Chapter 131: Is it worth it for such a me?

Zhou Ziyu and Shang Xi hung up the phone, lying on the sofa and let out a long sigh: "My relationship is not good even if, I all aspects of the ordinary requirements are still high, I recognize.

My sister child is so - so - big a beautiful woman, smart, calm, kind, emotionally stable, capable, alas, I thought that Mr. Koo really liked our dear."

 She sighed again.

The tall, lean teenager sat on the living room floor tiles in front of her, carving something that looked like a bracelet, a bit like the bone necklace Zhou Ziyou wore around her neck.

Hearing Zhou Ziyou's sighing voice, he raised his eyes to look at the woman on the sofa and lowered his eyes to silently say, "There should be a misunderstanding."

 "What misunderstanding?" Zhou Ziyou looked over.

The teenager glanced at the bone necklace around her neck and his face heated up, so he was busy averting his gaze and said, "If the family master really likes Shang Xi, then he would only like her."

 Zhou Ziyou: "Wolf junior, why are you so sure?"

Graytail's voice was muffled, and he was silent for a moment before saying, "We werewolves, we only like one person for life."

"What? Really?" Zhou Ziyou's eyes widened and she sat upright all of a sudden, "Then... then what if one of the parties passes away?"

 Graytail said flatly, "Not what to do."

"Huh?" Zhou Ziyou said, "Then wouldn't it be lonely for a person to live to the end?"

 Graytail was a bit confused, "So what? Isn't loneliness the norm?"

Moreover, having had a mate, one can live with the memories of the other person it, some werewolves can't meet their favorite mate in their whole life, that's really lonely and pathetic it.

"Then you guys... are pretty good eh, we are different from you guys, we are afraid of loneliness and can't stand loneliness, that's why most of us get married and get hitched for life, and get divorced and look for another, and look for a partner when we get old."

Graytail was silent for a moment and raised his eyes to look directly at her, "So you're lonely even now that you've gone on a blind date? Looking for someone to partner up with?"

Zhou Ziyou paused and said, "Although I also want to find mutual likes, but that's too difficult, I'm not too old, I can find a man who looks right to me to partner up and live, take care of each other, warm each other, it's okay."

The teenager didn't say anything else; he seemed to be thinking about something, grinding the bones of the cow without stopping.

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Sang-hee didn't show happiness or unhappiness when she received the news from Koo-woon, she just started to get busy at home, the flower pots piled very high on the balcony were taken down one by one, she was going to start planting flowers.

 She didn't feel right.

 She didn't want to let herself think about it much.

Why did her mood change with Koo Woon, she somehow resisted, somehow felt fear, the peaceful life she had so hard to have, she was afraid that the new addition would come to break it, and after it was broken? It was an unknown.

 The unpredictable, uncontrollable unknown is the scariest.

Just like when she was a child and couldn't take control of her life, she had to keep being sent to the next house, was the next family of relatives nice? Wouldn't it scare her again, she kept guessing and worrying, but there wasn't much she could do about it.

Life was at least manageable now, she didn't want to step into the unknown to find out, maybe, it would be a road paved with candy and all kinds of flowers growing on both sides.

 But, there's also the possibility that the candy is poisoned, as are the flowers on either side.

 So she didn't want to think about those things.

Whether Koo-woon went abroad with the Qing family's eldest daughter or he went abroad alone, what business was it of hers?

 Now at home, focusing on bringing up her two little ones is her business.

Sanghee controlled herself not to get carried away, and that night, both little ones slept in the same bed with stinky faces.

Shang stood in the doorway of the room and repeated, "Cub, if you are uncomfortable at night, tell me right away oh."

This was the second night her son had gone without a cold fountain, and the first time she had started sleeping in separate rooms, and she stayed a part of it.

 "Koo if you're not feeling well in any way, you should come to me too."

Shambaugh lay to one side, his little face taut, watching his mom close the door and leave, his lips pursed, obviously a little upset.

