Chapter 65 He missed mother and son for so many years

 "Actually, you can go and stay with her, you don't need to be here.

Shang Xi said in a serious tone: "People have come down the mountain to look for you. You go and stay with her."

Under the soft light, Gu Wen stood in the center of the ward. As Shang Xi's words entered his ears, his brows wrinkled tighter and tighter.

 He felt baffled.

He said in an almost indifferent tone that had nothing to do with him: "It's her business when she goes down the mountain. Why should I accompany her?"

There are so many werewolves coming down the mountain, should he go to accompany them? It's baffling, boring and uninteresting when I think about it.

 Here, with her and the cubs.

 It was something that made him happy and enjoyable.

"Uh...she's Baiwei, right?" Could it be that she recognized the wrong person? Shang Xi doubted himself, otherwise Gu Wen's answer would be too abnormal.

 Gu Wen nodded and said, "She is Baiwei."

He took a few steps towards the bed uncontrollably. They were talking in a normal and calm tone. Seeing her sitting there, he instinctively wanted to get closer to her.

 And Shang Xi was a little confused.

Since it's Baiwei, is there something wrong with Gu Wen's attitude? Or do the werewolves not care about these small details at all?

 Gu Wen's birthday is in the past two days. Baiwei must have come here specially to celebrate his birthday.

She couldn't help but sigh: "She is really beautiful." The hair was all white, Gu Wen was pure black, and the two wolves, one black and one white, really matched each other.

 Gu Wen's tone was light: "General."

He glanced at the woman sitting on the hospital bed. Her long hair was spread lazily and casually. Her face was fair and unpainted, and her crow-feather eyelashes cast a shadow under her eyes.

Because she didn't wear lipstick, her plump lips were a little lighter, with only a touch of light pink, not as rosy as usual with makeup.

 He couldn't help but think that if he kissed him and bit him, his lips would turn red...

She just sat there, not doing anything, and it was already a fatal temptation for him.

Baiwei may be good-looking, but the clan members mentioned her again and again. However, aesthetics has always been a very subjective matter.

 Just like others think Shiro is good-looking, but he thinks Nauki is good-looking.

"Is this normal?" Shang Xi felt that Gu Wen's vision was a bit high, and he rated his favorite partner as "average"?

 Are you...a little unable to speak?

No wonder he's still watching "Thirty-Six Strategies to Chase People...". With his speaking skills, he probably doesn't usually make people angry enough.

 Knowing that they were going down the mountain, I quickly bought a roadside book called Pure Humanity to read.

啧啧.

Shang Xi's lips curled up slightly, a little gloating, feeling that Gu Wen deserved it and was funny.

 It's annoying to tell him that he usually can't speak.

 Call him yin and yang, and now he is secretly reading and studying.

 It feels like a student reading a book the day before an exam, cramming.

Thinking of Baiwei's beautiful appearance with white hair, she was curious: "Do you have a pure white male werewolf in your werewolf tribe?"

If she had had a relationship with a pure white male werewolf, then her son would also have white hair. It would be very cute to think about it. Both white and black hair are so cute.

When Gu Wen heard her asking about the male werewolf, a flash of alertness flashed in his eyes. Sure enough, the next second, he heard Shang Xi sigh again: "Pure white is so beautiful, like snow."

 Gu Wen's heart tightened, and his heart suddenly felt empty.

Shang Xi, what does this mean? Does she like pure white werewolves? Is she asking him?

 What does she want to do! !

He is a pure black werewolf, like thick ink, like the dark night in the wild. She... doesn't like black?

Of course there was a pure white male werewolf, but when it came to talking, he didn't want to tell her.

He didn't want to lie to Shang Xi, so he had to stay silent for a while and then tactically change the subject.

"Ahem, next Saturday, the kindergarten will have a picnic, and parents are required to participate."

 When Shang Xi heard that it was about his son's school, his attention was instantly diverted.

Gu Wen breathed a sigh of relief in his heart and said: "The main task is to set up a tent together, make food together, and establish a parent-child relationship. The school recommends that parents can participate."

Shang Xi listened carefully and nodded: "I understand, I will arrange my working time then."

She lowered her eyes and began to think about how much goods she would buy next week, what arrangements she would have, and what holidays would be held next week...

 As for what I asked Gu Wen just now, it doesn't matter and I forgot about it.

 Whitetail went down the mountain.

She felt it was necessary to avoid suspicion with Gu Wen, and she would not take the initiative to talk to him unless necessary.

Even if Gu Wen took the initiative to talk about something, she would ask and answer quickly, then lower her eyes and do her own thing.

When Gu Wen frowned and stared at her, she asked like a polite and conscientious bank teller: "Does Mr. Gu have anything to say?"

