1 Prologue

If god grant me one wish. What would it be?

While walking on the streets I'm contemplating about my past. Since I was a child I really loved listening music. Ever since then until now I want to become a composer. Until the time when my age reach 18 years old. It is a time what course you would choose in college and I really love music. So I chosen music and arts but my father didn't like it, since he know how harsh our lifestyles is and he knows that there is no future in music if you are not a talented composer, but I insist of what I like. That I told them, " I will be not happy in the future if I finished different course ". Then my father realize for what I said to him, since my grandfather forces my father to take another course. My mother also convince my father to let me do anything what I want.

After many years in college even though my grades are all average in the class. I graduated from music and arts even though my professors and teachers telling me I have a lot of passion and love towards music but you need talent to survive in the music industry. Maybe they sympathize me or they just want to see my future looks like that's why they let me graduate.

After I graduated I submit my created composed songs in different companies but they think its a trash composed songs and sometimes they asked me. Did you really graduated from music and arts?

Still I didn't lose hope, then I posted it on the internet to gains some viewer, fans, and listeners but they only perceived it in a negative way.

Then after I try how many times, maybe more than a hundred times. I still didn't gave up but something unexpectedly happened.

After i graduated 6 months later. My family want a vacation to another country to have some break on their job. Even though I still don't have a job and always get rejected of every company my mom and sister still encourage me to composed a songs that's why I'm still motivated to make a good song.

My mother told me to join their vacation to have some breath maybe after the vacation I can create a good song, but I insist to stay since that day I receive an enlightenment to write a new song.

But something unexpected happens. On the same day. I saw on the news a plane crash all of the passenger on the plane died including my family.

I remember that time I was devastated. I didn't leave the house for how many weeks.

After 3 years has passed when the incident happened. I'm still composing a song but it became worst, maybe I'm still affected by the incident that I keep on blaming myself and I'm sure one of the reason they want to visit other countries and have a vacation is to releived some stress, since I also one of the burden in the family even I study for how many years and graduated I still can't find a job. After 3 years since it is a must that I need to lived. I found a job ans became a factory worker, heavy work and my body is always exhausted and salary is below average but I don't have any choices. Every day is always like this, right now it 6 pm I'm going to get back home and my body again is exhausted.

While walking on the streets. I saw a child on the road and she is crying alone. I saw I car moving so fast even though there is a child on the road, maybe he can't see her since she is too small and the child keep on crying, and I think she can't move since her clothes is stuck on somewhere. What immediately comes to my mind it to stay foot but my body didn't listen what my mind wants to do. I just run to the child withouht thinking and help her. Her clothes stuck on railings. I look at the car to make him stop but it's already too late. I ripped the girls clothes and pushed her on the other side and then I got hit by the car and immediately died since the car is too fast.