The Beginning

Gamer boys, nothing but a pain in the backside. Although I can't say much, I'm a girl that plays video games too. Although still everything is always left to me the cleaning, washing, all the duties that come with owning a dog and the cooking too. its not fun.

I sighed as I sat with my controller in my hand. Raiden was out with his friends this weekend, he was either out with friends or gaming i mean yes I gamed but it could be exhausting at times. I loved him though. I was about to load up my shooter game and an invitation pinged.

"WolfWereBoy has sent a party invite" I smiled and clicked join, there were several people in this party all of them guys, they were mostly Raidens online friends and the other few were his work friends.

"Hey Luna Lady, how's it going? Where's Raiden?" a few of them asked.

"Gone out with his old school friends" I answered. I really didn't feel like talking about him, we had a fight before he went out and i was exhausted and a little upset.

"Well I wouldn't leave a pretty lady like that sat at home" Wolf mused and the rest of them giggled and heckled him for his comment, I was glad no one could see me because I went all shades of red.

"Come keep me company if it bothers you that much" I smirked and listened to the rest of the lads laugh and make more comments, Wolf stayed quiet.

"Come on guys I'm here to game, now if you're all to scared to play against me" I grinned as I said it and there were a few more cat calls but we all loaded up the shooter game and started to play.

"Jeeze Luna, you killed me again I swear you're better at this than Raiden" Max laughed.

"So much better looking" Wolf chimed in.

"Wolfs got the hots for Raidens missus" Max sang and a few others joined in.

"Don't be daft" Wolf snapped.

After a few more games I made my excuses and left, I was so tired from work and I could feel my eyes closing, as usual Raiden hadn't text me, he always made excuses and said he was to busy to contact me, i sighed and looked at the clock it was 12am and still nothing, i shut down my console and headed upstairs. I went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth, I pulled my baggy t shirt on and climbed in to bed.

*ping* my phone made a noise and I clumsily unlocked my phone through half closed eyes and smiled, Raiden sent a picture of him and his mates.

"Have fun I'm going to sleep" i text back, as soon as I did he replied with "Goodnight sweet princess" and i felt my insides go all gooey and I smiled. I was about to put down my phone when it pinged again, I rolled my eyes and sighed but to my surprise it was Wolf.

"Hope you don't mind me texting you so late sweet" I smiled, I've seen Wolf up close and he is your bad boy softy. He's gorgeous with his bright blue eyes and dark hair, he has a pure white streak going through his hair, apparently his birth mark. Wolf would always wear his black biker jacket a leather one. I smiled at his image in my thoughts as I text him back.

"Of course not. Your lucky i have the week off work and alone right now, since Raiden might not like you messaging me"

"Raiden still not returned?"

"No 🙄 he'll probably be out all night now"

"I meant what I said. Your a stunner and he's an idiot 😉"

"Thankyou, your not to bad yourself although don't let Raiden hear you talk like that"

"I'd fight Raiden for you..."

"Wolf.....I don't think this is appropriate"

"Goodnight Boo xx"

and that was the end of my texting with Wolf, he has always been forward and I didn't realise he had such feelings for me until now.

I woke up and yawned, the sun was shining bright through my window, Raiden still wasn't home and it was 9am, i grabbed my phone to ring him when I saw a few missed calls and a text message, I groaned Wolf wouldn't stop, I was just about to text him back when I saw the picture message he had sent me. Raiden was on his couch and someone else, The text that came with it just said.

"I'm so sorry Luna"

I tried to bite back tears as I looked at Raidens arms around another girl. I threw my clothes on and jumped in to my car, I knew where Wolf lived and it was pretty close, I was shaking and my stomach hurt alot, butterflies perhaps.

I pulled up outside and nearly fell out of the car, I was in floods of tears now and I could barely see, I banged on Wolf's door and he opened it, I managed to at least notice his dark hair fell in a messy way around his face with his white streak ran from front to back lighting up his fringe, he was shirtless and his body was perfect and chisled. His blue eyes pierced my soul as he stared at me and tried to pull me in to a hug.

