Chapter 102 Kiss 2
"Mom, I want to catch the little rabbit!"
Shang Bao suddenly stopped and asked in a low voice: "Mom, can I eat it?"
Shang Xi also squatted down and kissed his son's bun face: "You can eat it if you want, it doesn't matter. However, you must get the consent of the owner before you can eat it. The owner here agrees."
"Okay, mom is the best!" Shang Bao smiled with his little fangs showing.
The wolf took them to a pavilion behind the house, pointing to the open green grass and the bushes behind, "Mr. Gu, that area is where the cubs practice hunting."
"Currently, there are three cubs hunting inside."
The rain was much lighter than before, but it was still drizzling.
Shang Xi opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything.
My son is not an ordinary person, and he cannot be compared with ordinary children.
She had to get used to raising him as a wolf cub.
There were other wolf pups hunting, so there was no reason her son should be weaker.
Gu Wen was right. In the future, if his son goes to the wild and cannot catch prey, how can he integrate into his tribe?
As the saying goes, if you have many skills, you won't be overwhelmed. The rest of your life is still so long. It's good for your son to have more survival skills.
It's time for her to learn to let go.
"Excuse me, do you need to transform into a pure wolf body?"
The werewolf never raised his head to look at her, but now he lowered his head and said, "That's the freedom of the cub, but when we first start hunting, it's better to be a pure wolf."
Shang Bao was already eager to try and turned into a chubby solid wolf cub.
He ran around on the ground excitedly, circling around his parents.
"Ouch...owoo..."
"Zai Zai, be safe and don't get hurt." Even though he wanted to let go, Shang Xi still had some worry in his eyes.
Such a young cub needs to learn to hunt.
"Ouch..." The wolf cub cupped his mother's hand with his round head, then stretched out his little tongue and licked it, "Ouch..."
"Be good, I'll wait for you here, go ahead."
The little wolf cub howled and rushed out impatiently. It ran chubby and round on the wet lawn, its tail swaying.
Shang Xi let go.
Watching the little guy running further and further away, it seemed like... he would one day grow up and leave her, braving the heavy rain, and go out into the world alone. And she will stay where she is, and she will grow old, just like this, watching him run further and further away.
He has his own world.
Look, how much he wants to go to the outside world and catch little rabbits.
Shang Xi thought, this is still the beginning.
Her cub will one day go very far.
What about her?
For the first time, Shang Xi felt a trace of panic. He once thought that having a son would mean everything. Loneliness was nothing, beautiful scenery and delicious food were nothing. As long as he had a son, that would be enough.
She had to work hard to earn money to support him, keep him well fed, clothed warmly, and fat.
I was poor at that time and had no time to think about these things. There was nothing but work.
Now that her son has a rich father like Gu Wen, he will have nothing to worry about for the rest of his life, and even she has benefited from it.
Now, her son does not need her to be busy all day long, nervous, hungry, or freezing.
One day he will live his own life.
She...
Will she go back to the...loneliness she had as a child?
She kept walking forward, refusing those who wanted to accompany her.
She refused it herself.
This terrifying path was her own choice.
Shang Xi's face turned pale and he felt a little at a loss.
The figure of the wolf cub had disappeared into the woods.
She remained motionless.
The werewolf leading the way had already left.
In the pavilion, only Gu Wen and Shang Xi were there.
His eyes fell sharply on the woman and they were alone.
"The cub is just hunting. What's your expression? Abandoned by the whole world?"
"...No." Shang Xi came to his senses, looked away, and leaned against the pillar carved with a wolf head.
She feels...
From just now, Gu Wen started to choke when he spoke.
I still remember that when she first talked to him half a year ago, he was very annoying and difficult to get along with.
Later, he never did that again.
She couldn't help but raise her head and look at him: "What's wrong with you?"
I didn't offend him in any way.
"I heard."
"What?" Shang Xi was stunned for a moment, unable to react.
Gu Wen said: "If you think Nanfeng Garden is too noisy, I can take you and the cub to change places."
Shang Xi opened his lips slightly, and said that he wanted to change his residence. He also said that he heard it.
That can only be...