 Gu Wen: "..."

Looking into her "business-oriented, quick-fix" look, he held back everything he wanted to say.

 Really...

 Really...! !

He didn't dare to express his dissatisfaction with Shang Xi, so he could only stand by the window angrily, staring at the forest in the distance, sharpening his sharp teeth. He really wanted to go hunting right away to vent his frustration, irritability, and anger. Grievance (he doesn't admit it).

 The fourth day.

 Shang Xi was discharged from the hospital. At the same time, that day was Gu Wen's birthday.

She didn't have any serious health problems. She planned to leave the hospital directly and go to two stores to check out. Gu Wen's birthday was held in the evening and the address was in Nanfeng Garden.

Gu Wen sent her to the store. When she got off the car, she thought about it, turned her eyes, and said to Gu Wen: "Mr. Gu, happy birthday, I wish you all your wishes come true and all the best."

Over the past two months, her relationship with Gu Wen has been ups and downs. Up to now, it can't be said to be very good or bad. Overall, it's not bad.

 Gu Wen was staring at her back, watching her get out of the car and leave.

 Unexpectedly, she turned her eyes and said this.

 The black eyes widened a little, and the whole wolf was stunned.

 Shang Xi pursed her lips: "Well, goodbye." She turned and left.

 Gu Wen didn't move for a long time.

 The next second, Shang Xi left and returned.

"I forgot about it. I'll give this to you." Shang Xi took out a white box and handed it over through the car window: "It's not worth a lot of money, but it's worth a thousand dollars to me. You should also like it."

Gu Wen didn't expect that there would be a gift. He was a little flattered and overjoyed. He felt that this birthday was worth it.

He stretched out his hand and took it, suppressing the nervousness, happiness, and anticipation in his heart, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Thank you."

 Shang Xi left.

 He watched her back enter the flower shop, unable to see the back.

Then he looked away and stared at the white box in his hand. His eyes were bright, like a dragon that had obtained a rare treasure, guarding everyone.

 Now take it apart and see, it's not safe.

 Returning to Nanfeng Garden, there are many werewolves and it is not safe.

 Back to the company office? There are too many people and it's not safe.

He drove the car out of the city in one breath, and passed through a yellow muddy wild road in the quiet wilderness, covered by tall trees and surrounded by thorns.

He sat in the car, closed the window, breathed softly, and opened the box carefully.

 It was a small, thick photo album.

 [Record: Photos of the baby before he is one year old]

 He turned the first page and was stunned.

The first photo is of a baby with a slightly red face and eyes closed, sleeping in a swaddling clothes. He is round and plump.

It looked like it was three months old. The photo was a bit blurry and the pixels were not very good. It looked like it was taken with a cheap mobile phone.

 That is...

 His cub, what does it look like just after birth?

 Such a small ball, soft and tender, sleeping with eyes closed.

 For a moment, Gu Wen felt heartache.

 He missed four years of a small life.

Through the photos, he imagined himself holding the little one in his arms, and imagined the soft fragrance of milk coming from the cub's body, making him feel warm.

 But imagination is cold.

 He hugged an empty one.

 If he had gone to find Shang Xi in person, wouldn't he have missed it?

 This was the beginning of Gu Wen's pain in a long period of countless regrets.

 He reluctantly left his sight and looked at the second picture.

When he was still about the same age, the swaddled cub was crying with his mouth open. He had a bad temper and his face was red from crying.

 The little fleshy face is cute.

 Gu Wen couldn't help but curled his lips, but the pain spread in his heart.

His fingers touched the crying little face in the photo. Why are you crying, little guy?

It's a pity that he can't touch his tears or his soft fleshy face, let alone hold him and coax him not to cry.

He couldn't help but think, after only two or three months, your mother is still in a weak stage. What will she do if you cry?

In the next picture, the little guy is holding a pacifier, with small tears in his big eyes. He has stopped crying. The hand holding the bottle is white, thin, and very thin.

 That's Shang Xi's hand.

She is not short in height and has long fingers, but she is so thin that there is not much flesh on her joints. Gu Wen knew that pregnancy and giving birth to cubs were uncomfortable for females of any ethnic group, but that was someone else, and he was not kind enough to feel pity for her.

But when he saw that Shang Xi's hands were almost as thin as skin and bones, his heart twisted uncontrollably.

On the information he hurriedly investigated that night, there were a few simple lines: Shang Xi, 26 years old, female, native of Qingcheng, had been raising cubs alone for five years, and had no opposite-sex partners.

Gu Wen didn't like her at first, except for what happened back then and his prejudice against humans, but he never denied the hardship she had to raise the cubs alone.

Knowing that it was not easy for her, he couldn't do something like forcefully taking the cub away directly.