"Little Luna girl" he breathed and I pushed passed him.

"Not now" I growled , I ran in to the living room to see Raiden just waking up whilst the girl was still curled up next to him.

"Raiden you son of a bitch!" I shouted and he jumped up.

"Wha hu what?" he stuttered and looked at me then saw the girl who was yawning and sitting up.

"Hey cutie" she grinned at Raiden then spotted me.

"Whose this?" she yawned.

"Lun, Raidens girlfriend" I growled.

"He never mentioned he had a girlfriend" she smirked and I launched myself at her, I grabbed her hair and she squealed as she tried to hit back at me, i pretty much dragged her kicking and screaming towards the front door, once we were there I let go and she jumped to her feet muttering the words 'psycho' before storming off.

Wolf was stood by my side smirking.

"Woah, what a show"

"I'm not done yet" I growled and stalked over to Raiden.

"What do you think you were doing? staying out all night and brining a bimbo back?" I growled as I shouted through floods of tears.

"L...Lunaa please I'm sorry" Raiden looked at Wolf who had just walked in.

"You told her bro? why on earth would you do that? I thought we were friends"

"I believe in treating women right and with respect, I dont do bro code man sorry" Wolf stood leaning against the doorway with his back against the wall watching the show.

"Don't blame Wolf for your mistake. We're done! now leave" I growled and Raiden looked at me pleadingly.

"Get out" I shouted.

"Please Luna, give me one more chance" Raiden was almost crying. Almost but not quite.

"No I don't want to see you anymore" I shouted, it might seem over the top but I was so mad, he had never done this to me in the time we had been together, id moved in with him within the first year and he does this to me.

"Raiden I believe the lady told you to leave" Wolf stood towering over Raiden who pulled a face.

"Fine but I'll show you I'm the right man for you, Wolf I swear if you put a finger on her, i know what went on in that party chat" Raiden growled and stormed out. Wolf just winked at him and watched. Once Raiden had left I finally collapsed in to a heap on the floor and began to cry and wail.

"H....how c...cou...could he do....th...this to me" I stuttered and heaved and cried some more. We had a house together and he wanted to start a family. I couldn't breathe I was heaving and trying to catch my breath, Wolf indeed wouldn't come near me but i couldn't catch my breath so he knelt beside me and pulled a blanket from the couch and draped it around me, I leant against him and he sat there awkwardly for a second before muttering "Fuck it i don't care what your dumb ass boyfriend says" and he pulled me into his arms. I felt my stomach leap and I shivered slightly, his touch melted me and I felt an utter sigh of relief like all the weight in the world had somehow been lifted off me.

Wolf felt like home.

"Hey you've stopped crying" He smiled down in to my eyes and I must have looked like a pitiful puppy looking back at him, he smiled kindly and brushed a strand of hair from out of my eyes.

"Thankyou" I muttered and stuttered slightly as I still tried to catch some of my breath from crying so much.

"Shhh it's okay your safe" Wolf held me close, I sighed.

"I can't sit here all day" I smiled slightly but truth be told I was hurting so much I didn't know what to do i lay motionless in Wolfs arms and he just held me close not saying anything.

Awhile had passed before Wolf moved, he lifted me up and sat on the sofa with me still in his arms.

"Sorry the floors kinda uncomfy" he looked sheepish and i smiled slightly, i slowly started to feel better with each passing moment.

"It's okay, i really should get up and sit on my own" I smiled and a flicker of hurt crossed his face but he placed me on the seat next to him.

"Sorry for that, I do have strong feelings for you" he blurted out. Wolf sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.

"I know you do, but things just aren't that simple Wolf" I looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"Yes they are Luna" He growled my name and pulled me to him, he took me by surprise and kissed me so hard and passionately that I whimpered against him.