"Why are you eavesdropping on my conversation with grandma!" Maybe he was affected by the emotion that his son was destined to leave. She brought it up in one breath and used the hurtful word "eavesdropping".
Her face was filled with offended anger: "Do you have great hearing? You know everything in this world, right?"
Gu Wen clenched his hands on his side, tugged his thin lips, and said sarcastically: "So, this is how you see me?"
"Am I eavesdropping?" He almost laughed angrily and stared at her: "Who the hell wants to hear your words that are like sharp knives!"
"I also hate why this damn hearing is so good!!"
Use an understatement and a coquettish tone to say: It is impossible for me and him!
It's so easy to say.
It's strange, Shang Xi thought, if it were anyone else, she wouldn't want to have such a boring argument, she would be too lazy.
But when facing Gu Wen, she looked angry. What, was he being mean to her? How could he treat her...
Her anger suddenly emerged.
"So? After hearing what I said to grandma, you became angry with me and choked me with your words, right?"
She looked up at him with wide eyes, full of anger: "Excuse me, did I say anything wrong? I didn't say anything bad about you in front of grandma, did I?"
Gu Wen took a deep breath, pursed his thin lips, calmed down, and tried to keep his voice calm: "Nanfeng Yuan is not comfortable for you, let's change places."
"I just want to take Zaizai home!" Shang Xi slowly came back to his senses, looking at him with a hint of disbelief in his eyes: "You heard that I will leave Nanfeng Garden in a month, so "You regret it? You don't want me to take my son away?"
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that was the case.
"Let me tell you, why are you acting like that? Just like when I first came to Nanfeng Garden, you are also choking on words. Whether it was at the beginning or now, you are only angry with me because of your son."
Shang Xi's face turned red with excitement and he breathed hard: "You don't want me to take my son away, right?"
Hearing this, Gu Wen frowned deeply, looked at her intently, and said word by word, "I hope you and the cub will stay."
"You're lying!" Shang Xi was about to be swallowed up by a mess of emotions.
"The only thing you care about is your son. Just like what Huiwei said back then, you just had to take me because I am his mother. All the kindness you do to me is because I am the mother of your son."
"At the last step, you want to regret it. You can't pretend anymore, right? That's why you talk to me like this from just now!"
Shang Xi hadn't been so angry for a long time, nor had she quarreled with someone like this. Maybe she was too excited. She was so angry that her eyes turned red.
Vision was blurred.
"I won't be stupid enough to believe anything. In this world, except for my son, there is no one who loves me. No one really loves me! I have never been the one firmly chosen."
Shang Xi's vision was blurred, tears blocked her eyes, and she couldn't see anything.
There was a cry in her voice: "You obviously just wanted a son, and you pretended for a few months, but then you heard that I still wanted to take my son away, so you didn't want to pretend anymore, you were too lazy to pretend, and you became condescending again. "
Thinking about her son one day having to live his own life, thinking about all the things she went through as a child, and looking at the man in front of her who had been so kind to her for so long, her true colors were still revealed at this moment.
Shang Xi's emotions couldn't hold back anymore, pouring out like a flood that had opened a floodgate.
why?
Why? Is her life a tragedy? Her joy and happiness are always so limited.
When she was a child, she thought that she would be fine if she grew up and get through it. But now that she has grown up, why can't she still live a good life?
Is it all her fault?
Did she deserve everything?
Gu Wen wouldn't let her take away her son, so there was nothing she could do.
The more Shang Xi thought about it, the tears couldn't stop falling: "I hate you... I don't like you at all... You are no different from them, I thought you..."
The woman's red eyes, her crying voice, her heart-wrenching words, Gu Wen had never been so panicked. Shang Xi's red lips opened and closed. At that moment, his brain screamed, "Stop talking, stop crying." …
Stop it.
Use something to stop her crying and her brokenness.
"Well..." The red lips were heavily blocked, and Shang Xi opened his eyes wide in disbelief.
"Uh huh...!!!"
She was trapped between the man's pillars, her chin was pinched, she was forced to raise her head, and the unfamiliar, slightly cold thin lips kissed her hard.
"Woo..."
Shang Xi was crazy and obsessed with the man, kissing and sucking him.