 "Going to cry?"

 Koo Wen tugged at his lips, looking at the cub with a somewhat nasty smile.

"I'm not going to cry." Shampoo grunted heavily and turned her back toward her dad, tucking in her little comforter with a look of not wanting to be bothered.

Koo Wen said, "You're going to have to grow up and stand on your own someday, so don't stick to her too much."

Shampoo retorted, "You yourself still like to cling to your mom, you've grown up."

Kou Wen frowned, "We're different, she's my favorite mate, she and I are the only ones who will be together for the rest of our lives, and you will, one day, meet a favorite mate."

"I don't want to meet a mate." In the heart of a cub of Shampoo's age, any mate was too far from him, and the most important thing in his life was his mother.

 There was silence in the air for a moment after the father and son spoke conspiratorially.

In the darkness, the boy's childish voice was smooth, "Who was that man this afternoon?"

 Shampoo thought for a moment and said, "People who count as important to mom bla bla bla."

What about that He Mu, whose mom told him to call his cousin uncle, whose smile reaches the bottom of her eyes every time they meet.

Aside from a few aunts, that man was one of the few people who made Mom smile like that.

 "Yeah." Koo Wen pursed his lips.

There are not many people who can make Shang Xi care about her, and when she thought of that person calling her "Shang" so intimately, Koo Woon felt a bit of pain while she was angry.

He could see that this man, more than those men before, made Shang Xi care, and she was so defensive that she took the initiative to open her mouth to let the other party come to the house for dinner.

 They are not related by blood, so they are not kin.

Pure human emotions are too complicated, and Koo Wen is not a pure human; he inevitably hits a wall and takes a detour in these matters.

 The night, it's getting deeper and deeper.

The first time he slept in a separate room from his mom, Shampoo was uncomfortable, but couldn't resist the sleepiness that comes with a long body and fell asleep.

Sanghee as well, the first time she slept without her son by her side, she even got up and gently opened the door to look at the two little ones and saw that there was nothing going on before she went back to her room and fell asleep after a long time.

 Moonlight shone through the window and fell on the woman's white, soft face.

 Koo Woon stood by the bed, staring for I don't know how long.

He reached out his hand and gently ruffled the woman's long hair that fell over her face, his expression focused, his heart feeling complicated.

 Never have I been so helpless.

 All of him is so powerless here in Sanghi.

This timid woman who hid behind the door, the woman with a mouth harder than a rock, what, in the end, was he going to do with her?

After the last impulsive kiss, seeing her tears, his heart ached to the point of madness, for the door closed by Shang Xi, he wanted to open it in the gentlest way possible, she had already suffered so many injuries, and the last thing he wanted was for himself to bring her injuries as well.

 What to do with her?

 He wanted so badly to empty the softest part of himself into her.

 He wanted to give her the gentlest and warmest part of himself.

 But she didn't want it.

 She would not be firm in her choice of him.

 He's dispensable, he's irrelevant.

 Also, he deserved it.

 That's the price to pay for liking someone you once hated.

If time could be redone, he threw away his damned prejudice, his arrogance, he didn't sneer at her, and if he could do it all over again, he wouldn't let her suffer half as much.

...

Shang Xi gradually realized a problem, that is, the little wolf cub that came to her house was growing day by day visible to the naked eye, remembering that the first day was not as tall as her own son.

 The back passed the son and continued to grow.

She felt... she felt a little puzzled, did pure wolf pups of the Lycans grow so fast?

 Koo was the height of a sixth grader a week after he came to her house.

 "Is this a four year old???"

He was eating more and more, but the boy was really not smiling and always stood alone, staring at her.

Occasionally, she would see something as empty as ice in those big eyes, something sad. It seemed to her that the wolf pup was unhappy.

 She tried to cheer him up, but Koo's eyes got emptier.