"Wolf..." I breathed and he stopped to look at me.

"You deserve so much better" he breathed.

"Apart from that one thing he was perfect" I shrugged and Wolf pulled away.

"I understand" he smiled awkwardly and got to his feet.

"Wolf..." but he just smiled and shrugged.

"Luna you should go back to him" I could see it killed him to say that but I also knew Wolf was a decent guy and would do the right thing. Even if it meant him being hurt. I felt my heart skip a beat, part of me didn't want to leave and the other part knew I should go back and make up with Raiden.

I sighed, if he hadn't had kissed me things would be so much easier, i was starting to question everything. Wolf made me quiver at one touch whilst Raiden was good at certain things but I couldnt compare them to Wolf because that would mean I would have to go further with Wolf and whilst I wanted him very badly it would be unfair.

"Wolf listen to me, i like you, I'm not sure that this is the right situation for this though. I'm a little confused right now." I hugged Wolf as hard as I could and he hugged me back with just as much force.

"I really do like you Luna girl" he smiled sadly and kissed my head as he watched me walk out of the door. I felt sick inside and I had to fight the urge not to turn back and look at him.

I pulled up outside my house and got out of the car, I felt my stomach churning. I couldn't forget the kiss with Wolf. I hit myself in the head with my hand and sighed as I walked through the door. I gasped, the whole house was tidy and sparkling, Incense was also burning to make the place smell nice. Raiden was in the living room drinking tea and watching something on the TV, i gave him a half smile and he ran up to me and threw his arms around me.

"Luna! you came back" he smiled lovingly and held me at arms length.

"Wolf?"

"Was just being polite and courteous. Nothing happened" I lied and I had no idea why. Raiden grinned and hugged me hard, I hugged him back with just as much force and kissed his cheek.

Raiden looked at me longingly, he kissed me long and hard and passionately, it turned in to alot more than a kiss. Raiden made me forget all about Wolf and his kiss for the time we were intimate together.

After Raiden had finished he looked sheepishly at me and I smiled and laughed, go on then turn on your game and he grinned and kissed me and danced out of the room like a small child on Christmas day.

"Your the best" he shouted as I could hear him running downstairs.

I sighed and headed down once I'd put my clothes on. I sat in my chair and loaded up my games console. A party invitation was already there for me, I smiled and looked at the name, not one of Raidens friends though, it was from a guy I'd played a few other games with awhile back, I hit the join button since Raiden still hadn't invited me to his.

"Hey Luna Lady how goes it?" I grinned.

"It's alright thanks Stitches" I smiled i forgot how alluring his voice was.

"How's Raiden?" he mused.

Stitches and Raiden didn't like each other much, Stitches was opinionated and would open his mouth if he thought anyone was wrong. Stitches had confronted Raiden a few times about the way he spoke to me and Raiden had definitely not liked that.

"Want me to ask him for you?" I laughed.

"Dare you" Stitches laughed musically.

"Sorry but no" I said and he sniffed.

"Fineeeee, anyway homie let's game"

"Now your talking" I loaded up our game and we began to play our roleplay shooter. We were very good at this game, I'd known Stitches for alot longer than Wolf or Raiden, he had always been there for me, we were quite close and at one point we had dated and we've seen each other naked but not in person, just over camera.

Everyday we talked through text and calls, I looked at Raiden to make sure he had his headset on.

I told Stitches about my encounter with Wolf.

"Hes a lucky boy to have kissed your face"

"Shut up" I growled.

The night went on for a bit and Raiden turned off his games console.

"I'm going to bed now Luna, goodnight I love you" he smiled and kissed me.

"Goodnight, love you too" I smiled and kissed him back. Raiden turned and walked out and headed upstairs, I heard the bedroom door shut and I sighed.

"Everything okay?" Stitches asked.

"Yea don't worry about it"

I heard my phone ping and I looked at it.

