seen as a bitch, but to be honest I am

I like the warmth of a boys embrace

I've been told i'm a slut

People say that i'm going to be a teen mom one day

But people are gonna say what they want to say anyways

Secretly I care what they say even though it ruins my day

I have this odd fascination with listening to people who don't listen to me

I assume it's because I'm a great listener and a good friend

But I know it sound weird when I care more about them than myself

But to be honest it is

I know this sounds weird, but sometimes I wonder who would I be without them

I wonder if I would be myself without the lingering thought of doubt

I'm afraid that someone will find out that I shove my feelings deep down inside to wither away in time

Hi, my name is Erica

I enjoy talking to boys

But I don't allow myself to show my true feelings

I have fake friends who enjoy picking me apart

My hobbies are picking at my self esteem, and hiding my feelings

I don't know if they will see this, but I do know that I still have some real friends who will be there for me

I know it will take time for me to be myself again

And I know that I can do it in time