 On this day, they were going to a big supermarket to buy fresh beef.

She didn't know what was wrong with her eyes, they were pounding, maybe she didn't sleep well last night? She reassured.

When she arrived at the big high-rise supermarket, she looked at the grandeur of the building, but felt a sense of oppression.

 Sanghee shook her head, feeling like she hadn't slept well.

The area where the groceries are sold is deep on the first floor, just keep walking inside when you enter the supermarket.

She had just walked into the depths and was picking out beef when she suddenly saw Xiao Koo, who had become more and more silent these days, blush suddenly and reach out to pull her, followed by Shang Bao, who also looked like he had sensed something and widened his eyes, "Mom! Hurry up!"

 Both father and son ran to her.

At the same time, the fish and shrimp inside the seafood glass cabinet not far away jumped violently.

Sang-hee only felt his body shaking, his ears heard the phrase "earthquake", and everyone started screaming and running in the direction of the door like crazy.

 You squeeze me, I squeeze you.

 The scene was chaotic as the contents of the supermarket shelves were knocked over on the floor.

 Sanghee was busy saying, "Pup! Hold on to mommy's hand!!!"

 "Little Koo, little ..." Her words trailed off for a moment.

 Because she was being picked up by Koo, who wasn't even as tall as her.

"Jump! What did I teach you before!" Koo looked at the cub and snapped.

Then Sang-hee only felt a flash of light before her eyes, she was jumped on the shelves with Koo in her arms, she lowered her head and it was all blackness above her head.

 She didn't have time to think about how Koo could hold her, her mind was on her son.

"Pup!" She broke out in a cold sweat of fear and looked back at her son, so small and moving well behind them.

At this moment, they couldn't care less what others thought of them, and of course, no one noticed them.

 Boom boom boom!

 The crackling sound of breakage rang out.

 Something started to keep falling.

Sang-hee had never been so close to an earthquake, her heart was clenched, she kept looking back at her son, unable to control the tears falling down her face, especially when she saw her son avoiding the things that were falling down, it made her fearful.

 "You first...you first mind your son." She choked out a sob.

 What is there not to understand.

 She'd also only ever been jumped around by that werewolf holding her like that.

Only that werewolf would have fought the urge to run to her and shield her in his arms from anything that fell from the smash.

The person holding her, not quite as tall as she was, was always so firm and steady.

 This familiar sense of stability.

 Who should it be but him?

 As soon as her words left her mouth.

 The body of the man holding her stiffened.

Shang Xi almost broke down and choked and shouted out, "If something happens to my son, I won't be able to live, mind him, he's still so young. I'm fine, put me down."

 Koo Wen frowned fiercely and didn't say anything, nor did he do as he was told.

 His cub, could keep up, he knew the cub had a few tricks up his sleeve.

 But the earthquake came too soon, too unexpectedly.

The crowd was filled with the cries of children and women, and there was a constant stream of people falling, getting hit, getting buried, and crushed powdery ash leaving everyone in a state of disarray.

 Seeing that the dawn was at hand, the family was about to go out.

 "Boom!!!"

The building finally couldn't hold out much longer, and in the last few seconds, Koo Wen shifted forms in excruciating pain, and Shanshee didn't know what he'd done, as he turned into a huge, pure wolf body.

 Tugging at the cubs that had followed him, he threw them outward toward the supermarket's front door with all his might.

The force of the werewolf needed no introduction, and Shang Bao was thrown directly out of the flower bed some distance from the supermarket.

 "Mom!!!" Shampoo yelled incredulously.

Shanshi's heart heaved a sigh of relief, even if what awaited her next, she had nothing to fear.

 She grabbed hold of the giant wolf's fur and initiated a hug around him.

In the bumpy confusion, her speech broke, "Your ... family...ah...will take care of the pups, won't they, Koo Wen..."

 It's certain death, isn't it?

 Shanthi couldn't think too much about it, her mood was heavy and complicated, but not very fearful.