'Party?' it was from Wolf.

"So Wolf wants to join this party" I told Stitches and he chuckled.

"Let me talk to him" I smiled, he was in fact like my big brother at times or my guardian angel.

I invited Wolf to the party and he joined instantly.

"Woah was you watching your notifications dude or what?" Stitches chortled.

"Who on earth do you think you are?" Wolfs voice growled through the headset and I shivered.

"Now now boys, Wolf this is Stitches, and Stitches this is Wolf, I've known Stitches for a very very long time." I smiled and let the boys battle it out, there was a bit of cursing and insulting at the start but eventually they came to tolerate each other due to their mutual dislike of Raiden. I rolled my eyes and sighed.

"Come onnnn, don't be like that" Stitches sang

"Lunaaaa it'll be fineeee" Wolf chimed in and I laughed.

"You guys are ragging on my boyfriend, taking the piss outta him" Both guys apologised and loaded up a shooter game and sent me an invite to which I joined.

I came first in every single game we played getting the most kills.

"I think she's pissed at us" both guys giggled.

"I'm glad you two are getting along" I sighed slightly, this was a bit strange for me having both of them here in this party, truth be told I couldn't stop thinking about both of them, I saw Wolf in a whole new different light than before.

Eventually my own mind was annoying me and i was tired and fed up so i said my goodbyes despite both of them protesting for about five minutes how I shouldn't leave and why am I abandoning them, I just wanted to go to bed because how how mentally tired I was. I yawned and stretched too tired to do anything, I made myself put my headset and controller on charge before I started my sluggish walk up to the bedroom.

I climbed in to bed and fell in to a deep sleep.

Next morning I awoke to the smell of coffee and I smiled because sat next to me was Raiden with a breakfast tray and bacon and eggs on my plate with a coffee.

"Oh my god, thankyou so much" I kissed him as he placed the tray on my lap.

"Anything for you" he smiled and left me to it. I picked up my phone as I munched through my breakfast.

Wolf x3 messages

Stitches x 3 messages.

I groaned, I suppose I better read them.

"Are you up?"

"I want to talk"

"Luna, I really want to be with you, please can you call me or something because I really want to talk to you, i need you to hear what I have to say xx"

I clicked on to Stitches messages.

"Sleepyhead?"

"Wake up now"

"Fine I'll just text you it, I'm moving from my parents house in to an apartment in Willows lake, I know thats where you live, I got a job that was to good to turn down, maybe we could meet?" I nearly dropped my phone in to my coffee, coming here? that wasn't good, if Raiden found out he'd be waiting for Stitches with all his friends.

"Maybe" I text back to Stitches. That worried me slightly, I mean yes it was great but also bad, the last thing I needed was 3 guys wanting to date me or whatever or fighting over me. I clicked my phone in to silent and finished my breakfast.

Afterwards I got another text from Wolf, he was getting a bit nervous and I'd kept him long enough, I sighed and phoned him

"Hello?"

"Hey Wolf don't you have caller ID? You answered like you didn't know it was me" I laughed

"Luna, hey yea sorry, just a bit nervous"

"What did you need to tell me?"

"That I'm sick of being by myself and I need you Luna. Please come and see me, what happened the other night wasn't a one time thing"

"Wolf, its complicated. I just can't at the moment" I put the phone down and groaned. Sometimes I just wish I never got a games console, life would be easier and simpler but perhaps also boring, I might be a boring housewife with a ton of kids if it wasnt for my gaming gear. I climbed out of bed and pulled on my clothes, I got ready and picked up my breakfast tray and headed downstairs.

"Hey Luna, I hope you don't mind but I invited Wolf round for the day, we're gonna play some games and stuff.

"Sure that's fine" I smiled at Raiden.

"Your the best" and he kissed me.

"I thought you guys fell out" I mused and Raiden shrugged.

"Guys don't hold grudges like girls, we kind of just get on with it" I rolled my eyes at him and there was a knock at the door

I answered it.