At first he thought that he could only give her money to compensate her for the hard work of raising the cubs, but he could not give her anything else.

 Only when you truly love someone can you feel the heartache and feel sorry for the other person.

 The love here includes family affection, friendship and love.

When passers-by encounter troubles and problems, do people just sigh and say they feel distressed? It's just forgotten in a blink of an eye.

That kind of bottomless, heart-wrenching heartache will only appear in people who deeply love their children's relatives, close friends, and beloved partners.

 The more you love, the more it hurts.

He admitted that he knew at that time that it would not be easy for Shang Xi to raise the cub alone, but he didn't feel distressed.

At this moment, his heart had undergone earth-shaking changes. Just seeing the cub crying, he felt sorry for Shang Xi who was still in the weak period after giving birth.

 When he saw the hand that was so thin and knuckled, his heart clenched in pain.

If he had gone to find her in person to raise the cubs together, she would have been much more relaxed.

 Unfortunately, he can't go back.

 He missed them, mother and son.

 Third photo.

 It looked like a five-month-old cub, with a tender and fleshy face and a wide grin.

Gu Wen stared at it intently. He didn't know what kind of mood he was holding, but he turned to the last page unknowingly.

 That was when the cub was one year old.

It was already quite big, with black hair and a cute sweet smile on its round face. It was sitting in the arms of a woman wearing white short-sleeves, with only half of her face exposed.

 Very fair, thin and beautiful.

Holding a very large one-year-old fat baby in her arms, she curled her lips and smiled happily, her eyes were shining, and her eyebrows were arched, as if she was full of unlimited expectations for the future.

Gu Wen stared at it for a while, then took down the photo and put it in the wallet he carried with him.

He missed the first few years, and he will not miss it again for many years to come.

He wants to put Shang Xi at the top of his heart, and from now on, he will protect her so that she will never have to work so hard and lose weight.

He suddenly wanted to know the specific life of Shang Xi before and after meeting him.

 He wanted to know everything about her.

 On the way back, he told Daicen to do this.

 His car stopped at Qingfeng Flower Shop again.

 Today is his birthday.

 His friends have gone to Nanfeng Garden.

 The werewolves in Nanfeng Garden began to prepare food and get busy.

 Logically speaking, he, today's protagonist, should have appeared in Nanfeng Garden long ago.

 But now, he doesn't want to go anywhere, he just wants to be closest to her.

 Suddenly, he saw Shang Xi coming out.

 "...then you guys are busy first, please, I'll go to the second house and check it out."

 When Gu Wen heard this, he opened the car door and got out of the car without thinking.

Shang Xi turned around and saw a tall figure standing on the roadside. He was stunned for a moment: "Hey, Mr. Gu, why are you still here?"

Gu Wen walked up to her silently, staring at her intently with his lowered eyes: "I want to see you off."

 Finally, he opened his thin lips: "...is it okay?"

Shang Xi frowned slightly and looked at him like an alien. What's wrong with this man? The strange tone of his words reminded her of the time before when he spoke to her with a mocking look on his face.

 However, there are still differences.

This time, there was no mockery on his face. He frowned slightly as if he was troubled. He lowered his eyes and looked at her, with a hint of humble begging in his tone.

 Shang Xi felt like a big dog that ran to her to comfort her after being injured.

 What's up with him?

 "What, it's your birthday today, you should be in Nanfeng Garden now, right?"

 Why did you come to see her off suddenly? Come be her free driver?

What kind of creature is a werewolf? She can only guess blindly every day. She doesn't blame her, it's just that this lone wolf is too... too poisonous!

 Any werewolf knows better than him.

 Just as he was thinking this, Gu Wen's phone rang.

"Sorry." He glanced at Shang Xi, took out his phone impatiently, and pressed answer.

 Naoshi heard a female voice, it was... that Shiro's voice, right?

 "Where are you wolf? Everyone is here."

 Sure enough, it was urging today's birthday girl.

 Shiroi has already called, he should want to...

"I don't have time now. Let's talk tonight." After Gu Wen finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

 Shang Xi was stunned.

I started to wonder again. Is the werewolf's attitude towards the partner he likes so bad?

 Can Gu Wen really pursue the goddess like this?

 I love that book, you felt lonely after reading it, right?

 If this continues, let's focus on living alone.

 No, it couldn't be that unreliable book from the roadside stall, that's what taught him, right?

Shang Xi thought for a moment, then kindly reminded her: "You werewolf females are also women, well, what, if you are chasing after someone, you should have a better attitude."

 Gu Wen didn't react.

 Then he blushed, "You...you found out?"

 Shang Xi snorted: "I found it."

 Gu Wen lowered his eyes and his ears turned red.

 My heart was pounding.