1_ my first letter

Slowly I opened my eyes for the first time in my life, I don't know how I got here, I don't know what I am and how I came to be, I don't know anything about the world, I don't know how to talk, how to walk, what I'm looking at at and most of all, the purpose of my existence and my future . .

"A…a…"

A... the first letter I uttered while I was trying to get up from my place, head bowed , I don't know how to raise it yet , my eyes were still staring at that square-stamped floor, a smooth iron surface dyed in a bluish-white color like what you see when looking at the post-sunrise sky

" a ..."

I'm still trying to say something , I don't know what is it yet .

I took a small step forward while my eyes scanned my body .

a skinny childish body in shabby brown clothes, my appearance being that of a wandering outcast child.

"A…a…"

My lowered head allowed me to see my hands, I tried to move them with my instinct to touch my face , I wanted to touch that magical thing , the thing that makes me see my surroundings , my eyes , I wanted to explore myself for the first time.

The fingertips of my hand danced on the surface of my face aiming for my eyes, touching them, then touching my nose, then my mouth. My hands moved directly to my hair, which I felt since I woke up that something was touching it. It was a shabby brown hat with a long conical shape. I didn't know what it was so I left it alone, although it was covering The upper part of my eye, a small part that I didn't care about.

My hands rushed to explore my ears before I could finally raise my head to look in front of me.

My eyes moved slightly to the left and right, followed by my entire head to explore my surroundings...

I don't know where I am, the thing is that I don't even know who I am .

I took another step forward.

"A…a…"

That wasn't me, that "a" didn't come from the same place it had come from so many times before, that "a" didn't come from my mouth, I heard it with my ear but the sound wasn't the same, it wasn't mine ,  I could differentiate between it and the ones before.

"A…a…"

Instinctively I was able to determine the direction of the sound and I turned behind me to see the source , I forgot to raise my head so I raised it a little and so i could see something...

something distorted the pure view in front of me, my eyes were able by looking at that thing to recognize a few things, Hands, feet, and clothes matching the clothes I put on myself, I looked closely at his face while he was still with his head down.

"A…a…"

He is trying to pronounce something like me but I suppose he doesn't know it either, I felt for some reason a dangerous aura emitted from it .

That's strange , I don't want to be hurt , my instinct told me to move away from him and continue my way towards the back exploring things more beautiful than this being

. " a ... "

The thing raised its head a little ,  I was able to look into its eyes, two sunken eyes with a brownish-black color, I didn't want to stare too much or maybe in other words , i was scared ...

  I turned to the other side and started taking big steps forward, I took a few steps while my eyes scanned my surroundings again.

I caught sight of something else, not a distorting object, but a small piece of iron that was almost the same color as the floor.

" a ... "

This is strange, it seemed to me as if the sound was louder than before, my fear increased a little and my instinct shouted to run towards that thing, I did not want to look back again but I had to do so, I took a simple glance to see that thing following me , it is closer than Before, he was running after me in a faster pace .

"a...a"

"A…a…"

I tried to say something while he also replied, it became closer than ever.

fear escalated in my body as my mind ordered me to carry that piece of iron that bore the shape of a knife, a medium-sized knife that I don't know what it is and what it is used for.

What made things worse is that i don't even know how to grab it ,  I took my hand straight towards the sharp edge of the knife.

"Aaaa..."

My index finger shed a few red drops. It was my blood that made me scream in pain, leaving a small wound on my hand. I took another look behind me...

It was three steps away from me, I instinctively carried the knife, raising it towards the body before it settled in his chest. .

"A...a...a"

"..."

I couldn't say anything , I just looked at that flopping body while my eyes involuntarily followed the torrent of blood that came out of the knife, I've learned a lot since I opened my eyes.

"Don't stop here..." That's what my instinct told me, my instinct that enabled me to get over This risk, I will trust it.

Where to go now...