"Hey girl, wheres your better half?" Wolf smirked and stalked straight past me like he didn't even see me, I was left stood there slightly dumbfounded and I blushed a bit.

"Upstairs getting ready for your man date" I groaned and Wolf winked at me.

"Some would call this stalking" I glared at him and he shrugged.

"Don't know what your talking about, I'm just here for Raiden" he winked and entered the living area but not before playfully slapping my ass. I felt myself tingle all over slightly, he shouldn't really have done that but i couldnt help but smile.

"Wolfs in the living room" I shouted to Raiden who came running downstairs like a child about to go on an adventure.

"What are you going to do?" Raiden smiled and kissed me.

"Not too sure just yet, probably just chill upstairs out the way for a bit" I smiled slightly.

"You could chill with us?" he offered.

"Maybe for a little bit" I smiled at him and Raiden took my hand and led me to the living room.

"You don't mind if Luna joins us?" Raiden asked and Wolf and he shook his head and smiled.

"She's more than welcome to stay" Wolf smiled.

"There, sit between us both" Raiden smiled and I shook my head.

"I'll sit on my own console thanks, I think Stitches will be online soon" I smiled and Raiden pulled a face.

"Luna I don't like him"

"I know but its fine. Don't worry" I kissed Raiden and he seemed to relax slightly but he still wasn't happy.

As Raiden huffed his disapproval i loaded up my console and there was an invitation waiting from Stitches and i smiled to myself as I joined it.

"Lunaaaaaa, I've missed you cutie" Stiches sang with glee as I joined and I laughed and told him what was going on currently at my house.

"Woah, how awkward and weird it must be for you, maybe I should come round" he sniggered.

"Don't you dare, its not like your here yet anyway" I laughed and Stitches paused.

"Oh uh, actually half of my stuff is already in my house and the last of the stuff is going tomorrow, so for tonight I'm at my new house" I gasped as quietly as I could, he was literally a ten minute walk from my house and it was so tempting.

"Wanna come over?" he asked like he had just read my mind.

"I shouldn't" I stammered.

"But you want to" he added.

I sighed and put my console on to rest mode and got to my feet.

"Where you going?" Raiden asked suddenly.

"Oh uh, I'm just going out for a bit" I smiled and hoped that would work and it did.

"Hurry back" Wolf growled and Raiden looked over at him questionably.

"Dudee we'd have to cook for ourselves" he smiled and rubbed the back of his head and Raiden burst out laughing.

"Oh yea, hurry back then" Raiden said and I swore at both of them then left.

It took a few minutes to reach Stitches new house, he pinged his location for me through our phones, I was so nervous. We'd never met before, despite talking for a long amount of time.

I stumbled up to his door and raised a fist to knock, he opened the door and smiled, my jaw almost dropped to the floor.

He had black hair with red streaks that fell across his face, he wore a band logo t shirt and a black pair of ripped jeans.

"Come on in" He grinned and I almost fell through the door because I was staring, Stitches held out his arms and caught me.

"Steady Luna"

"Th...thankyou Atlas" I smiled using his real name.

"I hate that name" he grimaced but he still didn't let me go.

"Its a nice name I like it, uhm you can let go now" I laughed but he looked at me with his piercing gray eyes, he shut the door with his foot and brushed a strand of hair from my face.

"At....las" I breathed as I closed my eyes to his touch, he brushed my cheek lightly.

"Luna, I've waited so long for you, and now your here in my arms" his smile was so beautiful and handsome that I was left speechless. After what had seemed like a good few minutes he looked down at me and leant his forehead on mine, he gave me a quick kiss on my cheek, I looked at him before he brought his face closer to mine, I whimpered slightly and moved my face towards his, we met in the middle as our lips touched, he was so gentle and his lips were so soft, things got a little more heated as we ended up kissing each other more, Atlas pushed me so I was up against a wall, he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me hard and I clung to him and moaned.

