First Time

Marga's P.O.V

"We can do it, Marga. Just trust me, let me hold your hand so you don't get nervous, okay?" he said, and I just felt his warm palm occupy my hand as we walked inside.

We apologized to the Judge for the delay when we returned inside. He simply nodded, and the ceremony resumed.

My parents frowned at the recollection, as did Klark's parents, but when they saw me with them, they smiled back. Perhaps they thought the marriage would fail because I saw the nervousness on Klark's parents' faces and my parents' surprise at my attitude, even though they didn't know the truth.

Oh, my God. I almost took a step back.

I simply nodded to my parents, relieving them of their concern, as a sign that I was fine. I'm curious what they're thinking. Aren't they curious?

I had just fantasized and imagined, pretending we were at church and wearing a fancy white gown, in the middle of this civil wedding... Not at all. I just pretended to be here with my family, friends, brothers, and a few acquaintances. All finished and in splendid and beautiful churches, with the priest and the man who loved me dearly, clustering flowers throughout the church.

But that's just a figment of my imagination.

Maybe it's just a coincidence that the person I want to marry now is the person I want... with just my parents and no siblings.

As I stood next to Klark, I couldn't help but cry.

I felt like he was staring at me, but I couldn't look back. I feel like my chest is tightening because we're only getting married now because of his late wife's request.

This guy who was standing next to me... I've loved him ever since... I can't believe we're marrying.

We marry out of 'need,' out of consensus, and not because we are accepted spontaneously. But I forced myself to accept the fate I had chosen, which would change the course of my life.

My families were not present at our wedding ceremony. Only my parents are present, but some of my friends and coworkers are present, as are a few of my other relatives, brothers, cousins, and other acquaintances. Nobody knows who some of my relatives are who I am about to marry. My parents never questioned it, and I'm grateful that I didn't have to persuade them to let me marry right away. There are only a few of us, not counting the people who are important in my life.

And as I see my parents happy with a smile on their faces because of this wedding, which isn't real but seems unbelievable, I can't help but cry along with the heavy feeling I have as the judge's speech continues. I kept my gaze fixed on the front, no longer averting my gaze from those who were watching.

The judge frowned as he observed what I was doing. I shook my head and smiled, assuring him that my tears were for joy, not sadness.

"Please, Marga..." Klark whispered to me as he held it against my back, the pain, and concern in his voice audible.

I smiled as I looked up at him. I sighed deeply, and I could almost see his concern on his face, as well as a deep sigh from him. We were lucky that we turned our backs on the watching families and acquaintances because if we had been facing them, they might have been wondering earlier.

I also don't want my parents to be concerned.

Even though the tears seemed to flow non-stop, I wiped them away with the palm of my hand.

'Are you happy now, Shaina? You can see us getting married now. I hope you're happy. Just remind me that you asked me to do it well, and I'm hoping I'll be able to handle it. I'm hoping I can... I have nothing else to promise the family you left behind, but I will make sure I fill them with time, cook them their favorite dish every time, and fill them with love as a good mother and wife.'

I took a deep breath before looking at him again to respond as we exchanged rings and signed the marriage contract. We're proving to each other that we're inextricably linked. It was nothing like I'd expected to see at a church wedding. Very different from my dream then compared to the reality that is happening right now.

I can see nothing on his face. He's devoid of emotion right now. Even though I tried to make him smile, he only returned a stingy smile. Just keep his jaw clenched.

I'm also not sure what's on his mind; even though he's focused on me, his gaze seems to be penetrating and he appears to be deep in thought; I can also see how his jaw is tense. It was as if something else was on his mind as if he wasn't looking at me despite the fact that he was directly in front of me.

I just smiled despite the fact that my lips were shaking; I even feel like the fake smile I bestowed on him needs to be faked. We need to demonstrate that we are truly happy with each other now that we are surrounded by important people in our lives.

I want them to be enthralled by what they see, so I can smile... weakly.

Then I replied, bittersweetly, "Yes. Judge."

I wasn't expecting it to be what I was worried about. I was so nervous that we exchanged answers without knowing what was going to happen next.

The kiss.

"Now I pronounced you, husband and wife." said the judge while smiling after the said lines of agreement.

I just went back to the reality that I was really Mrs. Villaverde. This is really happening, and I know that Klark and I's story doesn't end here. Because ... this is just where we begin.

This is where our gameplay begins. Stay tuned which one of the two of us is tough.

"Congratulations to the newlyweds, Mr. and Mrs. Villaverde! Go and have more children to come!" The judge even managed to joke while laughing.

Even Klark suppressed a laugh "Thank you, Judge." the two shook hands at the same time.

I could hear the few applause even though I couldn't see them because I was staring at my husband's handsome face.

The judge and I exchanged a few glances. I recognized that expression. I immediately blushed because I knew the judge was waiting, and I also knew the audience was waiting, which is why I could hear them other than applauding loudly at their funny stonings telling us.

I had no idea we were going to kiss! I wasn't even ready. I'm hoping my breath isn't too bad by the time my husband kisses me. I was nervous because he was the first man I'd ever seen with his lip on mine. He's my very first kiss!

How naive and virgin I am right?

I've never been kissed or touched in my life. That's why, when I think about being kissed, my heart loses its strength and the nervousness I feel. Oh my goodness...

"What are you waiting for, Architect Villaverde? You are now permitted to kiss your bride." Judge number one, who was waiting in front of us, smiled at the same time.

"Kiss her bro!" exclaimed one of Clark's friends, followed by weak screams and laughter.

They were all cheering. He's just waiting for us to kiss. I'm nervous.

I'm not sure why some of Klark's other friends are here; perhaps he invited them as well, and perhaps... they also know what's going on. And some of them have remained friends of mine ever since.

Bachelors.

"Go, sis! Have a Torrid kiss!" exclaimed Kissiah. One of my pals.

"French!" there was a faint accented shout, but I could hear it! I couldn't help but frown at my friends' teasing.

Klark, who was staring at me and biting his lower lip, made a faint chuckle next to me.

I sighed deeply as I closed my eyes and concentrated on what I heard!

Then I heard Klark laugh.

'My crazy pals! I'm not sure if I'll regret including them here!'

Mama and Klark's parents were laughing, and my friends were giggling. I just bowed in shame because of the shit that almost echoed throughout the room. I'm not sure why. Klark may appear to be eager to kiss me, but he isn't!

He locked his gaze on me for a split second before a ghost smile crept across his lips, but only for a split second.

"Architect, what are you waiting for? "Kiss her right now," they said.

"It's tradition, right?" he smirked.

When I felt him get closer to me, I cleared my throat and turned away.

"Uhm..." I'm at a loss for words.

But wait... Is he about to kiss me? Oh my goodness.

My lips, on the other hand, trembled, causing my throat to dry up, and this was accompanied by his trembling stare! I couldn't help but feel nervous, I was nervous, how did it feel to be kissed for the first time? I never imagined we'd kiss! What is it like to be kissed? Is this how it feels? I couldn't help but feel nervous. My heart almost jumped out of my chest from the force of its beating

"We're going to kiss, Marga," he said quietly as he stared at me. I was immediately captivated.

I couldn't speak because his palms were covering my face.

"I'm going to kiss you now. Stay still, don't move, and relax..." he spoke in hushed tones.