"Roar!" The giant wolf roared and grabbed her and jumped upwards, during which something kept hitting him as if he couldn't feel the pain, and with a final loud thud, Shanshee was shielded in her soft fur, losing consciousness and falling into darkness.

 She had a dream.

 In her dream, she was lying under a soft quilt, warm and cozy.

Suddenly, it started to rain, and the rain clattered down on her face, and she frowned, feeling so annoyed.

 I reached out and wiped the rain from my face, but my hand was red.

 "Ah!" Sanghee was startled and opened her eyes in a flash.

 Open your eyes and it's dark too.

She was trapped in a narrow place by the furry in front of her, and the heavy breathing of the beast kept resounding above her as drop after drop of warm liquid slammed into her face.

 Shang Xi trembled, "Koo...Koo Wen?"

She tried, with only one hand able to move, and slowly reached out and felt upwards, and sure enough, felt the huge wolf's head, the nose.

 "Roar..."

 A wet, warm touch came over her hand as he licked her.

"How are you ... doing?" In the darkness, Shanthi felt the liquid that had landed on her face being licked away by a large tongue.

 Another liquid falls.

Her fingertips trembled as she touched the huge wolf's mouth, the furry, wet edges of which had droplets of what looked like liquid constantly falling down onto her face.

 The smell of blood is strong.

 Sanghy closed her eyes hard, only to feel her breath hurt.

 Koo Wen was dripping blood, not even bleeding, but dripping down.

Now in this situation, there is no telling where they are buried, no telling when help will come.

 If she's left alone, she's sure Koo-woon can get out.

Shang Xi suddenly felt a huge void in her heart, she touched the giant wolf's furry face, her heart was empty, "Is it worth it?"

 "For ... such a me..."

 She...she knew best how unimportant she was.

"They...those who are related to me by blood treat me like a burden, I'm like a ball of skin..." her eyelashes trembled as tears fell silently, only to be licked over by a large tongue.

 Didn't let it fall in my hair as worthless as it always does.

 Sanghee looked like she had suddenly paused.

With that, she couldn't stop her tears from falling down as she broke down a bit and asked, "Why! Why did you have to be like this ... Why could you...be like this for me..."

 "Obviously...obviously I'm used to it."

"I've always been...the least important person." Sanghee choked back sobs, her tears all licked away by the large tongue that licked them away preciously.

 It made her more...aggravated.

 Being loved is what makes you cry.

 It's only when someone is hurting that you feel aggrieved.

 Otherwise, people will just think it's noisy if you cry louder.

It seemed like too much had happened in a short period of time, too much to take in, and Shanshee was wrapped up in complex and heavy emotions.

 She clearly didn't want to accept it, she clearly wanted to stay away.

 She didn't want to go his way.

This man...this werewolf preferred to cling to her, preferred to treat her like she mattered, preferred to...love her like his life depended on it.

"Is it worth it? You have such a harmonious and warm family, you're the owner of a big company, and you have so many werewolves after you."

"Koo Wen, for me, you might die here." Sang-hee cried and laughed, grimacing. She found it all agonizing again, and pathetic, and...aggravating, and belatedly happy.

 She is such a complex and contradictory, indefinable person.

 Maybe people are just contradictory and complex.

"Growl..." the giant wolf licked one of her tears as if in answer, soothing her, embracing her all.

 Shang Xi surprisingly... felt a peace of mind that he had never felt before.

 If this one dies right here.

 So what's her concern?

 The cub had his family, and she felt relieved when she didn't feel sorry for them.

The stupid, ugly, bleeding giant wolf in front of her held up the small, safe world for her.

 If this is the last...

Shanthi closed her eyes and struggled to raise her chin as a kiss landed on the giant wolf's mouth.

 The giant wolf froze.

 She hooked a soft smile and murmured, "Thank you."

 "I'm sorry."