1 The feeling of loneliness

The main character named Gopal belongs to the silent oneside lover. He was the one who had the least friends as from his childhood he was of introvert nature. Moreover being from a low medium class family added more to his loneliness. His family was so good that his mom and dad both worked hard to afford the high cost of studies in a CBSE school. The struggle was good for his studies but not for his friendship. His grades improved but his friends decrease with time. The loneliness grasped him all over. He only had four friends from which he loses contact with two due to change in the section. Now continuing with two friends he made one more new friend but soon the one from the past two got separated due to some misunderstanding between them.

Soon, he became 16 years old and got separated from another friend as he chose commerce stream and his friend chose science stream. Being in the teen age he started feeling more lonely and got attracted towards a girl. As he knew that girls only like the social beings so he tried to be social. He faced difficulty first but after some time he got friendly with the whole the surrounding people but it didn't proved fruitful. The girl was intelligent and sincere one. Days passed, the attraction got converted into crush. Gopal didn't himself came to know when it happened. Soon he fall in love with her. The day he realised that he was in love with her was very late. As there was one five months left in his school life. He started trying on her. He sometimes flirted with her. But being a sincere girl she didn't noticed.

Not being noticed was the view of Gopal. But God knows either she didn't noticed or she pretended that she didn't noticed.

His loneliness increased as he started to be alone as he now didn't like the company of anyone else except two friends. He started avoiding everyone. Then he tried to impress her by his good marks but he failed to complete her. He was unable to score more then her. He felt sad. Then he realised that he was not made to score as much as she was made to score. She was the topper of the class and Gopal ranked nearly 3rd or 4th. He came to know that he couldn't score 95%+ marks. This was his second try in which he failed.