Chapter 76 If he doesn’t deserve it, then protect her
Gu Wen did not expect that after so many years, he would see the human cub again while investigating the information of his favorite partner.
That existence was almost erased from his memory.
Is she Shang Xi when she grows up?
In my memory, the short, thin, timid, and shivering cub grew into a bright and beautiful beauty, with a gentle temperament and a love for laughter.
She is Shang Xi.
She turned out to be Shang Xi.
Gu Wen's deep, dark eyes were filled with confusion, his heart was rising and falling violently, and he pursed his lips tightly.
under the picture.
It's a long paragraph.
Shang Xi, female, is from An County, Qingcheng City.
When he was three years old, his parents died in a car accident and he lived with his second uncle.
[Picture] When I was four years old, I went to my third uncle's house.
[Picture] When I was seven years old, I went to my second uncle's house.
[Picture] When I was eight years old, I went to my uncle's house.
[Picture] When he was ten years old, he was picked up and raised by his distant grandma Zhu's family.
The girl in the picture, as she gets older, her face slowly grows into Nang Xi's.
She has been changing residences. Such a small cub is forced to change residences.
When I was four years old, I went to my uncle's house.
Gu Wen's sharp eyebrows drooped a bit. Therefore, at that time, she was moved to a different residence by her relatives. She didn't leave secretly or hide.
She was also forced.
Gu Wen looked at the girl who never smiled in the photo, from junior high school to high school and then to college.
In her freshman year, Shang Xi wore a high ponytail and looked at the camera with her lips curled up.
This was the first time in so many photos that she smiled.
Gu Wen glanced at the words next to it: Qingcheng University.
Qingda University is the best university in Qingcheng. She was admitted here and her academic performance was not bad.
Gu Wen's eyes softened a bit. The wandering cub, the girl who never smiled in every photo, finally smiled.
Does this mean that she is living quite well at this grandma's house?
He was happy for her.
That kind old man, he will pay a visit, thank you.
Think so.
His eyes dropped, his pupils suddenly shrank, and his brows suddenly tightened.
Sophomore year, I took a leave of absence.
On September 10, 2015, the adopter passed away in his sleep at the age of seventy.
At that time, Shang Xi was celebrating his friend's birthday and stayed away all night.
Didn't come home all night.
Didn't come home all night.
The man's eyes stayed on these four words for a long time, and his chest rose and fell deeply. He took a deep breath, swallowed hard, and was still choked.
Didn't come home all night.
His chest felt as if it was going to explode. He stretched out his hands. His hands were changing visibly, uncontrollably and unconsciously, from white and slender hands to hairy, veined, and huge wolf claws. , he pulled the shirt on his chest with too much force, and the buttons fell to the ground, rolling silently onto the carpet.
He was like a patient who was about to suffocate, feeling that his chest was tightly blocked by a big stone.
The shirt that bound him became a burden.
He coughed, then coughed hard again.
When he clearly realized the truth of the matter, Gu Wen fell into a deep pool of self-loathing.
He always thought that he would run away after being slept with by the scumbag.
He always thought it was Shang Xi who bullied him.
He threw all his prejudices against pure humans on her and made her bear his disgust.
The night the respectable old man died, Shang Xi was with him.
At the last moment, she was not with the old man.
She didn't run away after sleeping, she just went to find the old man.
She just stumbled, with all the despair and tears and heartbreak, to see the old man's body for the last time.
After the funeral on September 16, the younger members of the Zhu family took back the house where the old man lived, leaving Shang Xi homeless.
In the next month, Shang Xi went to Grandma Zhu's graveside (fifty times), Qingshan high-end restaurants (twice), Qingshan Amusement Park (three times), Qingjie Shopping Mall (three purchases), and Qingxi Park (twice). , Qingcheng Riverside (thirteenth time).
The women in the three photos were all in the background of other people's photos, passersby, and she was accidentally photographed by others.
Her eyes were dull and empty, her face was pale, and her eyes had lost their light.
2015.10.25 A kind man, Mr. Wu, rescued Shang Xi who was about to jump into the river.
2015.10.28 A kindhearted Miss Li rescued Shang Xi who had jumped into the river.
2015.11.6 A kind man named Mr. Zhang called the police and rescued Shang Xi who jumped into the river.
2015.11.15 Miss Zhao, a kindhearted person, bumped into the unconscious Shang Xi in front of Grandma Zhu's tomb and sent her to the hospital for treatment. She learned that she was pregnant.
2015.11.17 Shang Xi was discharged from hospital and rented a house in Wu'an Community.
2015.11.19 Shang Xi went to school to apply for suspension.
2015.11.21 Shang Xi found a job as a tutor. At the same time, she made her own desserts and sold them at a stall.
Jobs I did during my pregnancy: distributed flyers, door-to-door cleaning, set up street stalls, took on private factory work at home, sold desserts at home, sold fruits online, and promoted drinks online.
Nine months later, Qing went to the hospital to give birth to a son.
In the next two years, my jobs included selling wine online, serving Taobao wine customer service (at home), and making my own desserts to sell in WeChat Moments.
2018.9.12 Qingfeng Flower Shop opened.
2019.12.3 Qingfeng Flower Shop branch opened.
In the last photo, the beautiful woman is holding the little boy's hand, standing at the door of the flower shop, looking at the camera with a smile.
There were bits and pieces of light in her eyes.
The huge study was extremely quiet.
It was like you could hear a pin drop.
Behind the European-style solid wood carved desk, there is a huge pure black wolf sitting there. He is wearing an out-of-place black shirt, his limbs turn into sharp claws, his head is a complete wolf face, and the terrifying sharp fangs are in the big The edges of the mouth are clearly visible.
As if he had encountered an unacceptable fact, he completely lost control and turned into such a terrifying and ugly appearance.
This is the second form of the werewolf. It can stand in human form and wears clothes and pants. The exposed head and limbs are no different from a pure wolf body.
He sat on the carved solid wood seat like a human being, and the chest of his shirt had been scratched or even burst.
As he sat there, the whole wolf exuded an aura of decadence, and his pair of long, narrow, upward wolf eyes no longer had the sharp aggression of the past.
At this moment, one could actually see a hint of self-deprecation and self-loathing in those wolf eyes.
He lived like a victim for so many years, wallowing in gold and silver.
Another victim, the woman he thought was a bad woman, was living a life that was a hundred times more painful than him.
Shang Xi's childhood was not caused by him, and he could not prevent the old man from passing away.
But, after that night, after she got pregnant, she became involved with him.
What about his wolf? It's no different than being dead.
He showed up too late.
She no longer needs him.
She is so good, so strong, and so smart.
Gu Wen suddenly felt ashamed to see Shang Xi.
What did he show up for? I still have the nerve to pursue others.
What can he give Shang Xi? Does she need anything from him?
He has money, he has love for her, and there are so many people who admire her, but he is not special.
He is not qualified to chase her.
Then...just protect her for the rest of her life, just like the beast protects the goddess, protect her.
Anyway, he had long been prepared to live alone.
In the near future, he will do his best to help her who she likes and what kind of life she wants to live.
Rather than pursuing Shang Xi to satisfy her own happiness, Gu Wen chose to step aside and give up her position, the position of the person she liked.
In my heart, the pain was spreading like tearing apart.
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The beast that protects the goddess will one day overflow with love, howl in pain, wag its tail in humble submission, lick the proud goddess, and beg her to look down at him.