"Oh god Luna" Atlas breathed and pulled back.

"We can't" I breathed as I lay my head on his shoulder.

"I know" Atlas muttered and stroked my hair as we stayed like that for awhile. I looked up at him with eyes so wide and scared, he smiled down at me his eyes shone like the sun shining through gray clouds.

"Your so beautiful, even better in person" he whispered as he put a hand on my face.

"Your not so bad yourself" I smiled and nuzzled his hand as he stroked my face. Truth be told I was still in love with Atlas, he'd been through everything with me, he'd been my friend for about eight years and for only a few months we'd been lovers, I'd left Atlas for Raiden, I was talking to them both but Raiden was local and only a few minutes down the road, Atlas at the time lived very far away and was basically unattainable. shortly after I met Raiden, Atlas also met a girl and it got quite serious but she was jealous of me even though all we used to do was talk and game. Eventually Atlas got fed up of the jealousy and got rid of her.

Atlas looked down at me and groaned.

"Dammit Luna, I don't care" he leant in and kissed me softly to see what I would do, this time I gave in, I loved him, so I did what I've always wanted to do, I kissed him back and jumped up, he caught me in his arms as he held me against the wall.

"Are you sure baby?" he breathed and I nodded and that was all the consent he needed, his kissing got more heated as I held on to him and kissed him back, I felt the hardness of him press in to me as he held me and I whimpered at the feel of it. Atlas stopped kissing me and moved me upstairs where he held me against the wall of his bedroom and started to kiss me again, he moved me to the bed where he placed me on his knee, he removed his shirt before removing mine and kissed my neck, I groaned and he grinned.

"You've no idea how much I've wanted to do that" I giggled slightly as he removed my bra and climbed on top of me, he positioned himself so I could feel the hardness of him pushing between my legs, I let out a small whimper as he leant over me and began to kiss my lips down my neck and towards my breasts.

"At...las" I groaned as I felt my underwear get wet. He began to tease me further with his mouth before slowly pulling off my trousers and underwear, he removed his own and removed a condom from his back pocket and tossed his jeans to the floor

"You were very confident" I raised an eyebrow at him and he grinned at me.

"What can I say? I'm an optimist" he laughed and slid the condom on, he was bigger than Raiden and from what I could tell Wolf too, before I could think to much he slid himself inside me and complete pleasure took over all of my senses.

Atlas moved with such grace on top of me, confidence and passion, I moaned and he smiled and leant down to kiss me.

"Oh god" I whispered as my breathing got heavier, he grabbed my arms and pinned them down whilst he moved faster, I felt my whole body shiver and let out a groan so loud that I was sure everyone within a three mile radius could hear me.

"Luna" Atlas breathed as he kept going, I couldn't do anything it felt so good.

"Atlassss, I l....love you" I smiled at him and it was true. I didnt mean to say it though it sort of just slipped out and he surprised me with his reply.

"I love you too baby" he kissed and bit at my neck as I felt my body shiver and I managed not to scream this time. I don't know how long this went on for but I didn't want it to stop.

After what seemed like only a few minutes I heard him groan and he pulled out of me. Atlas smiled his beautifully seductive smile and lay next to me, he wrapped his arms around me and held me close.

"I don't want you to go back to him" Atlas whispered and I looked at him, I saw his eyes full of hurt and longing.

"I have to..." I stuttered as he kissed my head.

"I moved for you Luna" he whispered.

"What if this never happened? why would you do that?" I asked.

"Because you do stupid things for love and I had to see if I even had a chance with you" he smiled a sad smile and I kissed him.

"Atlas I love you" he smiled and kissed me back.

"we'll figure something out" I whispered and he nodded.

I didn't honestly know what was going to happen, so much had gone off in the last few days and my head was still reeling from seeing Atlas here in person and it honestly made me feel warm and fuzzy to know he came here for me.