141 How have you been?

[Yuito's POV]

Her eyes casted a spell on me, restraining me from looking away. I was a prisoner.

It was so sudden that my mind refused to believe it and it took five seconds for my eyes to convince my mind. Indeed, Tsukimi was standing right in front of me.

My heart couldn't take the rush of emotions as it tried to crawl up my throat and run away. I did not know why she was able to poke out such emotions from me.

Was I still affected by the NTR? or was it due to shock?

Maybe I had not forgotten about her like I thought I had. Or was it hatred that I felt in my heart?

A sight had never elicted more emotions from my heart. They were so much and so random that I stopped feeling altogether.

An eternity or maybe a few seconds later, my lungs expanded as I took in a breath. Then i released all of the raging emotions with a sigh.

Get yourself together. You no longer had a relationship with that girl.

'She's a stranger.'

I ignored her existence entirely as I continued eating my chicken. I had never chewed on such tasteless meat before.

I learned then that it was impossible to ignore someone intentionally. If you are actively trying to ignore someone, you are actually doing the opposite.

She was on my mind and in that busy restaurant filled with tens of people, I only sensed her. 

I wanted to look up so bad. I only caught her ruby eyes before and now I wanted to have a good look at her face and her body.

I wanted to inspect how she had changed during the time I had not seen her.

I supressed those desires as I continued looking down on my food. Only when she was seated two tables in front of me did I look up again.

I saw her and she saw me.

She was sitting while facing my direction and on the lane next to me. A place where the waiters walk separated us in the middle.

She was wearing a silver turtle neck sweater that showed off her sexy body shape. Her hair was flowing down her head like a stream. It was straight and as black as night.

Yet her black hair seemed to reflect the light instead of absorbing it, giving off an enticing glow. Almost like the galaxy.

Her face was still the same but the aura around her had changed. She used to have an innocent smile and a bubbly aura around her but now she looked aloof.

Like she no longer has an attachment to the world and only view the world from an objective point of view. 

Her eyes on the other hand are as red and intense as I remembered.

She was also observing me, her eyes sparkled with curiosity. She seemed to be doing the same thing as me, noting down the changes in my appearance.

I gave her a small smile that would surely look diplomatic rather than natural. With no change in expression, she nodded at me and looked away.

But I continued observing her, for two obvious reasons.

{She has gotten even bigger. Maybe by a cup or two.} the author said solemnly. 

She used to be around the same size or even smaller than Sumire but now I could confidently say that she had the biggest pair of tits I have ever seen.

It was baffling how they were still growing. And I think she had gotten even more curvier than the last time I saw her.

{Maybe it's because she has an active sexual life. I heard that women grow sexier when they actively have sex and their tits grow bigger when it's massaged.}

I tried to argue but I could see some sense in what he said. It was definitely possible, I could already imagine her drowning in sexual pleasure due to the heartbreak caused by our breakup.

But I have known her since we were kids, I don't think she was that kind of girl.

{Are you kidding or have you forgotten? She's a hoe, a girl straight out of an NTR doujin.}

I winced when I heard him state that bluntly and went into thought. I was surprised to suddenly see her but now that I was calm, I feel much better now.

I guess her parents moved to Korea, what are the chances? 

As I fished my chicken, I had gotten my feelings together and I finally understood the popular question on the internet. 'You will live in a mansion, and get free wifi and food. Also, get 100000 dollars every month but you have to live with your ex.'

I always thought it was a stupid question, why wouldn't I live in the mansion? My ex? Who the fuck cares about her.

But now I realize how awkward it could get when you meet your ex. Especially if the reason for your breakup was as eventful as mine.

Or maybe I was the only one who felt awkward because looking at her calmly eating her food, I didn't think she was affected much.

'She is so different now.'

Seeing her so calm, I felt stupid because of what I felt earlier. She was the one who ruined our relationship and even she was not affected. Yet here I was, almost losing my cool the moment I saw her again.

I got up from my seat and walked towards her. She noticed me but refused to acknowledge my approach.

I did not know why but that irked me.

Why was I approaching her? You may ask and the truth is, I'm not sure either.

Maybe seeing her so calm and aloof of my presence elicted resentment from me. I wanted to show her that I was not affected by her anymore either.

And show her that I had moved on too and found others I love.

You know, like the classic drama between exes. Trying to be casual and act like their relationship did not have much importance in their life and that they were fine after separating. 

Or maybe it was because of reasons I have yet to realize.

Only when I stood next to her table did she give me her attention. Her face remained stoic and she raised a curious eyebrow.

She did not even try to speak to me as I simply smiled.

"Funny seeing you here, what a coincidence." I said and she stared.

"How have you been Tsukimi."

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